A/N: Okay the begging is a little disturbing, but it gets better rest assured!!! It might also be a little slow at the begging, but you will all be up to speed by chapter two... I hope... This to my friend Ryan, don't you ever think of killing yourself, even if I did!!! Your to nice of a person to do that!!!

Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter!!! I wish... Apparently I don't even own my story, fan fiction does...But I think all the credit goes to my muse... She always does all the work... Adam's Song is by Blink 182...

*CHAPTER ONE: SUICIDE*

The wind gently combed her hair, making it nearly impossible to see. She was standing on the edge of the cliff farthest from the school. She could see the water far below crashing against the rocks. The constant flapping from the robe of her stalker could clearly be heard, non-the-less. He probably followed her after he read her 'poetry' and had enough brains to pursue her. Every night for the past week he was there, watching her, from his broom trying to stay hidden. And tonight he was going to get a real show.

To make it all the more wild she started singing the only song that came to mind in her current predicament. She pulled out her guitar one last time and slowly, but increasing in volume she sang:

'I never thought I'd die alone

I laughed the loudest who'd have known?

I trace the cord back to the wall

no wonder it was never plugged in at all

I took my time, I hurried up

the choice was mine I didn't think enough

I'm too depressed to go on

you'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came

16 just held such better days

days when I still felt alive

we couldn't wait to get outside

the world was wide, too late to try

the tour was over, we'd survived

I couldn't wait till I got home

to pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone

another six months I'll be unknown

give all my things to all my friends

you'll never step foot in my room again

you'll close it off, board it upremember the time that I spilled the cup

of apple juice in the hall

please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came

16 just held such better days

days when I still felt alive

we couldn't wait to get outside

the world was wide, too late to try

the tour was over, we'd survived

I couldn't wait till I got home

to pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came

tomorrow holds such better days

days when I can still feel alive

when I can't wait to get outside

the world is wide, the time goes by

the tour is over, I've survived

I can't wait till I get home

to pass the time in my room alone'

When she finished she placed down her guitar and stepped off the cliff, while memories of her past slipped by in her head. Everything that lead up to this moment was slowly slipping away as she fell silently to her death.

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A/N: Yes I know this story is a bit odd.... But it's only the begging... The three song's that were inspired me to write this are, Adam's Song ~ Blink 182 (for obvious reason's), Emotions ~ Good Charlotte (for reason's that our about to show it's ugly head...), and finally we have (I Hate) Everything About You ~ Three Day's Grace.... So if you like those songs, you will like this fic... I'm guessing... Well bare with me for a bit, I still have along way to go... Please review....

Crimson Dragoness )0(