This is sorta depressing, I may add more if you guys want. Janene's
(pronounced JA-NEEN) description- bright blue eyes, rich silky brown hair,
usually straight but sometimes wavy. She is sixteen years old and and was
introduced to Gerry by her cousin Bralen (pronounced BRAY-LYNN). She fell
in love with him the second she saw him.
JANENE'S P/O/V
God I wish these tears would go away. Did I have to fall in love with HIM? My name is Janene. I'm not just a fan I swear. When I talk about how great Gerry is, I don't mean on the football feild. He is perfect. We've been friends for awhile, but he just doesn't see me. I guess I'm crazy for feeling this way, but if I am it's just because of him. Every night I dream of him every day I think of him. It just doesn't end. It was all I could do last night not to scream that I love him. But I didn't. I feel so lost, not just lost, lost in a desert. that happens to be plauged with locust, fire, and wasps. That is what I feel. When I look into his eye, I know that he loves Emma, but I love him, and where does that leave me. Why is it that I am the one who ends up alone? I try to have fun and be happy, but it just doesn't work. I used to be funny, always smilin'. I'd spontaneously burst into song and dance just to make my friends laugh. But Gerry stole my spirit. He took my smiles away. It's not his fault though, I can't blame him for what he doesn't even know. I wish I could tell him, but even more I want him to love me the way I wish he would, the way I know he could. My sand castles spend all their time collapsing it seems. But instead of trying to help myself, I grin and bear it but break down when I am by myself.
I wish I could tell you Because I love you Gerry And I'll never love anyone else
GERRY'S P/O/V
I really can't believe this is happening to me. she is one of my greatest friends, but things are different suddenly. Last night, it was all I could do not to scream that I love her. It's crazy I kno, because I'm with Emma. I love Emma don't get me wrong. Emma loves me to, so I can't let her down when I swore I wouldn't. I feel so lost, between to splenders. one side you've got Emma, I love her and she's wonderful, but then on the otherside there's Janene. She's hilarious and always makes me laugh. She's gorgous and is just so humble and ginuwine. But why would I ruin something so great with Emma when I don't even know how Janene feels about me. Well, that's the worst part. I know how Janene feels. I'm her friend, her "big brother" if you will. Why can't she see me as more. I wish she would love me in the same way, the way I know she could. I looked deep into her eyes, I know my love for her went straight from my soul to my eyes. I saw love in her eyes, but when she left, I realize that that love must be for some other guy. I wish her heart were free for me to have. I would love and cherish her. but I have to love and cherish Emma now, and not even ever, EVER look back. I've got to try and fight these feelings for Janene. I don't even know where they came from! I didn't ask for them! I wish they'd go away! But they havn't, and I doubt they ever will. People think I'm fine but I'm broken inside
I wish I could tell you Because I love you Janene But I also love somebody else
JANENE'S P/O/V
God I wish these tears would go away. Did I have to fall in love with HIM? My name is Janene. I'm not just a fan I swear. When I talk about how great Gerry is, I don't mean on the football feild. He is perfect. We've been friends for awhile, but he just doesn't see me. I guess I'm crazy for feeling this way, but if I am it's just because of him. Every night I dream of him every day I think of him. It just doesn't end. It was all I could do last night not to scream that I love him. But I didn't. I feel so lost, not just lost, lost in a desert. that happens to be plauged with locust, fire, and wasps. That is what I feel. When I look into his eye, I know that he loves Emma, but I love him, and where does that leave me. Why is it that I am the one who ends up alone? I try to have fun and be happy, but it just doesn't work. I used to be funny, always smilin'. I'd spontaneously burst into song and dance just to make my friends laugh. But Gerry stole my spirit. He took my smiles away. It's not his fault though, I can't blame him for what he doesn't even know. I wish I could tell him, but even more I want him to love me the way I wish he would, the way I know he could. My sand castles spend all their time collapsing it seems. But instead of trying to help myself, I grin and bear it but break down when I am by myself.
I wish I could tell you Because I love you Gerry And I'll never love anyone else
GERRY'S P/O/V
I really can't believe this is happening to me. she is one of my greatest friends, but things are different suddenly. Last night, it was all I could do not to scream that I love her. It's crazy I kno, because I'm with Emma. I love Emma don't get me wrong. Emma loves me to, so I can't let her down when I swore I wouldn't. I feel so lost, between to splenders. one side you've got Emma, I love her and she's wonderful, but then on the otherside there's Janene. She's hilarious and always makes me laugh. She's gorgous and is just so humble and ginuwine. But why would I ruin something so great with Emma when I don't even know how Janene feels about me. Well, that's the worst part. I know how Janene feels. I'm her friend, her "big brother" if you will. Why can't she see me as more. I wish she would love me in the same way, the way I know she could. I looked deep into her eyes, I know my love for her went straight from my soul to my eyes. I saw love in her eyes, but when she left, I realize that that love must be for some other guy. I wish her heart were free for me to have. I would love and cherish her. but I have to love and cherish Emma now, and not even ever, EVER look back. I've got to try and fight these feelings for Janene. I don't even know where they came from! I didn't ask for them! I wish they'd go away! But they havn't, and I doubt they ever will. People think I'm fine but I'm broken inside
I wish I could tell you Because I love you Janene But I also love somebody else
