chapter 4

So things are goin alright now. We hang out more than before. Well obviously since i'm not blowin him off for someone else. We sit together at school, we go to movies, we hang out with the gang. but its not the same. I guess it cant be after what i did.

Its more like we're just friends now. We hardly ever touch each other. Like not even hold hands anymore. He's probably too disgusted to touch me and i'm too afraid of pressuring me or pissing him off to touch him.

I know i know. I have to give him time. I guess i'm just a little impatient. I just want things to be how they were. I miss how it use to be with us.

And here we are sitting watchin late night crappy tv on his couch. Pretty much sitting in silence except for an occassional comment about some show or getting food.

I cant help but just sit and watch him. It's really hot tonight and he's just wearing a pair of jeans (yeah it shocks people that he dresses normal when he's at home and no ones around) and a tank top. And man, does he look good! His legs are spread, his head is back resting against the back of the couch and his eyes are half shut. He kinda looks like he does when i'm spending some time between those sexy legs of his. Tempting. Very tempting.

the thing is, i'm getting sick of resisting this urge to touch him again. Maybe i should give it a try. Just something small to get things started in the right direction again. So shifted position and laid down with my head rest on his thigh. He didnt push me away or anything. He didnt even move really so i guess i'll take that as a good sign.

After a few minutes i was nearly falling asleep. Man, these shows were really boring. We just couldnt think of anything else to do and really we were just too hot to move. suddenly i felt fingers lightly playing with my hair. I turned to look at him. He smiled down at me.

"Wanna go for a swim? its too hot in here."

"yeah, sounds good." hmmm........seeing him in nothing but his bathingsuit again. Yeah, definitely sounds good.

oh, except one thing "i didnt bring a suit though"

He got up from teh couch and headed towards the pool, "oh well...." he said as he flug off his shirt and started undoing his pants. ok now this is definitely looking good.

I followed him taking off my shirt.by the time we got to the pool he was down to his boxers( yes just regular ones, what you were expecting some silky girly ones? :P ). As he dove in to the pool i took of my pants.

He surfaced and looked up at me, "well? are you coming in? hurry up!"

I dove in and swam up under him pulling him underwater by his legs. We started to play fight, laughing and tackling each other. I"m surprised, and yet pleased, that Mokuba didnt wake up. When we finally surfaced we were in each others arms, our faces only an inch apart. We just looked into each others eyes for a moment. then i reached up and touch the side of his face. He didnt move away, he reached up and pushed away some hair that had fallen into my eyes.

"Seto......." i didnt really know what i wanted to say to him.

He laughed and said "Joey......"

then we were kissing. Hard and hungry. Our tongues were battling it out, hands roaming. I ran my tongue along his neck as he grabbed my ass and pressed me against him. oh, we were both equally turned on, i could sure feel that!

then he pulled away breathing heavily.

"Let's go up stairs"

I dont remember exactly how we managed to get to his room, i just remember suddenly being there and that somewhere along the way we had lost our bathingsuits. Not a problem, we didnt need those anyway.

We barely made it to his bed. It was crazy, it was like neither one of us could stop touching the other for one second. I had him in my hand, pumping him harder than i ever had before, as he was doing the same to me. It was so rouch i knew we'd both have sprained wrists tomorrow. We both came calling out each others names at teh same time. Our stomachs were covered in cum but we didnt care, we jsut keeping kissing and licking each other.

I pushed him on to his back and began licking and kissing my way down his neck and over his chest. I sucked and nipped at both of his nipples, making him arch his back and moan. I wanted to dominate this time. Usually he did, but i wanted this too bad to sit back and let him take control.

I pushed away his hands when he tried to pull be back up to kiss him.

"no babe, i'm gonna do what i want to do to you!"

My tongue made its way down his abs and into his belly button. I dipped in and out and teased around it. then I took him in my mouth. He was hard again. I held his hips down when he tired to buck up. I suck at him savagely, devouring all of him. god, i'd missed how he tasted. As i continued i watch him. His back was arched, his head thrown back and he was moaning over and over. One of his hands was stroking his chest, the otherrunning through his hair and tugging. I had never seen him so out of control. I loved it.

"joey .....please......" i heard him gasp.

"what?......" i asked "please what?"

I moved up so our mouths were barely an inch apart. I licked at his lips.

"please....." he whispered "fuck me!"

Wow! He wanted me to fuck him! He'd never let me do that before. He was always on top, so to speak. If it was possible to be more turned on than i already was....well.........this was amazing!

"are you sure?" i asked

"just shut up and fuck me already!" He moaned as he thurst his hips up to rub agaisnt me. Now it was my turn to moan.

I probably should have been more gentle but i wasnt. I was just suddenly in him. He was so warm and tight i completely lost any amount of control i had. I just knew i was thursting into him hard. My hands were on his ass pushing him agaisnt me. It amazed me that i learned so quickly considering i'd never done this before, only imagined it over and over again. His arms were around me and he was practically screaming out my name. We were both covered in sweat but we didnt care. I could feel him cum and as he clenched around me i came too.

For what seemed like hours i just laid on top of him, to tired and hot to move. i had really really missed this. those moment just after sex when you feel too damn good to give a shit about anything. I was to exhausted and too happy. I realized i had tears in my eyes. And then i realized Seto was shaking. I pulled away enough to be able to look at him. He was still breathing heavy and he was crying.

OH shit! we shouldnt have done this. Now he was regreting it.

but he took my face in his hands and pulled me down to kiss me.

then he whispered, " i missed you!"