hey,this is blood rayne. Chap 3 of my story "quiet screams" this part is alittle gory. This chap is taking a look into the past.....but it will not reveal everything. For some things are best kept secret. And to never be told.....^_^ R&R *************************************************************************** Now more than ever I feel so alone, walking through the streets and alleys by myself, with my coat and my sweatshirt's head cover, everyday grew lonelier, walking, just walking, without a cause or destination, I just walked for days. I see a lot of people all the time but it's as if they don't see me, they don't even bother looking at me, maybe its for the best.

Everyday passes with more and more pain of loneliness, like that for a long time, the deep feeling of an outcast, of a leper, and melancholy grew each day.

I was walking down the street one day, my hands in pockets, my head covered and my face barely visible, when I bumped into her, I didn't even noticed at first, I did feel something as I walked, and I turned around and I saw this girl laying on the ground.

"whata..?" she called faintly

"what was that for you damn stupid ape?" her voice gained deeper presence

I saw her there, I repeated my steps and helped her get up

"Deeply sorry" I almost whispered and continued on my walk, not paying much attention to anything again as I walked.

"Hey.you" she called from behind me, I turned around again and then I saw her face, she was a young girl, around my age, dressed in the blackest array was a beautiful girl, staring right at me in dismay. and then - a smile.

I stared back at her, and she didn't bunch, neither did I - this strange situation was maintained for about the half of a very painfully long hour

I gazed into her eyes - a pare green eyes that seemed to have a life of their own, staring at me like that, her eyes laughing, pointing.smiling, beckoning at me with such a force I evidently fell down on the wet road at my feet.

"Guess now it's my turn to help you up huh?" and so she did, approached and grabbed me by my shoulders, as I straightened my self up and finally stood there she was again just a feet away, staring at me

"Care for a walk?" I asked, nearly whispering

She gave me this look that pierced right through me

"I was kinda if a middle of a walk my self. where too?" she asked gently

- "Nowhere"

"Great" she said with a smile on her face

She curved her hand around mine, and we started walking.

It's been years from that day, I just kept walking, I felt something, perhaps a year or so after we started walking, I felt my hand in relief that I haven't felt for a year.

I've lost her somewhere, somehow, never noticed it. that i killed her. It was too easy...Gorging her pretty little eyes out. Savoring the taste of her flesh....

The knife dyed red with her blood....she couldn't scream...for I held her voice box in my hand....and I've kept walking ever since. For quiet screams never tell secrets. **************************************************************************** * so.......how was that? should i continue? or leave it be? flames are accpeted...cause i luv em. R&R plz XoXoXoX love me....... sincerly yours, lucia