What Am I?
A.N. I have no idea what possessed me to write this. I've been sitting up writing at the crack of dawn and this idea just came to me. Please R/R. Warning - This fic contains hints of rape and suicide.
I told myself I would never let him hurt me again.
But he did.
I ran away to where he would never find me.
But he did.
I told him not to take away my innocence.
But he did.
Now what is left of the innocent kid I once was.
Nothing.
He took everything away from me.
Well, not everything.
I still have life.
But I don't want it.
He took away everything worth having and left me with what I don't want.
But I can fix that.
I can finish what that man started.
I can finish taking away everything.
Nothingness.
That is my salvation.
All it takes is a few cuts,
And it would be all over, forever.
I want it to be over.
I don't want life with nothing else.
Why not take my life?
What can be saved along with it?
Nothing.
I have nothing.
I want nothing.
I'll soon be nothing.
Just a memory
Something for people to laugh at
That's all I ever was.
I was a toy for that man to play with.
I was a clown for people to laugh at.
But no more
Good-bye
A.N. I have no idea what possessed me to write this. I've been sitting up writing at the crack of dawn and this idea just came to me. Please R/R. Warning - This fic contains hints of rape and suicide.
I told myself I would never let him hurt me again.
But he did.
I ran away to where he would never find me.
But he did.
I told him not to take away my innocence.
But he did.
Now what is left of the innocent kid I once was.
Nothing.
He took everything away from me.
Well, not everything.
I still have life.
But I don't want it.
He took away everything worth having and left me with what I don't want.
But I can fix that.
I can finish what that man started.
I can finish taking away everything.
Nothingness.
That is my salvation.
All it takes is a few cuts,
And it would be all over, forever.
I want it to be over.
I don't want life with nothing else.
Why not take my life?
What can be saved along with it?
Nothing.
I have nothing.
I want nothing.
I'll soon be nothing.
Just a memory
Something for people to laugh at
That's all I ever was.
I was a toy for that man to play with.
I was a clown for people to laugh at.
But no more
Good-bye
