Beautiful Curse AvDevjyp
Chapter 23
Darkness.
InuYasha looked around, "Kagome!" No answer. "Kagome where are you?!" He couldn't see, and couldn't hear anything.
"InuYasha..." it was faint, but he caught it. Running in the supposed direction; he relized the dark was receeding. It was becoming brighter with every step he took.
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She looked around. For miles in all directions lay the grassy field she stood in. 'How did I get here?' Then a thought struck her, "InuYasha? Dev? Are you two here?" No one answered her innocent question.
'Why am I here?' her mind raced for the answer. She couldn't think of one.
"...help..." a voice called to her. She didn't kno where it came from, but she knew she had to help who ever it was. She started to run.
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He stopped infront of a large white door. Hestitantly, he reached out and pulled on the handle. The door opened slowly with no noise. He stepped into a large, long hallway with doors on either side.
Pain. Pain flooded his senses. It was all he knew as he thought he was being torn apart. When he thought he would die from the pain, it stopped. He straightened up and peered down the white hall to the many different coloered doors. Some of the colors he never thought existed. From off-white to puke green to neon pink, there was never a colored used more then once.
"Kagome?" he whispered. He was afraid to speak any louder.
"InuYasha," a small voice called to him. He ran down the hall till he reached a dull orange door that was slightly ajar. He pushed it open and gazed inside.
Inside was all orange just like the door. Picture frames were on the walls, but they held no pictures. A small orange chair was in the far corner. But none of this had InuYasha's attention.
"Dev?" he asked the small figure on the orange carpet.
The boy brought his head up where it had been resting on his knees. His clothes consisted of a bright white robe that seemed to clash with the orange room. He had a blank, unexpressionless face that didn't seem to fir any boy his age. "Who are you? Why are you here?"
"Dev, you don't reconize me?" InuYasha knelt down next to Kagome's son.
"He doesn't know you," a rough kids voice said from the orange couch.
InuYasha's head whipped up and looked at a kid he hadn't seen sitting there before. He took in the fact that he looked just like the kid in his arms, not only that but his clothes were black instead. "What's going on?" He looked from the white Dev to the clad black Dev.
"I'm Dev, he's AvDevjyp. Get it right," the kid stood up from the couch. He held a sneer that would never look good on anyone.
"Ok, Dev. How is this possible? There are two of you?" InuYasha was utterly confused, and he hated being confused.
"Look, you entered her. We've been stuck. We really don't like this room, too orange, but we can't return to our own rooms because we can't find our rooms. If you help us, I'll tell you everything you wanna know," Dev walked up and looked InuYasha in the eyes. A defiant thing to do to any adult, let alone a dog demon.
"No!" AvDevjyp screamed.
"What?" InuYasha asked the little boy.
"No, don't listen to him. We have no answers. He doesn't know anything," AvDevjyp looked up at InuYasha with innocent, none seeing eyes.
"How come you can't find your rooms? What's in your rooms?" InuYasha stood up and looked down at Dev.
"Our rooms are where we stay until we're needed. This place is full of them, but we can't find ours. Are rooms are our rooms," Dev answered.
"That made no sense," InuYasha looked between the two children. "Ok, what do they look like?"
"They're right across from eachother. My room has a black door. His white. Not that hard to miss, but we can't see colors. We're lost. Someone placed us in here," Dev answered again.
"Ok, I'll go find your rooms," InuYasha looked at the door behind him. "Come with me."
"Fine," AvDevjyp stood up.
"No!" Dev slamed AvDevjyp onto the floor.
InuYasha turned around, "What did you do that for?" He knelt down to the crying boy.
"No, he can't move until I say so. He moved," Dev narrowed his eyes at his double.
"I'm sorry, Dev," AvDevjyp looked up at the other boy, "May we go with him?"
"Yes, but me first," Dev walked out of the room. InuYasha helped the other boy up and they all left the room.
In the hall InuYasha looked around and noticed that some of the doors had a wierd grey tint to them. "Why are they grey?"
"We don't see colors, we couldn't tell you," Dev said.
The half dog demon surpressed the growl that lay deep in his throat. "Fine, c'mon."
They started walking down the hall. InuYasha looking at all the doors.
"InuYasha!" Kagome came running through one of the doors and ran straight to him. She hugged with all her strangth.
"Kagome, you found your way here," InuYasha said. Then he looked behind him. "I found Dev, but he is split. AvDevjyp and Dev," InuYasha pointed to each boy in turn.
AvDevjyp smiled kindly, as Dev smirked, "Mother!" They both said it in the equal tone that made it sound almost scarry.
"My boy is two?" Kagome looked at the both of them.
"I think it's the evil side and the innocent side," InuYasha told her. The boys looked at him in curiosity. He just smirked a knowing kind of smirk.
"Well, we were going to find our rooms," Dev said.
"Yes, yes. Kagome, I need your help. Some of these doors are a wierd grey color, and I can't figure it out," InuYasha looked at one then pointed for her to see.
"That's not grey, that's pur...ple...InuYash! Your color blind!" She looked at him with knowledge.
"Color blind? No, I'm not," InuYasha just wanted to argue for argument sake.
"Yes, you are," Kagome argued back.
"Can we just find that damn rooms!" Dev yelled at them.
Kagome turned to the boy with wide eyes, "Dev, watch your language."
"What-ever. Find the rooms," Dev said. He gave them a hatred type stare.
AvDevjyp hugged himself in comfort. "Please don't yell again Dev."
"Stupid brat," Dev said to the other boy as they started walking again.
Kagome didn't know how to yell at him for yelling at himself. It would just sound too wierd. So, she said nothing. They walked on in silence.
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Kaede watched as InuYasha's body tensed and relaxed. She knew when he had reached Dev's mind because InuYasha spasmed. Kagome's body did nothing. Her blood having no side-effects against Dev's. 'This would be so much easier if the child had been InuYasha's too.'
She sat back to wait a little longer.
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They reached their destination. Black door on the left, white on the right. "Well, your rooms. Now what?"
"We have to get in them..." Dev looked at Kagome, "Then I'll wake up."
"You? What about him?" she pointed to the other half of her son. The white robed boy looked at her and smiled.
"He hasn't been awake for a while now...Not since dad took me," Dev said. He smirked at her horrified face.
"That's why you act so selfish," InuYasha said.
"Open the doors," Dev commanded.
InuYasha wanted to hit him, just once, but he knew Kagome wouldn't like it. Instead he went to the white door and tried the handle. It was locked. "Why in all the chambers of Hell doesn't things just work for once," he cursed.
Kagome walked over and tried the handle. It turned. She didn't push it open though, "InuYasha, we have to return them at the same time. He has to have both parts, not just one."
InuYasha nodded and went over to the black door. He tried the handle and found it open. "One...Two...Three!" And both doors opened.
The black room pulled Dev into it. The white room pulled AvDevjyp. InuYasha and Kagome both felt like they were being pulled apart by the wind, then blackness enveloped both.
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Three of them. There, right in front of her. Three. A small black haired boy of about nine, a white haired hanyou with impassive eyes, and a demon. The demon was what scared her most. She needn't fear though as she saw they were all sleeping. She was in the forest in the fuedal era, they didn't move from against the tree they leaned against.
"Hello?" she asked them.
The hanyou opened his eyes and looked at her, "Kagome."
"InuYasha, where am I?"
"My mind. Dev has two...I have three...What do you have?" the hanyou didn't look right. He didn't hold the innocence the child would possess, or the anger and hatred the demon would possess. He held nothing. Nothing at all.
"InuYasha, this is what you use most?" she asked.
"No, I never use this. This would be too hard to use. I use either of them, but only in small amounts. Too much would kill me," he stepped forward toward her. His eyes didn't glisten like she loved them to do.
"You don't love me, do you?" she asked suddenly. No shame here. No embarrassness could be held in the mind.
"Love. Kagome, I loved you the moment I saw you. I'm afraid though. I'm afraid you want only part of me. Would you take all of it?...I'm going to die," he didn't hold any of the blush that would be there if they talked about this on the outside.
"Die? Why?" she asked.
"Dev is rejecting me. I have to leave now, or die. If I leave, he will die. I will save him for you. You don't want all of me, but hold onto your child," InuYasha then turned and looked at the other two. "Want to say anything?"
They both opened their eyes. The child walked up to her, "Don't leave me alone for too long, k? I don't like to be left alone. I want to stay with you, and only you. I don't like it when you play with Shippo and leave me alone. I don't like it when you yell at me about hurting someone. I'm only playing, and don't mean to be harsh. I just wanted you to love me. I'm sorry. I have to die now."
She could feel the tears in her eyes. She wasn't going to cry here, but she knew that she would wake up crying.
The youkai walked up to her, but didn't threaten her. "You never let me fight. I protect you and you yell and scream. You even cursed me. Why? Why didn't you ever let me protect you right? I love the thrill the battle gives me, but I'm always having to save you! You should learn your place and stay away from danger. Don't forget to keep away from evil. I'm leaving now." His voice had been harsh, but she knew even his fighting side loved her.
'He loved me forever, and I'm only now letting him get close to me. Why? Why didn't I just look at him and see it was me he was looking at,' her mind screamed at her.
"We have to leave now. Hold the right ceremony. Sorry," they all spoke at once. The childs eyes filled with tears, the hanyou remained impassive, and the demon held anger.
"No, I'm sorry I never showed my love," Kagome told them as the world dissapeared.
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InuYasha looked at the shrine grounds he stood on. "Kagome?"
"Here," a voice said from behind. He turned to see Kagome, and... "Kikyo?"
"No, and yes. I'm the side that never died from the spirit that came and enbodied this being when she was born. I don't remember being Kikyo though. I just know that's what you could call me," the kikyo look alike said.
"I'm Kagome. The whole her. I feel her anger, love, and anguish...We love you InuYasha. We love you more then anything, but you don't show it in return. This causes us our strife. Don't be shy anymore," Kagome, the other girl not so strong looking as Kikyo, said.
"You are saying that death is apon you, InuYasha," the Kikyo/Kagome told him.
"I knew I was going to die doing this. We saved Dev, but I knew he couldn't hold my blood in his own. I'm going to die, yes," InuYasha walked forward, but he didn't know which one to hold. They both were his Kagome.
"You're leaving now. Just know we love you...I love you," they both said at once.
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Kaede rushed as fast as she could toward the bed when InuYasha started to convulse. "InuYasha! InuYasha wake from thee dream!"
His wrist came undone and he flopped to the floor. He opened his eyes to look at the old lady, "Tell her I'm sorry..." With that said his eyes closed.
Kagome came running over to the other side of the bed, "InuYasha?...InuYasha!" she layed down and cried on his chest. "I love you, don't leave me."
Dev opened his eyes and sat up slowly. He looked at his mother and InuYasha laying on the floor. He couldn't talk because of a tube that had been stuck down his throat, so he just watched as Kagome cried on the one he had always wanted as another father.
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Thanks To: Raye-Rei, silverstarlight, Arain, Anonymous, shizuka ame, HeavenlyAnimeAngel-Amaterasu, XxDisclaimer27xX, Cutiepie99, Friend of Shippou, Tashana Ambrosia, Trinity_33, WildfireDreams, depressed-girl001, Snooptopian, and LC WOLF
The Deity Of Fun Dinner: Nah, I just like to sing. I sing for fun, not the money. If I wanted to sing for money I live in the USA. ^_^ Kidding. Anyway, I just love to sing, and for now I'm off. Hopefully for another week too, that way I can finish this story.
Foxterr: About thirty or so.
SiverStarWing: I like to read them too! LOL Anyway, they are there because I read them and then use their style. I don't really have a style of writing yet. What's your favorite...and my authors list is almost full too, because now I place authors instead of stories...I ran out of room!!
A/N: Again I say this. I placed two chapters up for the fact that I have so many reviews, and so many people reading my story. I've never in my entire life thought I was a good writer. I wasn't even going to place this story on here. Wow. I'm getting teary eyed thinking that I have fans! ^_^
The next chapter will be another twist. All this sadness is getting to me...
Oh, and I thought of a horrible ending. I say horrible because good endings the good-guys win...
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Chapter 23
Darkness.
InuYasha looked around, "Kagome!" No answer. "Kagome where are you?!" He couldn't see, and couldn't hear anything.
"InuYasha..." it was faint, but he caught it. Running in the supposed direction; he relized the dark was receeding. It was becoming brighter with every step he took.
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She looked around. For miles in all directions lay the grassy field she stood in. 'How did I get here?' Then a thought struck her, "InuYasha? Dev? Are you two here?" No one answered her innocent question.
'Why am I here?' her mind raced for the answer. She couldn't think of one.
"...help..." a voice called to her. She didn't kno where it came from, but she knew she had to help who ever it was. She started to run.
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He stopped infront of a large white door. Hestitantly, he reached out and pulled on the handle. The door opened slowly with no noise. He stepped into a large, long hallway with doors on either side.
Pain. Pain flooded his senses. It was all he knew as he thought he was being torn apart. When he thought he would die from the pain, it stopped. He straightened up and peered down the white hall to the many different coloered doors. Some of the colors he never thought existed. From off-white to puke green to neon pink, there was never a colored used more then once.
"Kagome?" he whispered. He was afraid to speak any louder.
"InuYasha," a small voice called to him. He ran down the hall till he reached a dull orange door that was slightly ajar. He pushed it open and gazed inside.
Inside was all orange just like the door. Picture frames were on the walls, but they held no pictures. A small orange chair was in the far corner. But none of this had InuYasha's attention.
"Dev?" he asked the small figure on the orange carpet.
The boy brought his head up where it had been resting on his knees. His clothes consisted of a bright white robe that seemed to clash with the orange room. He had a blank, unexpressionless face that didn't seem to fir any boy his age. "Who are you? Why are you here?"
"Dev, you don't reconize me?" InuYasha knelt down next to Kagome's son.
"He doesn't know you," a rough kids voice said from the orange couch.
InuYasha's head whipped up and looked at a kid he hadn't seen sitting there before. He took in the fact that he looked just like the kid in his arms, not only that but his clothes were black instead. "What's going on?" He looked from the white Dev to the clad black Dev.
"I'm Dev, he's AvDevjyp. Get it right," the kid stood up from the couch. He held a sneer that would never look good on anyone.
"Ok, Dev. How is this possible? There are two of you?" InuYasha was utterly confused, and he hated being confused.
"Look, you entered her. We've been stuck. We really don't like this room, too orange, but we can't return to our own rooms because we can't find our rooms. If you help us, I'll tell you everything you wanna know," Dev walked up and looked InuYasha in the eyes. A defiant thing to do to any adult, let alone a dog demon.
"No!" AvDevjyp screamed.
"What?" InuYasha asked the little boy.
"No, don't listen to him. We have no answers. He doesn't know anything," AvDevjyp looked up at InuYasha with innocent, none seeing eyes.
"How come you can't find your rooms? What's in your rooms?" InuYasha stood up and looked down at Dev.
"Our rooms are where we stay until we're needed. This place is full of them, but we can't find ours. Are rooms are our rooms," Dev answered.
"That made no sense," InuYasha looked between the two children. "Ok, what do they look like?"
"They're right across from eachother. My room has a black door. His white. Not that hard to miss, but we can't see colors. We're lost. Someone placed us in here," Dev answered again.
"Ok, I'll go find your rooms," InuYasha looked at the door behind him. "Come with me."
"Fine," AvDevjyp stood up.
"No!" Dev slamed AvDevjyp onto the floor.
InuYasha turned around, "What did you do that for?" He knelt down to the crying boy.
"No, he can't move until I say so. He moved," Dev narrowed his eyes at his double.
"I'm sorry, Dev," AvDevjyp looked up at the other boy, "May we go with him?"
"Yes, but me first," Dev walked out of the room. InuYasha helped the other boy up and they all left the room.
In the hall InuYasha looked around and noticed that some of the doors had a wierd grey tint to them. "Why are they grey?"
"We don't see colors, we couldn't tell you," Dev said.
The half dog demon surpressed the growl that lay deep in his throat. "Fine, c'mon."
They started walking down the hall. InuYasha looking at all the doors.
"InuYasha!" Kagome came running through one of the doors and ran straight to him. She hugged with all her strangth.
"Kagome, you found your way here," InuYasha said. Then he looked behind him. "I found Dev, but he is split. AvDevjyp and Dev," InuYasha pointed to each boy in turn.
AvDevjyp smiled kindly, as Dev smirked, "Mother!" They both said it in the equal tone that made it sound almost scarry.
"My boy is two?" Kagome looked at the both of them.
"I think it's the evil side and the innocent side," InuYasha told her. The boys looked at him in curiosity. He just smirked a knowing kind of smirk.
"Well, we were going to find our rooms," Dev said.
"Yes, yes. Kagome, I need your help. Some of these doors are a wierd grey color, and I can't figure it out," InuYasha looked at one then pointed for her to see.
"That's not grey, that's pur...ple...InuYash! Your color blind!" She looked at him with knowledge.
"Color blind? No, I'm not," InuYasha just wanted to argue for argument sake.
"Yes, you are," Kagome argued back.
"Can we just find that damn rooms!" Dev yelled at them.
Kagome turned to the boy with wide eyes, "Dev, watch your language."
"What-ever. Find the rooms," Dev said. He gave them a hatred type stare.
AvDevjyp hugged himself in comfort. "Please don't yell again Dev."
"Stupid brat," Dev said to the other boy as they started walking again.
Kagome didn't know how to yell at him for yelling at himself. It would just sound too wierd. So, she said nothing. They walked on in silence.
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Kaede watched as InuYasha's body tensed and relaxed. She knew when he had reached Dev's mind because InuYasha spasmed. Kagome's body did nothing. Her blood having no side-effects against Dev's. 'This would be so much easier if the child had been InuYasha's too.'
She sat back to wait a little longer.
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They reached their destination. Black door on the left, white on the right. "Well, your rooms. Now what?"
"We have to get in them..." Dev looked at Kagome, "Then I'll wake up."
"You? What about him?" she pointed to the other half of her son. The white robed boy looked at her and smiled.
"He hasn't been awake for a while now...Not since dad took me," Dev said. He smirked at her horrified face.
"That's why you act so selfish," InuYasha said.
"Open the doors," Dev commanded.
InuYasha wanted to hit him, just once, but he knew Kagome wouldn't like it. Instead he went to the white door and tried the handle. It was locked. "Why in all the chambers of Hell doesn't things just work for once," he cursed.
Kagome walked over and tried the handle. It turned. She didn't push it open though, "InuYasha, we have to return them at the same time. He has to have both parts, not just one."
InuYasha nodded and went over to the black door. He tried the handle and found it open. "One...Two...Three!" And both doors opened.
The black room pulled Dev into it. The white room pulled AvDevjyp. InuYasha and Kagome both felt like they were being pulled apart by the wind, then blackness enveloped both.
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Three of them. There, right in front of her. Three. A small black haired boy of about nine, a white haired hanyou with impassive eyes, and a demon. The demon was what scared her most. She needn't fear though as she saw they were all sleeping. She was in the forest in the fuedal era, they didn't move from against the tree they leaned against.
"Hello?" she asked them.
The hanyou opened his eyes and looked at her, "Kagome."
"InuYasha, where am I?"
"My mind. Dev has two...I have three...What do you have?" the hanyou didn't look right. He didn't hold the innocence the child would possess, or the anger and hatred the demon would possess. He held nothing. Nothing at all.
"InuYasha, this is what you use most?" she asked.
"No, I never use this. This would be too hard to use. I use either of them, but only in small amounts. Too much would kill me," he stepped forward toward her. His eyes didn't glisten like she loved them to do.
"You don't love me, do you?" she asked suddenly. No shame here. No embarrassness could be held in the mind.
"Love. Kagome, I loved you the moment I saw you. I'm afraid though. I'm afraid you want only part of me. Would you take all of it?...I'm going to die," he didn't hold any of the blush that would be there if they talked about this on the outside.
"Die? Why?" she asked.
"Dev is rejecting me. I have to leave now, or die. If I leave, he will die. I will save him for you. You don't want all of me, but hold onto your child," InuYasha then turned and looked at the other two. "Want to say anything?"
They both opened their eyes. The child walked up to her, "Don't leave me alone for too long, k? I don't like to be left alone. I want to stay with you, and only you. I don't like it when you play with Shippo and leave me alone. I don't like it when you yell at me about hurting someone. I'm only playing, and don't mean to be harsh. I just wanted you to love me. I'm sorry. I have to die now."
She could feel the tears in her eyes. She wasn't going to cry here, but she knew that she would wake up crying.
The youkai walked up to her, but didn't threaten her. "You never let me fight. I protect you and you yell and scream. You even cursed me. Why? Why didn't you ever let me protect you right? I love the thrill the battle gives me, but I'm always having to save you! You should learn your place and stay away from danger. Don't forget to keep away from evil. I'm leaving now." His voice had been harsh, but she knew even his fighting side loved her.
'He loved me forever, and I'm only now letting him get close to me. Why? Why didn't I just look at him and see it was me he was looking at,' her mind screamed at her.
"We have to leave now. Hold the right ceremony. Sorry," they all spoke at once. The childs eyes filled with tears, the hanyou remained impassive, and the demon held anger.
"No, I'm sorry I never showed my love," Kagome told them as the world dissapeared.
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InuYasha looked at the shrine grounds he stood on. "Kagome?"
"Here," a voice said from behind. He turned to see Kagome, and... "Kikyo?"
"No, and yes. I'm the side that never died from the spirit that came and enbodied this being when she was born. I don't remember being Kikyo though. I just know that's what you could call me," the kikyo look alike said.
"I'm Kagome. The whole her. I feel her anger, love, and anguish...We love you InuYasha. We love you more then anything, but you don't show it in return. This causes us our strife. Don't be shy anymore," Kagome, the other girl not so strong looking as Kikyo, said.
"You are saying that death is apon you, InuYasha," the Kikyo/Kagome told him.
"I knew I was going to die doing this. We saved Dev, but I knew he couldn't hold my blood in his own. I'm going to die, yes," InuYasha walked forward, but he didn't know which one to hold. They both were his Kagome.
"You're leaving now. Just know we love you...I love you," they both said at once.
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Kaede rushed as fast as she could toward the bed when InuYasha started to convulse. "InuYasha! InuYasha wake from thee dream!"
His wrist came undone and he flopped to the floor. He opened his eyes to look at the old lady, "Tell her I'm sorry..." With that said his eyes closed.
Kagome came running over to the other side of the bed, "InuYasha?...InuYasha!" she layed down and cried on his chest. "I love you, don't leave me."
Dev opened his eyes and sat up slowly. He looked at his mother and InuYasha laying on the floor. He couldn't talk because of a tube that had been stuck down his throat, so he just watched as Kagome cried on the one he had always wanted as another father.
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Thanks To: Raye-Rei, silverstarlight, Arain, Anonymous, shizuka ame, HeavenlyAnimeAngel-Amaterasu, XxDisclaimer27xX, Cutiepie99, Friend of Shippou, Tashana Ambrosia, Trinity_33, WildfireDreams, depressed-girl001, Snooptopian, and LC WOLF
The Deity Of Fun Dinner: Nah, I just like to sing. I sing for fun, not the money. If I wanted to sing for money I live in the USA. ^_^ Kidding. Anyway, I just love to sing, and for now I'm off. Hopefully for another week too, that way I can finish this story.
Foxterr: About thirty or so.
SiverStarWing: I like to read them too! LOL Anyway, they are there because I read them and then use their style. I don't really have a style of writing yet. What's your favorite...and my authors list is almost full too, because now I place authors instead of stories...I ran out of room!!
A/N: Again I say this. I placed two chapters up for the fact that I have so many reviews, and so many people reading my story. I've never in my entire life thought I was a good writer. I wasn't even going to place this story on here. Wow. I'm getting teary eyed thinking that I have fans! ^_^
The next chapter will be another twist. All this sadness is getting to me...
Oh, and I thought of a horrible ending. I say horrible because good endings the good-guys win...
France
