Downfall
A.N- still don't own anything. Another songfic and another chapter. I
decided to continue this fic and change the title. Thanks to Sailor Gemini
and Girlfriend my only reviewers because the rest of you were too lazy to
click a button and type in a few words. Well anyway the song is "Downfall"
by TRUSTcompany another one of my favorite bands. Now on with chapter two.
R&R.
(Oliver's p.o.v) I stare into the fire hoping it will give me some sort of an answer to what is going on in my mind. Anger, depression, and jealousy how I feel. It's better then the feelings I felt before. Love, happiness, and wanting. You may think those are great feelings but your not me and you haven't met Hermione Granger or haven't any feelings for her.
Fear in me so deep it gets the best of me, In the fear I fall, here it comes face to face with me, Here I stand hold back so no one can see, I feel these wounds, step down, step down, step down.
I swear to god she's an angel. She's kind, smart, and beautiful. I love her more than I love anyone or anything. People think that I'm shallow and all I think about is Qudditch. Well they're wrong! Qudditch is only a mask. Something to hide behind. She's the only person who knows that besides me. She's the main thing on my mind all the time. I call all those qudditch practices to get her away from my mind at to get away from her, but I never can. I know she's watching me threw her bedroom window and god does it kill me.
(am I) Breaking Down Can I break away? Push me away, make me fall, Just to see, another side of me, Push me away, you can see, What I see, the other side of me.
I can hear Hermione blasting her radio upstairs. All of the songs she play's are punk or rock. The last song she was listening to was called "My December" by a muggle band called Linkin Park. I know this because she listens to them a lot and really likes them. I like them for some reason. Another song just came on. This is another one of her favorite bands and songs. I like this band and song too. This song expresses just how I feel right now. The song is "Downfall" by a band called TRUSTcompany.
Fall back on me, and I'll be the strength I need, to save me now, just come face to face with me, stay in place you'll be the first to see, me heal these wounds, step down, step down, step down, down
She pushed me away and she made me fall. She sees exactly what I see the other side of me. She is my favorite subject. The only one I actually like to study. I know so much about her and I've only talked to her fewer times then my hands can count in the past three years. She's always there when you need her. Like that time when she repelled Harry's glasses. I would've kissed her if the whole qudditch team wasn't watching us. I've loved her since she first walked into the hall on the first day of school. When she went up and put the sorting hat on her head I was preying to god that she was in Gryffindor. My prayers were answered when the hat screamed it.
I'm not breaking, down can I break away push me away, make me fall, just to see another side of me, push me away you can see, what I see, the other side of me
I have not told anybody for my feelings for her. I know some have had suspicions about them. Even if I did want to tell someone right now I couldn't. There's nobody here except her and me. Everybody has gone home for Christmas break. She is fighting with her father and decided to stay at the last minute. Harry spent Christmas break with the Weasleys. They all love her like she was part of their big family just like Harry. They wanted her to go home with them, but she declined. Then my parents owled me and said I had to stay here during break. Things couldn't have been more perfect
Go!
About three days ago Ginny, Parvati, and Lavender came up to me and told me that Hermione liked me. I couldn't have been happier for anything in my life. Not even a world Qudditch cup. I had a smile from ear to ear beaming on my face. I decided to confront her about it and tell her I like her also. I asked her if she liked me and she said I was a nice guy. I know she knew what I meant being the smartest girl in school, but decided to play a naïve little girl. Boy does she do it so well.
Fall, can I break away push me away, make me fall, just to see another side of me, push me away you can see, what I see, the other side of me
I know they weren't lying when they told me she liked me. I can see it in her eyes. She was scared to tell me. I should've been the first to tell her. It would have been a lot easier. I'm seventeen years old while she's just a blossoming thirteen-year-old. I know what I'm going to do. I'm going to go up there and tell her everything. As I turn around to go to the girl's dormitory there she's standing on the top of the stairs. I can tell she's crying and it makes me sad. She's looking down at the floor ashamed if I see the tears. She suddenly looks up at me and say's something.
"We need to talk," she whispers. I just nod and follow her up to her dorm and shut the door behind me.
No one can see anything on the other side of me I walk, I crawl, loosing everything and waiting for the downfall No one can see everything on the other side of me I walk, I crawl loosing everything on the downfall. Downfall, Fall.
An- another chapter. Now Alex can't beat me. Lol. J/k. R&R if you want another chapter.
(Oliver's p.o.v) I stare into the fire hoping it will give me some sort of an answer to what is going on in my mind. Anger, depression, and jealousy how I feel. It's better then the feelings I felt before. Love, happiness, and wanting. You may think those are great feelings but your not me and you haven't met Hermione Granger or haven't any feelings for her.
Fear in me so deep it gets the best of me, In the fear I fall, here it comes face to face with me, Here I stand hold back so no one can see, I feel these wounds, step down, step down, step down.
I swear to god she's an angel. She's kind, smart, and beautiful. I love her more than I love anyone or anything. People think that I'm shallow and all I think about is Qudditch. Well they're wrong! Qudditch is only a mask. Something to hide behind. She's the only person who knows that besides me. She's the main thing on my mind all the time. I call all those qudditch practices to get her away from my mind at to get away from her, but I never can. I know she's watching me threw her bedroom window and god does it kill me.
(am I) Breaking Down Can I break away? Push me away, make me fall, Just to see, another side of me, Push me away, you can see, What I see, the other side of me.
I can hear Hermione blasting her radio upstairs. All of the songs she play's are punk or rock. The last song she was listening to was called "My December" by a muggle band called Linkin Park. I know this because she listens to them a lot and really likes them. I like them for some reason. Another song just came on. This is another one of her favorite bands and songs. I like this band and song too. This song expresses just how I feel right now. The song is "Downfall" by a band called TRUSTcompany.
Fall back on me, and I'll be the strength I need, to save me now, just come face to face with me, stay in place you'll be the first to see, me heal these wounds, step down, step down, step down, down
She pushed me away and she made me fall. She sees exactly what I see the other side of me. She is my favorite subject. The only one I actually like to study. I know so much about her and I've only talked to her fewer times then my hands can count in the past three years. She's always there when you need her. Like that time when she repelled Harry's glasses. I would've kissed her if the whole qudditch team wasn't watching us. I've loved her since she first walked into the hall on the first day of school. When she went up and put the sorting hat on her head I was preying to god that she was in Gryffindor. My prayers were answered when the hat screamed it.
I'm not breaking, down can I break away push me away, make me fall, just to see another side of me, push me away you can see, what I see, the other side of me
I have not told anybody for my feelings for her. I know some have had suspicions about them. Even if I did want to tell someone right now I couldn't. There's nobody here except her and me. Everybody has gone home for Christmas break. She is fighting with her father and decided to stay at the last minute. Harry spent Christmas break with the Weasleys. They all love her like she was part of their big family just like Harry. They wanted her to go home with them, but she declined. Then my parents owled me and said I had to stay here during break. Things couldn't have been more perfect
Go!
About three days ago Ginny, Parvati, and Lavender came up to me and told me that Hermione liked me. I couldn't have been happier for anything in my life. Not even a world Qudditch cup. I had a smile from ear to ear beaming on my face. I decided to confront her about it and tell her I like her also. I asked her if she liked me and she said I was a nice guy. I know she knew what I meant being the smartest girl in school, but decided to play a naïve little girl. Boy does she do it so well.
Fall, can I break away push me away, make me fall, just to see another side of me, push me away you can see, what I see, the other side of me
I know they weren't lying when they told me she liked me. I can see it in her eyes. She was scared to tell me. I should've been the first to tell her. It would have been a lot easier. I'm seventeen years old while she's just a blossoming thirteen-year-old. I know what I'm going to do. I'm going to go up there and tell her everything. As I turn around to go to the girl's dormitory there she's standing on the top of the stairs. I can tell she's crying and it makes me sad. She's looking down at the floor ashamed if I see the tears. She suddenly looks up at me and say's something.
"We need to talk," she whispers. I just nod and follow her up to her dorm and shut the door behind me.
No one can see anything on the other side of me I walk, I crawl, loosing everything and waiting for the downfall No one can see everything on the other side of me I walk, I crawl loosing everything on the downfall. Downfall, Fall.
An- another chapter. Now Alex can't beat me. Lol. J/k. R&R if you want another chapter.
