Disclaimer- hey I'm back! I'm under a new screen name. The old one was Katafae. I changed it because it made me sound like a prude. lol. The characters aren't mine and never will be. The song is "The Way I Feel" by 12 Stones. Great Band. Anyway here it is. Oh I want to thank strawberries and blueberries and all the other readers for pushing me to update this. It's in Oliver's P.O.V.
Lately I've been wandering
Off the narrow path
You've given me so many things that I've never had
And all in all I know it's you that always pulls me through
If you reach deep inside you'll see my heart is true
As we walked into the girls' dormitory a new song switched on. I couldn't remember what band or song it was even though I've heard it before. I know it was from Hermione blaring it in her room. As I looked over to her bed, I saw her cat sprawled out across glaring at me with the most evil eyes. Those eyes were as cold as Draco Malfoy's and Professor Snape combined. Obviously he didn't like me. Then I looked and next to him was a weird looking case with round discs in it. It must be a muggle contraption. I then looked at Hermione, she had her head down and it looked as if she had been crying. I wanted to put my arm around her, but I couldn't. She looked up at me and I breathed out.
'Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice
She hadn't been crying. She kept opening and closing her mouth trying to grasp the words that she wanted to come out. Then I decided I had to be the first one to make a move. "So, what band and song is this? I really like them." I said stupidly. That's not what she wanted to talk about.
"It's 12 Stones. The song is called The Way I feel. I lied to you," she whispered. I could barely hear her. I wonder if it was from crying her beautiful eyes out. If you've been crying or you want to cry you have a huge lump in your throat. I know this from experience.
"I know you lied to me. I could see it in your eyes. Tell me, how can a girl that is so talented have her worse trait to be a bad liar?" I asked her and laughed a little. I knew that to her it wasn't funny at all.
"I'm a worse flyer, but that's besides the point. I lied to you and I'm sorry. Lavender, Parvati, and Ginny we're right. They hit the head on the nail; they just didn't realize it. I really like you," she said and started crying.
The world I know is pulling me
More and more each day
I feel like the odd man out as I begin to pray
Spiteful eyes are watching me
With everything I do
In the midst of darkness Lord
My spirit calls for you
I went over and put my arm around and I pulled her down to the bed. Crookshanks scratched my back as I pushed him out of the way. I put her contraption on the floor making sure I didn't hurt it. Since I don't know what it is and I know it's a muggle thing she couldn't get here in the wizard world and she might be if I broke it. Even though I could probably just as easily fix it. I said to her in a calm voice, "hey, why are you crying? Don't cry. Everything is going to be okay because I like you too."
As I said this she started crying more. "Everything is not going to be okay. I'm way too young for you! I can't feel this way! I'm not supposed to like you. I'm not supposed to love you. You're the great Oliver Wood. You're the captain of the Qudditch team. Every girl in Gryffindor fancies you. All you ever talk about is Qudditch and that's all you care about. So don't go around saying that you care about me when you don't. You don't even know me and I fear you never will. For the time we have left is too brief for you to know anything at all." She said and it made my heart skip. How can she say that I don't care about her? How can she say all I care about is Qudditch? I know! She's just trying to push me away. I'm not going to let that happen.
'Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice
"So what if your younger then me? That still doesn't mean that I don't care about you. I do know some thing, but you just have to fill me in on the rest. I can and will find out everything. I like you a lot. I like you so much it hurts to breathe. I wish I could be free of you and I can't. You may try to push me away, but I won't let you. You just see Hermione Anne Granger. You just see." With that I walked out to prepare myself to gain her trust. I looked back to tell her something, but forgot when her cat hissed at me like one of those black cats on Halloween, so I quickly shut the door. Who knows what that damn thing would so to me if it got the chance? Might give me rabies!
(You know sometimes deep inside)
I feel like this
Lately I've been wandering
Off the narrow path
You've given me so many things that I've never had
And all in all I know it's you that always pulls me through
If you reach deep inside you'll see my heart is true
As we walked into the girls' dormitory a new song switched on. I couldn't remember what band or song it was even though I've heard it before. I know it was from Hermione blaring it in her room. As I looked over to her bed, I saw her cat sprawled out across glaring at me with the most evil eyes. Those eyes were as cold as Draco Malfoy's and Professor Snape combined. Obviously he didn't like me. Then I looked and next to him was a weird looking case with round discs in it. It must be a muggle contraption. I then looked at Hermione, she had her head down and it looked as if she had been crying. I wanted to put my arm around her, but I couldn't. She looked up at me and I breathed out.
'Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice
She hadn't been crying. She kept opening and closing her mouth trying to grasp the words that she wanted to come out. Then I decided I had to be the first one to make a move. "So, what band and song is this? I really like them." I said stupidly. That's not what she wanted to talk about.
"It's 12 Stones. The song is called The Way I feel. I lied to you," she whispered. I could barely hear her. I wonder if it was from crying her beautiful eyes out. If you've been crying or you want to cry you have a huge lump in your throat. I know this from experience.
"I know you lied to me. I could see it in your eyes. Tell me, how can a girl that is so talented have her worse trait to be a bad liar?" I asked her and laughed a little. I knew that to her it wasn't funny at all.
"I'm a worse flyer, but that's besides the point. I lied to you and I'm sorry. Lavender, Parvati, and Ginny we're right. They hit the head on the nail; they just didn't realize it. I really like you," she said and started crying.
The world I know is pulling me
More and more each day
I feel like the odd man out as I begin to pray
Spiteful eyes are watching me
With everything I do
In the midst of darkness Lord
My spirit calls for you
I went over and put my arm around and I pulled her down to the bed. Crookshanks scratched my back as I pushed him out of the way. I put her contraption on the floor making sure I didn't hurt it. Since I don't know what it is and I know it's a muggle thing she couldn't get here in the wizard world and she might be if I broke it. Even though I could probably just as easily fix it. I said to her in a calm voice, "hey, why are you crying? Don't cry. Everything is going to be okay because I like you too."
As I said this she started crying more. "Everything is not going to be okay. I'm way too young for you! I can't feel this way! I'm not supposed to like you. I'm not supposed to love you. You're the great Oliver Wood. You're the captain of the Qudditch team. Every girl in Gryffindor fancies you. All you ever talk about is Qudditch and that's all you care about. So don't go around saying that you care about me when you don't. You don't even know me and I fear you never will. For the time we have left is too brief for you to know anything at all." She said and it made my heart skip. How can she say that I don't care about her? How can she say all I care about is Qudditch? I know! She's just trying to push me away. I'm not going to let that happen.
'Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice
"So what if your younger then me? That still doesn't mean that I don't care about you. I do know some thing, but you just have to fill me in on the rest. I can and will find out everything. I like you a lot. I like you so much it hurts to breathe. I wish I could be free of you and I can't. You may try to push me away, but I won't let you. You just see Hermione Anne Granger. You just see." With that I walked out to prepare myself to gain her trust. I looked back to tell her something, but forgot when her cat hissed at me like one of those black cats on Halloween, so I quickly shut the door. Who knows what that damn thing would so to me if it got the chance? Might give me rabies!
(You know sometimes deep inside)
I feel like this
