CHAPTER 12
*Nicole's P.O.V.
"Hey Bill." I said as Chris and I walked up to him. "I'm gonna go with you today."
He nodded. "Ok, I'm gonna leave a little later. Maybe about... 7?" I nodded. "Ok I'm gonna go back to the hotel and get my things, I'll grab yours too and then come back." He hugged me and left.
When Chris and I were alone, he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close to him. He looked down and kissed me. "I love you Nic." He said, smiling. I looked at him.
'What the hell is wrong with me?' I asked. 'I'm with Chris and I care about him so much, but then there's Adam. Why can't I stop thinking about Adam?' I looked back up at him. "I love you too Chris." I replied. He kissed me again.
"When you leave, I'm gonna call you everyday and..." Chris continued to talk as I stared off into space, thinking. "Hello, babe you there?" He questioned, waving his hand in front of my face. I nodded and looked at him.
"Sorry, what were you saying?"
"Just telling you how I was gonna call you everday and I'll come visit you and you can come back here and visit me." I nodded and smiled.
"Yeah, sounds great." I replied. "Um... Chris I'll be right back ok?" He nodded and kissed me.
"I'm gonna go find Jeff and Jay and Adam." He told me. 'Adam.' I nodded and we went our separate ways.
I walked down the hallway until I saw someone coming towards me. "Nic." The person called. I smiled and waved. "I heard your leaving me."
"Yup skittles, sorry." I replied. Jeff smiled.
"You okay?" He asked. I looked at him and nodded. "I don't believe you, your a bad liar." He replied.
"I don't know, I'm just confused and everything is weird." I answered.
"Adam and Chris?" Jeff guessed. I nodded. "Ok, well do you want my advice?"
"Sure. Enlighten me." I joked. I sat down on the floor and Jeff sat next to me.
"Ok, the best advice I can give you is to follow your heart. Don't think about it or anything else. If you sit and think about it, it's only going to get more complicated." I looked at him.
"Yeah, but my heart isn't helping me right now. I can't decide. I mean they are two different people and they each have things about them..." Jeff cut me off.
"You're thinking. It just gets harder if you sit there and analyze it. When it's the right time, your heart will tell you. Maybe you're not ready to decide yet. There's a reason you don't know. Just give it time and you'll know without a doubt who's right for you." I looked at Jeff and smiled.
"Thank you, Jeff." I said, standing up. I hugged him and smiled. "I'm gonna go find..."
"Amy, Trish, and Stacy. Yeah, I know" He said, laughing. He hugged me again and walked away. "Love you, Nickie." He called over his shoulder.
"Love you too Jeffy." I replied. I walked down the hall, looking for the Divas locker room. Instead, I stopped at the door before the Divas. I knocked and smiled when a tall blonde Canadian opened the door.
*Adam's P.O.V.
After Chris and Nicole walked past me, I decided to go back to my locker room. I was looking through my bags when I found a letter Nicole had wrote to me. It was right after we met and we had started talking on the phone. One day, I had gotten a letter in the mail and it was from her. I opened it and found a letter and a poem inside.
Adam,
Hey, it's Nicole. I just wanted to get to talk to my good buddy. LOL, I missed hanging out with you, but I know how busy you've been. One day, I have to come visit you on the road. It seems like so much fun. You have to help me train. But, I guess I'll just talk to you later or see you. I just wanted to say hi and tell you how happy I am that we met. Fate, huh? I meet you and in one day we become great friends. Ok, Well I'll talk to you later. Love ya, Nicole:) :) P.S. I wrote this poem, hope you like it. XOXO
Adam picked up the poem and read it quietly to himself.
*Friendship:
I wonder what friendship really is,
Having someone you can truly trust?
I wonder what a true friend is,
Having someone when no one must?
A best friend is someone to count on
They're there when they don't have to be
Someone I can totally count on,
Someone alwayz there for me
Friends are like family,
No one else compares
When you have a true friend
It's something very rare
You feel so lucky to have someone so special,
Someone not everyone can have
It's fun and cool,
So very rare
To have someone so special
A friendship, a best friend
Adam smiled and reread the poem over and over again until he heard a knock on the door. He opened it and was surprised at who he found.
*Nicole's P.O.V.
'What am I doing?' I asked myself as I stood in front of him. He smiled and moved out of the way, letting me in the room. I walked in and sat down.
"So, what's up?" He asked.
"Not much, Adam how about you?" He shook his head. We sat in silence for awhile until Adam spoke.
"I'm gonna miss you, Nic."
"I'm gonna miss you too, Adam." I hugged him and looked up, staring into his eyes. 'What's wrong with me? I can't be here with Adam, I need to be with Chris.' As much as I knew I shouldn't have done what I did next, I did it anyway. I leaned in and softly kissed Adam. To my surprise, he kissed me back. 'I shouldn't be doing this.' I reminded myself. 'I love Chris, or do I?'
A/N: ???? You peoplez like? Hope you do thankz for the reviewz so far. Um... the poemz mine, so if you like it, let me know!!! R&R and lataz! :) Nicole***
