A Passion
Chapter 13 Culminating Point of Jealousy
"Lily dear." He voiced. " Lily, what are you doing on this wretched balcony. And it has the most foulest view." He said sniffing the air in disgust. "It's the ocean, how revolting."
Lily tried to hold back her temper. It was at the peak of its climax. "Guey, get-out-of-here." Lily told him through clenched teeth. Here he was, on 'her' balcony, telling her how noisome it was. She wanted to explode.
"Lily m'dear." Guey said getting really close to her exposed shoulders. She could feel his one-day-old beard hairs scratching her skin softly. She tilted her head to the side. She didn't want to fight. 'Just let him do whatever he wants, and get it over with.' Lily thought to herself. She hated being there with him. She hated her position where she was at, at the moment.
She could feel Remus poking his head out of the closet, watching her. She could feel Sirius watch them from the rooftop in shock. But the worst one, was James. She glanced his way. He was staring at her and Guey with sorrow in his eyes. Or was it sorrow?
Guey started feeling her shoulder blades, smelling her honey-vanilla flavored hair. He kissed her neck softly at first, then roughly. Guey got the chills then touched her breasts. "God, I want you so badly." He shivered.
Lily looked at James. He scrunched up his fists into balls and started walking off towards the rock at where they had first got a long.
"Well, I don't want you." She said after a minute of silence and unwanted kisses on her neck. Guey laughed. "Sure you want me." He let go of her and started walking away. He paused. He looked towards the beach. He saw a man walking, he was their age, and handsome. He turned around and eyed the man and Lily suspiciously. He glared at them both, and walked back to Lily. "Tell that man you're secretly seeing that you don't want to see him anymore." He whispered.
"What?" Lily gasped faintly. "What are you talking about." Guey kissed her neck and pointed towards James. "I mean it Lily, you either tell him that, or I will kill him. I'm a kind of man who gets what he wants, and what I want is you. And I don't want to share. It's either let him go, or his death." He walked out of the room, and Remus came tumbling out.
Lily let out a soft gasp of horror. She started crying, staring towards the dark blue sea. She watched James walk away. 'Oh no!' she thought. She ran after him, not thinking about whom was watching from his bedroom window. Sirius and Remus watched her run to him from the balcony. Remus kept a close eye on James and mostly Lily. Was she going to faint again?
"James, JAMES!" Lily yelled. Was he ignoring her? "James, listen to me!" Lily put her hand on his shoulder. He turned around. He had the worst case of disconsolation in his eyes. They were gleaming with hatred towards Guey.
"Lily, why?" James asked wrathful. "Why is that guy marrying you? Do you want to marry him? Do you even lo," James choked at the word. He cleared his throat and looked down. "Love him?" he looked up at her, wanting an answer.
Lily looked up at him with huge eyes. Her emerald possessions sparkled in the setting sun. The light tears gave it a glistening glow for the special effects. Lily glanced towards the castle and noticed that Guey was watching like a hawk.
"James, we can't see each other anymore. I-I-I," She tried explaining herself, but failed doleful. This was not quite the answer James was hoping to get.
"Excuse me?" He said faintly. "I'm sorry, could you run that by me again?" Lily decided she didn't want to repeat the last line. "James, I'm getting married, I lo-," She gasped for air. Remus saw it and he knew instantly was wrong with her. It hit him like a lightning shock. 'Of course, how come I didn't see it before.' He thought.
She cleared her throat after she recovered. " James, it's not working. My parents are going to figure out that we are seeing each other, and they are going to hit the roof. Not to mention your parents." Lily sighed. "And sooner or later the Dukes going to find out too." She looked back up at Guey and saw him grin and walk away.
"I guess this is goodbye James." Lily started walking away, downhearted. James watched her walk, not saying a word. And for the first time in his life with Lily Evans, He got the cold, painful stab of Jealousy. Stabbing his heart several times.
"Lily, don't." He tried. Lily stopped in her tracks. Her long pink dress flowing in the wind. Her hair was up in a French twist with curls hanging down everywhere. She turned around at a leisurely pace. She had knitted her eyebrows with frustration and dejection. He went up to her, touching her face gently. "We can run away." He told her. "We can run away together." Lily smiled sadly and looked down. "James, we can't do that."
"Lily, I love you, and I don't want us to grow distant." He said. "James no." Lily said getting angry. "We have to end it."
"We can love in secret. I can make up a song that we can sing to let each other know that whatever happens," James said quickly and desperately. "We will always know that we love one another." He started kissing her forehead. She pushed him away. "No, no James." She looked up at him scared that Guey saw what had happened.
"James, things just don't work that way." He cut her off. "Come what may, that could be it. Just sing that and I will always know that you still love me, no matter what happens." Lily knitted her eyebrows together in sorrow and put her lips together. She shook her head, and turned to the rock and held her hand on it for support.
James looked at her in disbelief. What was happening? Why was she acting like this? Come what may..Come what may..? Then after a moments silence, he broke it.
"Never knew, I could feel like this," Lily closed her eyes. He was singing to her. Her loose curls that were hanging from her French twist blew in her face as a warm breeze gushed by. "Like I've never seen the sky before, I want to vanish inside your kiss," He paused touching her neck gently with his cold fingers.
"Every day I love you more and more." Tears started trickling down Lily's rosy cheeks. "Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing," James put her hand on his chest. "Telling me to give you everything. Seasons may change, winter to spring, But I love you until The end of time." Lily smiled at him. He was such a good singer.
"Come what may, come what may, I will love you until my dying day." James sang soothingly. He wiped her tears from her face and kissed her lips lightly.
"Suddenly the world, seems such a perfect place," She sang after they kissed. They started walking along the beach together, side by side. She walked in front of him a little and twirled. Her dress gazed the sparkling water whites. "Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace."
She closed her eyes and smiled. "Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste, it all revolves around you." He smiled at her kissing her hand in a proper fashion.
"And there's no mountain too high, no river too wide." They sang in unison. "Sing out this song, and I'll be there by your side. Storm clouds may gather, and stars may collide,"
James stopped her and held their hands to their chest. They were slightly in the water; it was splashing their feet gently. Lily's French twist was coming down elegantly. Her strands that were loose from the twist were blowing in the wind gracefully.
"But I love you," He sang to her. She looked into his eyes. "I love you," She sang beautifully, breathing a little heavy. "Until The end," He sang, she cut in. "Until the end," They smiled at each other. " Of time."
"Come what may, come what may, I will love you, until my dying day." They sang together with all their might. "Oh come what may, Come what may, I will love you," Lily had a tear running down her cheek. God, she loved this man. " I will love you," She sang lovely. "Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place." She looked into his beautiful chocolate, caramel swirled eyes.
"Come what may, come what may, I will love you, until my dying day." They sang with all their might and love.
James kissed her, she kissed back. It was like they were back together. Lily's eyes flew open. She backed away, gasping for air. "Lily what's wrong?" James asked scared.
"I-I- it's my heart, I- I need to get-get-get back to Th-the castle." Lily struggled out of her. James swept her up in his arms and ran to the castle.
"Lily don't die on me, don't die on me." Lily giggled faintly. "I'm not going to die, James. I can't die." She kissed his arm and drifted into a peaceful sleep.
Remus, who saw the whole thing, watched as James put her in her bed and walked off with Sirius to their hiding place. Remus got in bed with his best friend, and watched her sleep. Something was wrong with her, and he didn't know how he was supposed to tell her.
Chapter 13 Culminating Point of Jealousy
"Lily dear." He voiced. " Lily, what are you doing on this wretched balcony. And it has the most foulest view." He said sniffing the air in disgust. "It's the ocean, how revolting."
Lily tried to hold back her temper. It was at the peak of its climax. "Guey, get-out-of-here." Lily told him through clenched teeth. Here he was, on 'her' balcony, telling her how noisome it was. She wanted to explode.
"Lily m'dear." Guey said getting really close to her exposed shoulders. She could feel his one-day-old beard hairs scratching her skin softly. She tilted her head to the side. She didn't want to fight. 'Just let him do whatever he wants, and get it over with.' Lily thought to herself. She hated being there with him. She hated her position where she was at, at the moment.
She could feel Remus poking his head out of the closet, watching her. She could feel Sirius watch them from the rooftop in shock. But the worst one, was James. She glanced his way. He was staring at her and Guey with sorrow in his eyes. Or was it sorrow?
Guey started feeling her shoulder blades, smelling her honey-vanilla flavored hair. He kissed her neck softly at first, then roughly. Guey got the chills then touched her breasts. "God, I want you so badly." He shivered.
Lily looked at James. He scrunched up his fists into balls and started walking off towards the rock at where they had first got a long.
"Well, I don't want you." She said after a minute of silence and unwanted kisses on her neck. Guey laughed. "Sure you want me." He let go of her and started walking away. He paused. He looked towards the beach. He saw a man walking, he was their age, and handsome. He turned around and eyed the man and Lily suspiciously. He glared at them both, and walked back to Lily. "Tell that man you're secretly seeing that you don't want to see him anymore." He whispered.
"What?" Lily gasped faintly. "What are you talking about." Guey kissed her neck and pointed towards James. "I mean it Lily, you either tell him that, or I will kill him. I'm a kind of man who gets what he wants, and what I want is you. And I don't want to share. It's either let him go, or his death." He walked out of the room, and Remus came tumbling out.
Lily let out a soft gasp of horror. She started crying, staring towards the dark blue sea. She watched James walk away. 'Oh no!' she thought. She ran after him, not thinking about whom was watching from his bedroom window. Sirius and Remus watched her run to him from the balcony. Remus kept a close eye on James and mostly Lily. Was she going to faint again?
"James, JAMES!" Lily yelled. Was he ignoring her? "James, listen to me!" Lily put her hand on his shoulder. He turned around. He had the worst case of disconsolation in his eyes. They were gleaming with hatred towards Guey.
"Lily, why?" James asked wrathful. "Why is that guy marrying you? Do you want to marry him? Do you even lo," James choked at the word. He cleared his throat and looked down. "Love him?" he looked up at her, wanting an answer.
Lily looked up at him with huge eyes. Her emerald possessions sparkled in the setting sun. The light tears gave it a glistening glow for the special effects. Lily glanced towards the castle and noticed that Guey was watching like a hawk.
"James, we can't see each other anymore. I-I-I," She tried explaining herself, but failed doleful. This was not quite the answer James was hoping to get.
"Excuse me?" He said faintly. "I'm sorry, could you run that by me again?" Lily decided she didn't want to repeat the last line. "James, I'm getting married, I lo-," She gasped for air. Remus saw it and he knew instantly was wrong with her. It hit him like a lightning shock. 'Of course, how come I didn't see it before.' He thought.
She cleared her throat after she recovered. " James, it's not working. My parents are going to figure out that we are seeing each other, and they are going to hit the roof. Not to mention your parents." Lily sighed. "And sooner or later the Dukes going to find out too." She looked back up at Guey and saw him grin and walk away.
"I guess this is goodbye James." Lily started walking away, downhearted. James watched her walk, not saying a word. And for the first time in his life with Lily Evans, He got the cold, painful stab of Jealousy. Stabbing his heart several times.
"Lily, don't." He tried. Lily stopped in her tracks. Her long pink dress flowing in the wind. Her hair was up in a French twist with curls hanging down everywhere. She turned around at a leisurely pace. She had knitted her eyebrows with frustration and dejection. He went up to her, touching her face gently. "We can run away." He told her. "We can run away together." Lily smiled sadly and looked down. "James, we can't do that."
"Lily, I love you, and I don't want us to grow distant." He said. "James no." Lily said getting angry. "We have to end it."
"We can love in secret. I can make up a song that we can sing to let each other know that whatever happens," James said quickly and desperately. "We will always know that we love one another." He started kissing her forehead. She pushed him away. "No, no James." She looked up at him scared that Guey saw what had happened.
"James, things just don't work that way." He cut her off. "Come what may, that could be it. Just sing that and I will always know that you still love me, no matter what happens." Lily knitted her eyebrows together in sorrow and put her lips together. She shook her head, and turned to the rock and held her hand on it for support.
James looked at her in disbelief. What was happening? Why was she acting like this? Come what may..Come what may..? Then after a moments silence, he broke it.
"Never knew, I could feel like this," Lily closed her eyes. He was singing to her. Her loose curls that were hanging from her French twist blew in her face as a warm breeze gushed by. "Like I've never seen the sky before, I want to vanish inside your kiss," He paused touching her neck gently with his cold fingers.
"Every day I love you more and more." Tears started trickling down Lily's rosy cheeks. "Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing," James put her hand on his chest. "Telling me to give you everything. Seasons may change, winter to spring, But I love you until The end of time." Lily smiled at him. He was such a good singer.
"Come what may, come what may, I will love you until my dying day." James sang soothingly. He wiped her tears from her face and kissed her lips lightly.
"Suddenly the world, seems such a perfect place," She sang after they kissed. They started walking along the beach together, side by side. She walked in front of him a little and twirled. Her dress gazed the sparkling water whites. "Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace."
She closed her eyes and smiled. "Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste, it all revolves around you." He smiled at her kissing her hand in a proper fashion.
"And there's no mountain too high, no river too wide." They sang in unison. "Sing out this song, and I'll be there by your side. Storm clouds may gather, and stars may collide,"
James stopped her and held their hands to their chest. They were slightly in the water; it was splashing their feet gently. Lily's French twist was coming down elegantly. Her strands that were loose from the twist were blowing in the wind gracefully.
"But I love you," He sang to her. She looked into his eyes. "I love you," She sang beautifully, breathing a little heavy. "Until The end," He sang, she cut in. "Until the end," They smiled at each other. " Of time."
"Come what may, come what may, I will love you, until my dying day." They sang together with all their might. "Oh come what may, Come what may, I will love you," Lily had a tear running down her cheek. God, she loved this man. " I will love you," She sang lovely. "Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place." She looked into his beautiful chocolate, caramel swirled eyes.
"Come what may, come what may, I will love you, until my dying day." They sang with all their might and love.
James kissed her, she kissed back. It was like they were back together. Lily's eyes flew open. She backed away, gasping for air. "Lily what's wrong?" James asked scared.
"I-I- it's my heart, I- I need to get-get-get back to Th-the castle." Lily struggled out of her. James swept her up in his arms and ran to the castle.
"Lily don't die on me, don't die on me." Lily giggled faintly. "I'm not going to die, James. I can't die." She kissed his arm and drifted into a peaceful sleep.
Remus, who saw the whole thing, watched as James put her in her bed and walked off with Sirius to their hiding place. Remus got in bed with his best friend, and watched her sleep. Something was wrong with her, and he didn't know how he was supposed to tell her.
