By: Robyn1212
A/N: Okay, I was really depressed this one morning for no reason. Maybe because Maria went all disappeary on me, but anyway... And after too much Avril Lavigne, I decided to make a songfic. Get the tissues folks. I cried while writing this. I might continue this depending on what people say. I could simply amend it with something short but sweet, or I could write a sequel which I have in mind. It's all up to you, the readers and reviewers. Oh and Maria, here's another to add to your site. So this is dedicated to you. WOO! Okay. I'll shut up now so you can read the freaking fic in peace.
Archive: Just tell me where, so I can find it!
Disclaimer: Note that I do not own the characters. They are owned by some rich guy at MGM who owns Stargate SG-1, the hit Sci-fi TV show. I also do not own the song. That is owned by the great Avril Lavigne. Now, on with the show! Er...fic.
Pairings: S/J ;)
Rating: Contains angst and some romance. Not enough to consider anything, but I'd still call it at PG. Oh, and character death. I believe that is all. Oh and the song has very light swearing. PG covers it.
Songs: I'm With You by Avril Lavigne.
Summary: He's dying, and she doesn't want to be alone anymore.
Spoilers: Season 6....sort of. Not really...
"I'm With You"
Sam couldn't take it. Jack was lying in the infirmary, barely alive. Janet had just come to her. For words resounded in her head. "No change of recovery."
I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound
She sat in her lab, her eyes bloodshot from crying so much. She was totally exhausted. Her body had racked out so many sobs that if she had to, she couldn't.
She got up to look in the halls. No one there. Probably Janet said she'd need some "coping time." Truth being, she'd never cope with her CO...Her true love dead.
Isn't anyone trying to find me
Won't somebody come take me home
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I
I'm with you
I'm with you
She wished so badly that Jack was there to comfort her. That thought only brought her more pain. Maybe if she went to the commissary...no. The Jell-O would remind her of him too much. At this she almost laughed, in spite of herself.
I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone
'Alone...' she thought. She felt so alone and there was nothing she could do about it. Then she saw it. The scalpel lying on her lab table. She had needed it for an experiment. She picked it up carefully, unsure of whether to go through with it.
Why is everything so confusing
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yeah yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah!
"So this is what it's come to," she said to herself. She was holding the scalpel in her shaking right hand. She held it carefully over her left wrist. One more onslaught of tears overwhelmed her.
She realized she was leaving her career, the general, Teal'c and Jonas, not to mention her father behind. But she wouldn't be able to function, knowing Jack was gone forever.
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I
I'm with you
She lowered the scalpel onto her wrist as she felt her problems draining out of her with her blood. Her last thought were "I'm coming, Jack. We won't have to be alone anymore. I'll be with you."
I'm with you