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Kitty bit her lips then rubbed them together, trying to savour what Kurt had tasted like. Suddenly she realised what she was doing and wiped at her mouth with her sleeve.

"Where's Kurt?" Margali asked coming into Kurt's room

"Don't know" Kitty shrugged "He disappeared, he had a weird dream I guess"

"Oh" Margali said "Ohhh!" she said in a completely different tone "OoooHhhh" she repeated in yet another tone and left

"What the hell?" Kitty asked herself

She decided to leave Kurt's room, she'd been there for ages and she knew he was going to act all weird around her when he came back. Kitty stretched and phased through the door.

The door bell suddenly went and Kitty went to answer it.

"Miss Pryde?" A girl barely older than her wearing a uniform asked.

"Yeeeeees?" Kitty said very slowly, feeling suspicious

"I've got twelve dozen red, long stemmed roses for you, please sign here" The girl held the clip board out

Kitty groaned, more love tokens from some teenage yobs. They must've pooled all their money "Okay"

It took five men to get all of the flowers out of the van, all of whom were (fortunately) too busy to pay attention to Kitty.

"You've got one heck of an admirer" The girl laughed and walked back to the van.

'Shit' Kitty thought looking and the flower littered floor 'Kurt's gonna have to help me with these' She gingerly picked two huge bunches up and carried them inside

"Kurt!!" She yelled "Kurt!!"

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Kurt was hanging upside down in Scott's room. He kept forgetting that Kitty's room didn't have a floor anymore, it was very strange.

"Kurt?" He looked forwards and saw an upside down version of his mother

"Guten tag mama" He muttered

"You had the dream?" Margali smiled

"Yep, except that this time she was there in real life" Kurt flushed such a deep shade of red Margali felt a swell of sympathy

"Maybe it's a good thing that you finally let her know" she said

"I told you! I don't know where these dreams are coming from because I do not have a crush on Kitty!" Kurt cried indignantly

"Dreams always mean something Kurt, I've been suspecting this for a while now. You always spoke about her in the highest light in your letters" Margali countered

"That's because she's my friend!" Kurt exclaimed

"Whatever, I'll let you sort this out for yourself" she shook her head

"Kurt!" Kitty's voice came clear as a bell from downstairs "Kurt!"

Kurt looked at his mother who sighed deeply

"Los!" she groaned

"Danke" he winked and left

"Kitty? What's up?" Kurt asked when he ported downstairs. He waited for her to say "We need to talk" but she didn't

"My admirers have sent me twelve dozen roses" Kitty sighed "Give me a hand bringing them in? I figure the professor wont be so pissed if we give the remaining rooms some extra decorations. We can just pretend we bought them"

Kurt began to laugh but in the back of his mind he knew that there was something wrong with this picture.

He was on the second batch when he voiced his worries

"Kitty? Who could have afforded this?" He asked

"I'm guessing they pooled all their money" Kitty shrugged

"But why not hand deliver it all?" Kurt said

"They obviously remembered what happened last time" she smiled nervously, Kurt knew that Kitty still felt guilty about attacking those kids.

"Say, that one has a card" Kitty picked up the last one and read out the message

'To a truly beautiful young woman, you fill my days with meaning, X'

There was a short pause and then they both remembered that they only knew one person who's name began with X.

"EEWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!" Kitty screamed and dropped the flowers as if they were poisonous

Kurt was stunned but also very freaked out, they were both thinking 'PERVERT'

"Okay, Okay. Kitty, keep in mind that Xavier's not in his usual state of sanity" he said as calmly as he could

"I think I'm gonna be sick" Kitty was rubbing her hands and couldn't stop herself from feeling dirty as hell.

"It's not that bad, you're not exactly going to see him going bonkers over you" Kurt realised that he wasn't helping "You just get the flowers"

"AND THAT MAKES IT ANY BETTER?!?!" Kitty screamed

"Well....no" Kurt admitted

"OH God! This is it!Th9is is my life! I can never speak to another man for the rest of my life, not even the professor! And the only way out of all of this is to sleep with YOU!" Kitty burst into tears and yelled her final sentence with pure fury "And that's never going to happen!" and she ran back into the mansion.

The shock was like a knife digging right between his ribs. He didn't have a crush on Kitty, so why did her words hurt so much? Kurt didn't know what to say and he was certain that any words of comfort would be wasted, it was his fault all this had happened.

"Kurt?" he turned around and saw his mother with all of her suitcases again

"What's going on?" he asked heavily

"Kurt, you and Kitty need to talk privately. If you need me I'll be in a hotel" Margali said simply

Kurt went very pale "No mama! You can't leave me alone with her! She'll kill me and/or hate me!" he begged

"I'm sorry Kurt but this is something you have to work through by yourself" Margali kissed him on the cheek "I'll be in touch"

And another person he cared about left.

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Kitty was sitting in Jeans room fuming at herself. She hadn't meant to say those things like that. Of course she was angry that sex with a close friend was the only way to get her life back but she'd chosen this.

She'd meant that it would never happen but not in the way Kurt thought. Kitty knew that he would never sleep with her and that was also very frustrating. Kitty's feelings towards Kurt were confusing and mixed up.

'Either way though he's gonna be pissed at you' she told herself angrily

Kitty heard Kurt cry something outside in German and decided to take a look out the window.

Margali was leaving, she had all of her bags and was talking to her son. Kurt looked distraught and seemed to be begging her not to go.

"Ohmagod!" Kitty gasped "She's going to back to Germany!! If she does then...."

'crap' her brain said simply and Kitty ran downstairs again.

"Margali!" she yelled "Don't go!"

Kurt looked strangely at Kitty and just shrugged

"Bye mama! Phone me when you get there" He waved

"Oh hell" Kitty muttered to herself

"Yeah, us alone again. Will you ever survive?" Kurt laughed

"But-! Isn't she going back to Germany?" she asked, very confused

"Not yet, Margali is just going to stay at a hotel so that we can have a private discussion about what we're going to do about this" Kurt explained easily

"Oh" why did that sound like the last thing Kitty wanted to do right now?

"Come on" he took her hand and lead her towards the mansion "We can talk in the essenzimmer"

"The what?" Kitty asked

*BAMF*

"Oh! The dining room!" she laughed "Nice joke"

"Danke" Kurt smiled broadly "Now, Kitty, we have to talk"

"You sound like Lance" Kitty sighed

"Thanks" Kurt replied sarcastically "anyway, we have to plan what we're going to do about all this"

"What are the options?"

"Not a lot" Kurt sighed

"Damn" Kitty groaned

"Do you like the mansion Kitty?" there was something in his eyes that worried her

"Oh! I am NOT going to spend my life stuck in here!" Kitty yelled

"It's either that or sleep with me and I think you made your feelings towards me perfectly clear earlier!" Kurt yelled right back

"Yes-! But-! I-!" Kitty couldn't form an articulate sentence to defend herself so instead she leant forwards and kissed him.

Kurt reacted the same way she had when he'd kissed her, he totally froze as if not knowing what to do. Kitty could almost feel his heart racing beneath his shirt and wished that she felt brave enough to slip her hand through it and feel the muscles underneath. When Kurt finally began kissing her back, it was like an explosion in her mind. The colours returned and her legs left for the second time that day.With an increasing heart rate Kitty could feel his tongue opening her-

"No!" Kurt gasped and leapt backwards "We don't kiss" he indicated towards them both "This is another dream"

"Dream?" Kitty tilted her head "Were you dreaming about me this morning?" Kurt didn't say 'duh' but suddenly she realised how obvious that was "Oh my god"

"I didn't understand them when I first started getting them. I refused to understand them really I guess. I was afraid about how pointless feelings for you were" Kurt sighed deeply as if he was releasing a great weight "You would have been out of my reach anyway"

Kitty couldn't believe what she was hearing and her mouth began to work of it's own accord

"I'm not out of your reach Kurt, you're so kind and loving. These last few days have shown me who you really are, why do you act so differently normally?"

Kurt blushed

"I thought that people would call me a girl, everyone likes Scott so I thought if I acted more like him and Evan people would like me" He shrugged "Was I wrong?"

"Yes" Kitty whispered "I think you ten times better than Evan or Scott"

Neither of them could say who made the first move but within a second they were in each others arms again, kissing frantically. Kitty's legs gave way instantly pulling Kurt down with her. The last thing Kitty knew before the world melted away was a strange shadow by the window.

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heh heh, I wish I knew about American ratings. I'm going to have to guess what the next chapter will have to be.