Title: Analogy of Conviction
Author: Anaika Skywalker
Author's Email: lindsay30@austarnet.com.au
Rating: G for now, later chapter will reach R NC-17.
Disclaimer: It all belongs to George Lucas, I just like to play in his universe once and a while. However Anaika is my creation.
Author's Notes: Thanks for the reviews from Jedi Ha'Li (All will be explained in further chapters, I promise) and Skywalker26 (Who I hope gets over the shock - was that good shock or bad shock?) and Eleia Kenobi (I'm glade you liked it.)
Chapter Three: The Morning after
Qui-Gon found her the next morning curled up asleep in a chair. Once he'd finished in the refresher, he returned to her side kneeling beside her. "Ani." he gave her a gentle shake.
She opened her eyes. "Good morning."
"Your up early I see." he teased.
"I never really went back to sleep, Master." she admitted.
He could see something was bothering her. "Go wash, then we'll talk over morning meal."
She nodded.
He stood as she did watching her go. Something was definitely on his Padawan's mind. He went and prepared the morning meal in the kitchen, having it set out by the time she returned. They sat down to fruit, a glass of juice for her and tea for him.
"So Padawan, are you going to tell me what's wrong?" he asked.
Anaika's shoulders dropped a little. "I think I made a big mistake, Master."
"Oh? Tell me from the beginning." he insisted.
She did, confessing. "I'm not sure why I did it, Master."
"And did he return the kiss?"
"Yes Master."
"Then the blame is not solely yours, Padawan." Qui-Gon assured her and saw her nod. "Ani," he took her hand. "You're an attractive young woman. If Obi-Wan hadn't kissed you back, then I would worry."
She smiled. "Thank you Master."
Later in the morning they meet Obi-Wan and Anakin in one of the training room. The two Padawan adjusted the power levels on their lightsabers to a lower setting. Discarding their robes, they used the entire room to spar and found themselves evenly matched. Their Masters watched and evaluated their actions, making mental notes.
"Anaika has more discipline then Anakin, she defends where he attacks." Obi-Wan noted.
"She's trained from an early age to do so. Anakin hasn't." Qui-Gon defended. "She's recognizing his weakness' and uses them against him. Chosen one or not, he has a lot to learn about lightsaber techniques."
"And controlling his anger." the younger Jedi added, and then shook his head. "If I fail him because of my own short-sightedness..."
"You're not failing him Obi-Wan." the Jedi Master assured. "Anakin is a fine young man and he will be a great Jedi. In the time Anaika and I have been here he has grown more calm, become more responsible."
"I know," Obi-Wan sighed. Seeing the two had a close connection. "The Council watches him closely, sometimes I feel like they're just waiting for him to make a mistake."
Qui-Gon understood that. "I know that feeling, Master Yoda was not happy when Anaika stood the first time before them in the dark brown attire. Nor were they with Anakin," he revealed. "It was rumored no Master/Padawan had stood before the Council for discipline as much as Anaika and I."
Obi-Wan laughed. "I felt at one stage I had a permanent appointment with them. They are much a like though."
Both Padawan wore near identical dark Jedi attire. They both had built near identical lightsabers, both with blue blades. Anakin was a little taller, but he was just as graceful as Anaika.
"Anaika is the fourth apprentice I've trained and most powerful." Qui-Gon announced. "None of my former apprentices have had the ability to use the Force as she does. No offence Obi-Wan."
"None taken," he mused. "I can't compare Anakin to any other, still he is stronger then even the council realizes. I took on a large responsibility training him, having just finished my own apprenticeship."
"We continue to learn everyday, Obi-Wan. Whether apprentices or Knights. How we perceive those lessons is the key," the Jedi Master lectured without making it sound like he was.
Obi-Wan for his part chuckled. "I remember you telling me that after an incident with a certain Senator's daughter and a hot tub."
Qui-Gon laughed with him. "With Ani it was a Prince's son in his private chambers."
Both laughed. "We live and learn." the younger remarked.
"We do indeed," the Jedi Master agreed and they went back to watching the sparring.
Anaika blocked and then kicked out, catching Anakin in the midsections. His retaliation was met with a defensive block and a sharp right hook, before she moved away.
"You're losing your focus," she noted.
He rubbed his sore jaw. "You're fighting dirty."
"No, just smart." she went on the offensive this time, driving him back. Crossing blades in a way that gave him the impression he had the upper hand. Seeing the cockiness in his eyes she smiled, then kneed him quickly the same time as she grabbed his wrist squeezing hard.
Anakin yelped releasing his hold on his lightsaber as he doubled over. Seeing it fall neatly into Anaika's hand, she spun away, holding both blades in a defensive stance.
"Stand down, Padawan." Qui-Gon ordered.
She did, thumbing off both blades; she hooked hers to her belt and reached out a hand helping Anakin to straighten.
"You still fight dirty." he accused again as she handed back his lightsaber.
"No, this is fighting dirty." she remarked before punching him, and then brought him down with a powerful sidekick.
Qui-Gon shook his head. "Enough Padawan. Remember it is easer to teach a person by demonstration, then beating them to a pulp."
"Yes Master." she said and helped Anakin to his feet.
He flipped her onto her back, grinning.
She scissor her legs around his and brought him down beside her, laughing with him.
Qui-Gon stood over the two of them. "Are you two quite finished?"
"Yes Master." they both chorused as they stood.
Obi-Wan joined them. "We've been summoned by the council."
Both Padawan slipped on their robes and followed their Masters out. Both Qui-Gon and Anaika were use to the occasional stares they received from initiates within the Temple. Master and Padawan teams merely acknowledged them politely, having become use to their presence. Jedi Knights returning from missions were more then happy to except what had occurred. Qui-Gon Jinn and Anaika Skywalker were apart of their lives.
The lift they'd entered within the Jedi High Council tower rose quickly, stabilizers within made them unaware of its speed. On stopping they disembarked going directly to the Council Chambers, being allowed entry. Standing center of the Council the four bowed respectfully.
"We summoned you before us, to let you know of our decision." Master Windu began. "We have discontinued the investigation."
Anaika glanced quickly at her Master with her eyes only feeling what he did, even though he didn't show it.
"Made a home here, you have." Yoda stated. "The Force has guided you to us."
Qui-Gon put his hand on his apprentice's shoulder. "And Master Yoda, it has shown us this is our home."
The little Jedi Master nodded, regarding them both with sleepy eyes.
"When we feel you're ready, we will send you on a mission." Ki-Adi-Mindi announced. "For now you must come to terms with this decision. May the Force be with you both."
Both nodded, then bowed, hearing Yoda announce a mission for Obi-Wan and Anakin as they left.
Qui-Gon guided his apprentice out onto one of the contemplations stations. "Tell me what your feeling, Padawan?"
She rested her hands against the rail. "Alone Master. I feel a part of me is gone and yet it isn't."
"This will be difficult for both of us, Padawan."
"I know Master." she turned and went into his embrace. "I'm honored to be on this journey with you."
"Thank you, Ani." he whispered, sensing her build up of emotion.
She buried her face in his robe and for the first time since they'd arrived, she cried.
Qui-Gon just held her. "What ever happens Ani, we'll face it together."
"Yes Master." she said muffled against his robe.
He chuckled lightly. "Come little one."
She pulled back. "You haven't called me that in a long time."
"You haven't cried in my arms in a long time," he reflected. "Now Padawan, it's time to go on with our lives and you need to talk with Master Kenobi."
"Yes Master." she smiled shyly.
They left the station and the tower, returning to the wing their apartment was situated within. Having been lucky to find an apartment near Obi-Wan and Anakin's.
Anaika stood before the door, her Master at her side.
"Strength, Padawan. The Force will guide you." Qui-Gon told her.
"Yes Master." she knocked.
The door was opened; Obi-Wan was not surprised to see her. He had been expecting this. "Master Qui-Gon, Padawan Skywalker."
"May I have a word with you, Master Kenobi?" inquired Anaika.
"Yes of course." he stepped to one side, letting them enter shutting the door when they were.
Anaika turned; she sensed Anakin was in his room preparing for the mission. His presence was like a warm blanket that eloped her as soon as she walked in.
"Anaika?"
"Master Kenobi. I wish to apologize for my actions last night. It was uncalled for and I am sorry," she said with sincerity. "It wont happen again."
Obi-Wan glanced quickly from Master to apprentice. "Last night was a mistake, Anaika. Even I admit that. However I am as much to blame as you. I took advantage of the situation too. For that I am sorry. So lets put it behind us. Learn from it, not dwell on it."
"Yes Master Kenobi."
Anakin came out of his room a white bundle of fur in his arms. "Masters, you didn't actually make her apologize for a kiss did you?"
"Anakin." his Master retorted.
Anaika blushed. "How did you know?"
"Anakin had developed a twin link with you, Padawan." Qui-Gon stated, answering for him. "And visa versa."
"Is that possible?"
He nodded.
She walked over to Anakin and patted the cat in his arms. Though their link she knew about her brother's pet. "Hello Ami."
He put his pet in her arms, the cat purred contently. "She's due to have kitten's soon."
Anaika looked to her Master, with curiosity. "Master?"
He knew what she was asking. "We'll see when they're born."
"Thank you Master."
"Would you look after Ami, while we're away?" Anakin asked.
"Of course."
"I'll finish getting ready then."
Anaika let Ami jump out of her arms as Anakin went into his room, subconsciously telling him. "Don't forget to pack an extra tunic."
"I won't." he called back.
Obi-Wan chuckled. "How did you know he always forgets to do that?"
"It's a twin thing." she mused.
"It explains how you knew Anaika was restless last night." Qui-Gon revealed. "As her link with Anakin grows stronger then so will her bond with you. Anakin will experience the same."
Anakin returned, dropping his pack and robe on the floor beside him. "So we're becoming linked together, as if we really are twins."
"Yes and in a way you are." the Jedi Master explained. He looked to his apprentice. "Ani close you link off like you do if you're injured."
She did, quickly catching Anakin when he stumbled. "Are you okay?"
"I feel funny, like a part of me is missing."
"Put the link back, Ani," her Master said quickly.
She returned it and felt Anakin's strength return so she released him. "It seems the Force has given me my brother."
"It seems like it," he agreed.
"That could come in handy."
"There's one more thing I want to try." Qui-Gon announced. "Close your eyes Anakin."
He did and then sensed it. A connection so warm and caring like he usually experienced from his Master, but it wasn't. It was Qui-Gon. He opened his eyes when the connection broke. "How did you do that?"
"Through your link with Ani." the Jedi Master explained. "She obviously feels the same connection with your Master and visa versa."
"You have no secrets now," Anaika told Anakin. "Brother dear!"
He grinned. "Neither do you, sister dear!" he teased.
Obi-Wan sighed. "I suppose having them as twins wont be too bad."
Qui-Gon chuckled to himself, patting him on the back. "You have no idea, my friend. No idea."
Author: Anaika Skywalker
Author's Email: lindsay30@austarnet.com.au
Rating: G for now, later chapter will reach R NC-17.
Disclaimer: It all belongs to George Lucas, I just like to play in his universe once and a while. However Anaika is my creation.
Author's Notes: Thanks for the reviews from Jedi Ha'Li (All will be explained in further chapters, I promise) and Skywalker26 (Who I hope gets over the shock - was that good shock or bad shock?) and Eleia Kenobi (I'm glade you liked it.)
Chapter Three: The Morning after
Qui-Gon found her the next morning curled up asleep in a chair. Once he'd finished in the refresher, he returned to her side kneeling beside her. "Ani." he gave her a gentle shake.
She opened her eyes. "Good morning."
"Your up early I see." he teased.
"I never really went back to sleep, Master." she admitted.
He could see something was bothering her. "Go wash, then we'll talk over morning meal."
She nodded.
He stood as she did watching her go. Something was definitely on his Padawan's mind. He went and prepared the morning meal in the kitchen, having it set out by the time she returned. They sat down to fruit, a glass of juice for her and tea for him.
"So Padawan, are you going to tell me what's wrong?" he asked.
Anaika's shoulders dropped a little. "I think I made a big mistake, Master."
"Oh? Tell me from the beginning." he insisted.
She did, confessing. "I'm not sure why I did it, Master."
"And did he return the kiss?"
"Yes Master."
"Then the blame is not solely yours, Padawan." Qui-Gon assured her and saw her nod. "Ani," he took her hand. "You're an attractive young woman. If Obi-Wan hadn't kissed you back, then I would worry."
She smiled. "Thank you Master."
Later in the morning they meet Obi-Wan and Anakin in one of the training room. The two Padawan adjusted the power levels on their lightsabers to a lower setting. Discarding their robes, they used the entire room to spar and found themselves evenly matched. Their Masters watched and evaluated their actions, making mental notes.
"Anaika has more discipline then Anakin, she defends where he attacks." Obi-Wan noted.
"She's trained from an early age to do so. Anakin hasn't." Qui-Gon defended. "She's recognizing his weakness' and uses them against him. Chosen one or not, he has a lot to learn about lightsaber techniques."
"And controlling his anger." the younger Jedi added, and then shook his head. "If I fail him because of my own short-sightedness..."
"You're not failing him Obi-Wan." the Jedi Master assured. "Anakin is a fine young man and he will be a great Jedi. In the time Anaika and I have been here he has grown more calm, become more responsible."
"I know," Obi-Wan sighed. Seeing the two had a close connection. "The Council watches him closely, sometimes I feel like they're just waiting for him to make a mistake."
Qui-Gon understood that. "I know that feeling, Master Yoda was not happy when Anaika stood the first time before them in the dark brown attire. Nor were they with Anakin," he revealed. "It was rumored no Master/Padawan had stood before the Council for discipline as much as Anaika and I."
Obi-Wan laughed. "I felt at one stage I had a permanent appointment with them. They are much a like though."
Both Padawan wore near identical dark Jedi attire. They both had built near identical lightsabers, both with blue blades. Anakin was a little taller, but he was just as graceful as Anaika.
"Anaika is the fourth apprentice I've trained and most powerful." Qui-Gon announced. "None of my former apprentices have had the ability to use the Force as she does. No offence Obi-Wan."
"None taken," he mused. "I can't compare Anakin to any other, still he is stronger then even the council realizes. I took on a large responsibility training him, having just finished my own apprenticeship."
"We continue to learn everyday, Obi-Wan. Whether apprentices or Knights. How we perceive those lessons is the key," the Jedi Master lectured without making it sound like he was.
Obi-Wan for his part chuckled. "I remember you telling me that after an incident with a certain Senator's daughter and a hot tub."
Qui-Gon laughed with him. "With Ani it was a Prince's son in his private chambers."
Both laughed. "We live and learn." the younger remarked.
"We do indeed," the Jedi Master agreed and they went back to watching the sparring.
Anaika blocked and then kicked out, catching Anakin in the midsections. His retaliation was met with a defensive block and a sharp right hook, before she moved away.
"You're losing your focus," she noted.
He rubbed his sore jaw. "You're fighting dirty."
"No, just smart." she went on the offensive this time, driving him back. Crossing blades in a way that gave him the impression he had the upper hand. Seeing the cockiness in his eyes she smiled, then kneed him quickly the same time as she grabbed his wrist squeezing hard.
Anakin yelped releasing his hold on his lightsaber as he doubled over. Seeing it fall neatly into Anaika's hand, she spun away, holding both blades in a defensive stance.
"Stand down, Padawan." Qui-Gon ordered.
She did, thumbing off both blades; she hooked hers to her belt and reached out a hand helping Anakin to straighten.
"You still fight dirty." he accused again as she handed back his lightsaber.
"No, this is fighting dirty." she remarked before punching him, and then brought him down with a powerful sidekick.
Qui-Gon shook his head. "Enough Padawan. Remember it is easer to teach a person by demonstration, then beating them to a pulp."
"Yes Master." she said and helped Anakin to his feet.
He flipped her onto her back, grinning.
She scissor her legs around his and brought him down beside her, laughing with him.
Qui-Gon stood over the two of them. "Are you two quite finished?"
"Yes Master." they both chorused as they stood.
Obi-Wan joined them. "We've been summoned by the council."
Both Padawan slipped on their robes and followed their Masters out. Both Qui-Gon and Anaika were use to the occasional stares they received from initiates within the Temple. Master and Padawan teams merely acknowledged them politely, having become use to their presence. Jedi Knights returning from missions were more then happy to except what had occurred. Qui-Gon Jinn and Anaika Skywalker were apart of their lives.
The lift they'd entered within the Jedi High Council tower rose quickly, stabilizers within made them unaware of its speed. On stopping they disembarked going directly to the Council Chambers, being allowed entry. Standing center of the Council the four bowed respectfully.
"We summoned you before us, to let you know of our decision." Master Windu began. "We have discontinued the investigation."
Anaika glanced quickly at her Master with her eyes only feeling what he did, even though he didn't show it.
"Made a home here, you have." Yoda stated. "The Force has guided you to us."
Qui-Gon put his hand on his apprentice's shoulder. "And Master Yoda, it has shown us this is our home."
The little Jedi Master nodded, regarding them both with sleepy eyes.
"When we feel you're ready, we will send you on a mission." Ki-Adi-Mindi announced. "For now you must come to terms with this decision. May the Force be with you both."
Both nodded, then bowed, hearing Yoda announce a mission for Obi-Wan and Anakin as they left.
Qui-Gon guided his apprentice out onto one of the contemplations stations. "Tell me what your feeling, Padawan?"
She rested her hands against the rail. "Alone Master. I feel a part of me is gone and yet it isn't."
"This will be difficult for both of us, Padawan."
"I know Master." she turned and went into his embrace. "I'm honored to be on this journey with you."
"Thank you, Ani." he whispered, sensing her build up of emotion.
She buried her face in his robe and for the first time since they'd arrived, she cried.
Qui-Gon just held her. "What ever happens Ani, we'll face it together."
"Yes Master." she said muffled against his robe.
He chuckled lightly. "Come little one."
She pulled back. "You haven't called me that in a long time."
"You haven't cried in my arms in a long time," he reflected. "Now Padawan, it's time to go on with our lives and you need to talk with Master Kenobi."
"Yes Master." she smiled shyly.
They left the station and the tower, returning to the wing their apartment was situated within. Having been lucky to find an apartment near Obi-Wan and Anakin's.
Anaika stood before the door, her Master at her side.
"Strength, Padawan. The Force will guide you." Qui-Gon told her.
"Yes Master." she knocked.
The door was opened; Obi-Wan was not surprised to see her. He had been expecting this. "Master Qui-Gon, Padawan Skywalker."
"May I have a word with you, Master Kenobi?" inquired Anaika.
"Yes of course." he stepped to one side, letting them enter shutting the door when they were.
Anaika turned; she sensed Anakin was in his room preparing for the mission. His presence was like a warm blanket that eloped her as soon as she walked in.
"Anaika?"
"Master Kenobi. I wish to apologize for my actions last night. It was uncalled for and I am sorry," she said with sincerity. "It wont happen again."
Obi-Wan glanced quickly from Master to apprentice. "Last night was a mistake, Anaika. Even I admit that. However I am as much to blame as you. I took advantage of the situation too. For that I am sorry. So lets put it behind us. Learn from it, not dwell on it."
"Yes Master Kenobi."
Anakin came out of his room a white bundle of fur in his arms. "Masters, you didn't actually make her apologize for a kiss did you?"
"Anakin." his Master retorted.
Anaika blushed. "How did you know?"
"Anakin had developed a twin link with you, Padawan." Qui-Gon stated, answering for him. "And visa versa."
"Is that possible?"
He nodded.
She walked over to Anakin and patted the cat in his arms. Though their link she knew about her brother's pet. "Hello Ami."
He put his pet in her arms, the cat purred contently. "She's due to have kitten's soon."
Anaika looked to her Master, with curiosity. "Master?"
He knew what she was asking. "We'll see when they're born."
"Thank you Master."
"Would you look after Ami, while we're away?" Anakin asked.
"Of course."
"I'll finish getting ready then."
Anaika let Ami jump out of her arms as Anakin went into his room, subconsciously telling him. "Don't forget to pack an extra tunic."
"I won't." he called back.
Obi-Wan chuckled. "How did you know he always forgets to do that?"
"It's a twin thing." she mused.
"It explains how you knew Anaika was restless last night." Qui-Gon revealed. "As her link with Anakin grows stronger then so will her bond with you. Anakin will experience the same."
Anakin returned, dropping his pack and robe on the floor beside him. "So we're becoming linked together, as if we really are twins."
"Yes and in a way you are." the Jedi Master explained. He looked to his apprentice. "Ani close you link off like you do if you're injured."
She did, quickly catching Anakin when he stumbled. "Are you okay?"
"I feel funny, like a part of me is missing."
"Put the link back, Ani," her Master said quickly.
She returned it and felt Anakin's strength return so she released him. "It seems the Force has given me my brother."
"It seems like it," he agreed.
"That could come in handy."
"There's one more thing I want to try." Qui-Gon announced. "Close your eyes Anakin."
He did and then sensed it. A connection so warm and caring like he usually experienced from his Master, but it wasn't. It was Qui-Gon. He opened his eyes when the connection broke. "How did you do that?"
"Through your link with Ani." the Jedi Master explained. "She obviously feels the same connection with your Master and visa versa."
"You have no secrets now," Anaika told Anakin. "Brother dear!"
He grinned. "Neither do you, sister dear!" he teased.
Obi-Wan sighed. "I suppose having them as twins wont be too bad."
Qui-Gon chuckled to himself, patting him on the back. "You have no idea, my friend. No idea."
