A/N: this is a half and half chapter. It's half dark and half light. So don't kill me like I said in the last chapter, this isn't all sunshine and roses. Oh and there will be a little steamy part.
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"No Sirius, you know very well I don't trust you anymore after everything you did." Severus said turning around so he could walk out. Sirius wouldn't hear it; he grabbed Severus' shoulders and kissed him. As he did this he pushed him onto the bed and pinned his arms. Severus started to struggle against the man on top of him. Finally his bit down hard on Sirius' lip making him pull away. "Get off of me Sirius." Severus said in a very dangerous voice his eyes flashing and becoming cold.
"Please stay with me Sev, it's been so long since we both been warm in bed." Sirius said in a pleading voice. "I've missed you too much. I need you." He started to kiss his temple. Severus slowly started to relax remembering a night like this, but not quite like this. Sirius slowly started to let him go kissing his neck feeling Severus' warmth getting lost in his musky herby scent. Sirius could feel Severus' arms wrap around him as they moved to be more comfortable. Severus looked into Sirius' eyes and Sirius noticed for the first time in years that the man underneath him eyes were a deep coco, not black. Behind the mask that was Severus were two soft warm coco brown eyes. Sirius remembered that was what made up everyone's Sevy Bear. He still seemed like a lost child alone in the world and frightened. Sirius couldn't help, but forgive the dumb bastard for being such an unforgiving prick.
"Sirius, you know how much I don't want to hate you right now, but I have to because of the way you work, making this a one night stand." He nuzzled into Sirius' neck looking so small. Sirius just held him close glad he won. "I hate you so much."
"And I hate you just as much you prick." Sirius said and pulled him into a kiss and ran his fingers threw Severus' newly short hair. Severus ran his hands down Sirius' body as he started to French him. Things started to heat up and Sirius got the other man's shirt undone when Severus pulled away.
"No. I. I. I can't." he breathed doing his shirt up and got off the bed fixing himself up. "I promised myself no more, especially with you. Why don't you get Lucius or Remus to warm your bed up? Besides I have a lot of work to do tonight I don't have time for silly one night encounters." He pulled the hood up over his head and turned to leave. "I left you some food by the fireplace if you're hungry. I'll see you tomorrow Black."
"Severus, please wait. Don't leave it doesn't have to be a one night thing." Sirius pleaded standing up and grabbing Severus' arm. He just tore it away and his eyes went cold and black.
"Yes, Sirius, it does." He said "because of your godson." And with that he walked out of the room sort of feeling shitty for doing it, but hey it was the right thing to do. Wasn't it? When he was on his way back to his office he could still feel Sirius' mouth on his, he could still taste him and by the time he got to his office he was totally regretting his decision and wondered if he should go back. "No Severus, you can't go back it's not worth it, besides you don't need him to satisfy yourself and by the looks of it you could really use it." He said to himself looking down at his arousal and sighed heading to the bathroom. He filled the tub with warm water and started undress himself and sighed when he climbed into the tub being absorbed in the water and his own thoughts. He then looked down to his swollen neglected member and snorted. "I can't believe I let Black get to me like this." He said when there was a knock on his door. "Who is it?" He yelled hearing the door open.
"Severus, you in here?" it was Remus. Severus bit his lip wondering if he should let Remus in, but then remembered he had one too and he wasn't a little boy anymore.
"I'm in the bathroom." He yelled. "You can come..." but Remus walking in cut him off.
"Was I interrupting something?" he asked looking at Severus' erection wanting attention. Severus just shook his head and brought his knees to his chest to hide his little problem. "You shouldn't ignore things like that, it's not good for your health."
"And what do you propose I do about it?" he asked "I'm too disciplined for these sort of things." He said as Remus sat on his knees beside the tub.
"Then let me lend a hand." He said pulling his sleeve up and putting his arm in the water and before Severus could protest Remus' hand was on the erection and started to stroke it. Severus relaxed loving the pleasure Remus was giving him moaning slightly.
"Remus..." he whispered his head lolling to the side, he arched his back and just to silence him Remus leaned over and kissed him long and passionately. The pleasure was too much and after a few minutes of Remus' expert hands he had reached his climax and pulled away from the kiss out of breath and blushing. "Thank you Remus, that was… Thank you" he said looking into Remus' amber eyes.
"You owe me Severus John Snape. You owe me." And with that they were pulled back into another kiss and Severus forgot all his troubles as they shared a night of passion.
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A/N: I was going to have Sevy stay, but really Remus isn't going to hurt him and yeah Sev needed this. So thanks for all the lovely reviews and it was really a hard decision, but the next chapter is going to be another rehearsal so back to the light! Keep up the reviews please!
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"No Sirius, you know very well I don't trust you anymore after everything you did." Severus said turning around so he could walk out. Sirius wouldn't hear it; he grabbed Severus' shoulders and kissed him. As he did this he pushed him onto the bed and pinned his arms. Severus started to struggle against the man on top of him. Finally his bit down hard on Sirius' lip making him pull away. "Get off of me Sirius." Severus said in a very dangerous voice his eyes flashing and becoming cold.
"Please stay with me Sev, it's been so long since we both been warm in bed." Sirius said in a pleading voice. "I've missed you too much. I need you." He started to kiss his temple. Severus slowly started to relax remembering a night like this, but not quite like this. Sirius slowly started to let him go kissing his neck feeling Severus' warmth getting lost in his musky herby scent. Sirius could feel Severus' arms wrap around him as they moved to be more comfortable. Severus looked into Sirius' eyes and Sirius noticed for the first time in years that the man underneath him eyes were a deep coco, not black. Behind the mask that was Severus were two soft warm coco brown eyes. Sirius remembered that was what made up everyone's Sevy Bear. He still seemed like a lost child alone in the world and frightened. Sirius couldn't help, but forgive the dumb bastard for being such an unforgiving prick.
"Sirius, you know how much I don't want to hate you right now, but I have to because of the way you work, making this a one night stand." He nuzzled into Sirius' neck looking so small. Sirius just held him close glad he won. "I hate you so much."
"And I hate you just as much you prick." Sirius said and pulled him into a kiss and ran his fingers threw Severus' newly short hair. Severus ran his hands down Sirius' body as he started to French him. Things started to heat up and Sirius got the other man's shirt undone when Severus pulled away.
"No. I. I. I can't." he breathed doing his shirt up and got off the bed fixing himself up. "I promised myself no more, especially with you. Why don't you get Lucius or Remus to warm your bed up? Besides I have a lot of work to do tonight I don't have time for silly one night encounters." He pulled the hood up over his head and turned to leave. "I left you some food by the fireplace if you're hungry. I'll see you tomorrow Black."
"Severus, please wait. Don't leave it doesn't have to be a one night thing." Sirius pleaded standing up and grabbing Severus' arm. He just tore it away and his eyes went cold and black.
"Yes, Sirius, it does." He said "because of your godson." And with that he walked out of the room sort of feeling shitty for doing it, but hey it was the right thing to do. Wasn't it? When he was on his way back to his office he could still feel Sirius' mouth on his, he could still taste him and by the time he got to his office he was totally regretting his decision and wondered if he should go back. "No Severus, you can't go back it's not worth it, besides you don't need him to satisfy yourself and by the looks of it you could really use it." He said to himself looking down at his arousal and sighed heading to the bathroom. He filled the tub with warm water and started undress himself and sighed when he climbed into the tub being absorbed in the water and his own thoughts. He then looked down to his swollen neglected member and snorted. "I can't believe I let Black get to me like this." He said when there was a knock on his door. "Who is it?" He yelled hearing the door open.
"Severus, you in here?" it was Remus. Severus bit his lip wondering if he should let Remus in, but then remembered he had one too and he wasn't a little boy anymore.
"I'm in the bathroom." He yelled. "You can come..." but Remus walking in cut him off.
"Was I interrupting something?" he asked looking at Severus' erection wanting attention. Severus just shook his head and brought his knees to his chest to hide his little problem. "You shouldn't ignore things like that, it's not good for your health."
"And what do you propose I do about it?" he asked "I'm too disciplined for these sort of things." He said as Remus sat on his knees beside the tub.
"Then let me lend a hand." He said pulling his sleeve up and putting his arm in the water and before Severus could protest Remus' hand was on the erection and started to stroke it. Severus relaxed loving the pleasure Remus was giving him moaning slightly.
"Remus..." he whispered his head lolling to the side, he arched his back and just to silence him Remus leaned over and kissed him long and passionately. The pleasure was too much and after a few minutes of Remus' expert hands he had reached his climax and pulled away from the kiss out of breath and blushing. "Thank you Remus, that was… Thank you" he said looking into Remus' amber eyes.
"You owe me Severus John Snape. You owe me." And with that they were pulled back into another kiss and Severus forgot all his troubles as they shared a night of passion.
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A/N: I was going to have Sevy stay, but really Remus isn't going to hurt him and yeah Sev needed this. So thanks for all the lovely reviews and it was really a hard decision, but the next chapter is going to be another rehearsal so back to the light! Keep up the reviews please!
