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anything my spelling is really weak) and it didn't let me keep the song lyrics in bold. Sorry if anything was confusing.

Disclaimer: yeah, unfortunatly I don't own Inu Yasha.... wish I did!

Chapter 2

"Hiraikotsu" Sango yelled as she flung her oversized boomerang at the huge monster. She hit the bunny right

in his face and managed to knock the shard he had off of his nose. " Inu Yasha!" Shippou shouted as he ran for the

injured hanyou. "Kazaana." hollared Miroku as he sucked the youkai into his air void. 'No! Why couldn't they have

just left me alone.' Inu Yasha thought to himself. "Inu Yasha, Dijobu?" Sango inquired inspecting his injury. " I'm fine."

Inu Yasha snapped. He struggled to sit up while he glared at them. "Inu Yasha, where is Kagome? Why were you

loosing that fight? Normally you would have hit someone like that once with your sword and ended it. What's

wrong?" Miroku asked angrily. Inu Yasha's head shot up and he gave the monk a look that could kill. "None of your

damn business!" He screamed as he stood shakily. He limped as best he could into the forest. " Should we go after

him?" Sango questioned. Miroku wisely shook his head. " I think we should let him cool a little first. He will be fine

for a bit." Sango nodded and picked up Shippou as they headed back to wait for the hanyou in the village.

Meanwhile in the forest Inu Yasha had eased himself into a branch of a tall tree. Since he was injured it was

the safest place he could be without going back to the village. 'Kagome I'm sorry.' He apologized mentally. Wishing

she was there so he could tell her. Even though he knew if she was he probably never would . 'I didn't mean what I

said about your being not important to me and that I loved Kikyo. I do love you I just didn't know how to tell you.

And I don't think the shards are the most important thing. You are.'

"Baka!" He spat at himself. "You can't tell her that now it's too late. You've chased her away forever. Just

forget her!" But even as he said this to himself he still couldn't stop thinking about her. Sappy thoughts like how much

she ment to him and how important her friendship had become. "Kagome I wish I could take it all back." he sighed.

He felt a hollow emptiness settle in his stomach.

I never relised I was spread too thin



Till it was too late I was empty within



Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin

downward spiral where do I begin?

Inu Yasha sat thinking back about what exactly he had said to her before she left.

*^*^*Flashback^*^*^*



It was hot and Kagome sighed as she was forced to crouch over the campfire in order to make the ramen

for the crew for lunch. She sat there in a heat induced daze when an alarmed cry of "It's on fire!" snapped her out

of it. She looked down at her pot of ramen she was making and saw the flames escaping out of it. She quickly

grabbed the bucket of water they kept nearby for putting the campfire out and splashed it on the pot.

Just then a cranky Inu Yasha came back into the clearing they were in from the forest. It was hot and he was

even hotter wearing his harori and this stifling pants with the white underclothes he wore. He came back because he

was hungery and when he saw that the lunch had been burned he lost it. "Kagome!" He roared. "You are so

incompetant! you can't even cook some ramen! What do we even keep you around for?" he asked angrily. Kagome

clenched her fists and shouted back, "Because you need me! Without me you wouldn't find any shards and you

would still be stuck on that tree!" "Because I need you? Feh. I don't need you woman. Kaede could have got me

down from the tree or even Kikyo when they resurrected her. I could find the shards on my own anyways!" he

shouted back.

"Now guys," Miroku cut in trying to break up the fight as best he could. " We all know everyone has an

important job and even more that they are our friends and important to us." he said soothingly like he was talking to

some small children. "She isn't important to me!" Inu Yasha yelled. " No one is important to the almightly Inu Yasha."

Kagome said mockingly. "Kikyo is." he said quietly as if to himself. But Kagome heard him. " The shards are and

becoming a full demon is." he yelled. 'Kikyo is important to him. She always is trying to drag him to hell with her and

she is important to him but not me. Me who loves him and is sacrificing my time and even my risking my life to be with

him. I'm not important.' Kagome thought bitterly.

"Good bye then Inu Yasha." she said curtly. " I will leave you now since I am so unimportant compared to

Kikyo," she said the name as if it tasted sour, "and the shards and becoming a demon." Kagome stood and grabbed

her bag. Then she turned and ran toward the well. "Damn girl." Inu Yasha muttered. Feeling slightly guilty but not

wanting to admit it even to himself. Inu yasha turned and stalked off in the opposite direction to avoid the stares of

his other compainions.

^*^*^ End Flashback^*^*^*

'

Is that the last thing I will ever get to say to her?' He thought miserably. ' It was a lie Kagome. I just wanted to

get you angry. I don't love Kikyo. She was nothing but trouble anyways' He wished again that she was here and he

could tell her this and explain.

'It all started when I lost my mother



No love for myself

and no love for another

searching to find love upon a higher level

finding nothing but questions and devils.'

Inu Yasha felt his wound start to sting and pound in his chest. He knew he needed to get back to the

village. Deep down, he knew he really didn't want to kill himself. With a groan of pain he lept down from the

branch he was on. He was then assulted with an attack of dizziness and nausea. 'lost too much blood..' He then

collapsed.



Cause I'm loosing my sight

loosing my mind

wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

loosing my sight

loosing my mind

wish some body would tell me I'm fine

nothing's alright

nothing is fine

I'm running and I'm crying

I'm crying

Inu Yasha woke up to the smell of medical herbs and the sounds of *Smack* "Hentai!" "How did I get here?"

Inu Yasha croaked. His throat was sore from the "medicine" Kaede had pored down his throat. "Ye friends found

you in the forest collapsed and they brought ye here." Kaede responded as she finished tying off the bandage she had

been wrapping around his injury. "Oh." he answered.

"Inu Yasha, we have all been very concerned about Kagome. Was she with you? We thought that ye had

gone to get her..... and we were wondering if she was also lying somewhere injured. Miroku and Sango looked and

they didn't see her but we wanted to check." Kaede continued. Inu Yasha turned his head away so no one could see

his face. "No, she wasn't with me. She won't be coming back here either. The well is sealed. From her side."

Inu Yasha said quietly. "What?" Shippou screamed. "Ka-go-me!" we wailed. Sango and Miroku looked shocked.

"Why?" Sango asked in disbeleivment. "Feh, like I know." "Kaede-sama, is there anyway to unseal it from here?"

Miroku asked. They were all silent waiting for her answer. "Well," Kaede began slowly."You could use the shikon

jewel."

"Impossible. She has some of the pieces." Inu Yasha stated. " Well if you got the rest of the jewel I think

that the other shards would pull you through." Kaede said. " I don't know for certain." The old miko said quickly.

"But I think that it would. " Ok then guys." Inu Yasha said standing trying not to grimpes at the pain it cause his chest.

"Let's get going." He headed out the door ignoring there protest and attempts to stop him. 'I'll get to you Kagome.

Some how. I'll get to you soon.'

I can't go on



Living this way

Cut my life into pieces

this is my last resort

suffication, no breathing

don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding

would it be wrong would it be right

If I took my life tonight

chances are that I might

mutaltion out of sight

and I'm contemplating suicide.

I can't go on

living this way

can't go on

living this way

nothings all right!

Well please tell me what you think about this so far.There will be at least one more chapter maybe more. Depending

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