Hey! I got such nice reviews for the first part of this songfic and I just wanted to thank all those who reviewed!
Thank You: Megumi Roshi, Divine-Heart, RiverStar, Nitogumi, Evilvian,tigerlily87,Shadow Spinner, Super
Bitch(), Deomon Girl (), Mitsukichan, Confused and lovin' it, Taltos, Shandrial, and a super speacial thank you to
Merea for reviewing and also helping me get this up!Also to Darkmaiden for her help! You guys a great! You all
made me so happy!! You made me want to just start in on the second part right away and thank you so much for
your encouragement!
AN: The document setting I had to save this on to upload it on FF.net didn't have spell check, (sorry if I mispelled
anything my spelling is really weak) and it didn't let me keep the song lyrics in bold. Sorry if anything was confusing.
Disclaimer: yeah, unfortunatly I don't own Inu Yasha.... wish I did!
Chapter 2
"Hiraikotsu" Sango yelled as she flung her oversized boomerang at the huge monster. She hit the bunny right
in his face and managed to knock the shard he had off of his nose. " Inu Yasha!" Shippou shouted as he ran for the
injured hanyou. "Kazaana." hollared Miroku as he sucked the youkai into his air void. 'No! Why couldn't they have
just left me alone.' Inu Yasha thought to himself. "Inu Yasha, Dijobu?" Sango inquired inspecting his injury. " I'm fine."
Inu Yasha snapped. He struggled to sit up while he glared at them. "Inu Yasha, where is Kagome? Why were you
loosing that fight? Normally you would have hit someone like that once with your sword and ended it. What's
wrong?" Miroku asked angrily. Inu Yasha's head shot up and he gave the monk a look that could kill. "None of your
damn business!" He screamed as he stood shakily. He limped as best he could into the forest. " Should we go after
him?" Sango questioned. Miroku wisely shook his head. " I think we should let him cool a little first. He will be fine
for a bit." Sango nodded and picked up Shippou as they headed back to wait for the hanyou in the village.
Meanwhile in the forest Inu Yasha had eased himself into a branch of a tall tree. Since he was injured it was
the safest place he could be without going back to the village. 'Kagome I'm sorry.' He apologized mentally. Wishing
she was there so he could tell her. Even though he knew if she was he probably never would . 'I didn't mean what I
said about your being not important to me and that I loved Kikyo. I do love you I just didn't know how to tell you.
And I don't think the shards are the most important thing. You are.'
"Baka!" He spat at himself. "You can't tell her that now it's too late. You've chased her away forever. Just
forget her!" But even as he said this to himself he still couldn't stop thinking about her. Sappy thoughts like how much
she ment to him and how important her friendship had become. "Kagome I wish I could take it all back." he sighed.
He felt a hollow emptiness settle in his stomach.
I never relised I was spread too thin
Till it was too late I was empty within
Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin
downward spiral where do I begin?
Inu Yasha sat thinking back about what exactly he had said to her before she left.
*^*^*Flashback^*^*^*
It was hot and Kagome sighed as she was forced to crouch over the campfire in order to make the ramen
for the crew for lunch. She sat there in a heat induced daze when an alarmed cry of "It's on fire!" snapped her out
of it. She looked down at her pot of ramen she was making and saw the flames escaping out of it. She quickly
grabbed the bucket of water they kept nearby for putting the campfire out and splashed it on the pot.
Just then a cranky Inu Yasha came back into the clearing they were in from the forest. It was hot and he was
even hotter wearing his harori and this stifling pants with the white underclothes he wore. He came back because he
was hungery and when he saw that the lunch had been burned he lost it. "Kagome!" He roared. "You are so
incompetant! you can't even cook some ramen! What do we even keep you around for?" he asked angrily. Kagome
clenched her fists and shouted back, "Because you need me! Without me you wouldn't find any shards and you
would still be stuck on that tree!" "Because I need you? Feh. I don't need you woman. Kaede could have got me
down from the tree or even Kikyo when they resurrected her. I could find the shards on my own anyways!" he
shouted back.
"Now guys," Miroku cut in trying to break up the fight as best he could. " We all know everyone has an
important job and even more that they are our friends and important to us." he said soothingly like he was talking to
some small children. "She isn't important to me!" Inu Yasha yelled. " No one is important to the almightly Inu Yasha."
Kagome said mockingly. "Kikyo is." he said quietly as if to himself. But Kagome heard him. " The shards are and
becoming a full demon is." he yelled. 'Kikyo is important to him. She always is trying to drag him to hell with her and
she is important to him but not me. Me who loves him and is sacrificing my time and even my risking my life to be with
him. I'm not important.' Kagome thought bitterly.
"Good bye then Inu Yasha." she said curtly. " I will leave you now since I am so unimportant compared to
Kikyo," she said the name as if it tasted sour, "and the shards and becoming a demon." Kagome stood and grabbed
her bag. Then she turned and ran toward the well. "Damn girl." Inu Yasha muttered. Feeling slightly guilty but not
wanting to admit it even to himself. Inu yasha turned and stalked off in the opposite direction to avoid the stares of
his other compainions.
^*^*^ End Flashback^*^*^*
'
Is that the last thing I will ever get to say to her?' He thought miserably. ' It was a lie Kagome. I just wanted to
get you angry. I don't love Kikyo. She was nothing but trouble anyways' He wished again that she was here and he
could tell her this and explain.
'It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
and no love for another
searching to find love upon a higher level
finding nothing but questions and devils.'
Inu Yasha felt his wound start to sting and pound in his chest. He knew he needed to get back to the
village. Deep down, he knew he really didn't want to kill himself. With a groan of pain he lept down from the
branch he was on. He was then assulted with an attack of dizziness and nausea. 'lost too much blood..' He then
collapsed.
Cause I'm loosing my sight
loosing my mind
wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
loosing my sight
loosing my mind
wish some body would tell me I'm fine
nothing's alright
nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I'm crying
Inu Yasha woke up to the smell of medical herbs and the sounds of *Smack* "Hentai!" "How did I get here?"
Inu Yasha croaked. His throat was sore from the "medicine" Kaede had pored down his throat. "Ye friends found
you in the forest collapsed and they brought ye here." Kaede responded as she finished tying off the bandage she had
been wrapping around his injury. "Oh." he answered.
"Inu Yasha, we have all been very concerned about Kagome. Was she with you? We thought that ye had
gone to get her..... and we were wondering if she was also lying somewhere injured. Miroku and Sango looked and
they didn't see her but we wanted to check." Kaede continued. Inu Yasha turned his head away so no one could see
his face. "No, she wasn't with me. She won't be coming back here either. The well is sealed. From her side."
Inu Yasha said quietly. "What?" Shippou screamed. "Ka-go-me!" we wailed. Sango and Miroku looked shocked.
"Why?" Sango asked in disbeleivment. "Feh, like I know." "Kaede-sama, is there anyway to unseal it from here?"
Miroku asked. They were all silent waiting for her answer. "Well," Kaede began slowly."You could use the shikon
jewel."
"Impossible. She has some of the pieces." Inu Yasha stated. " Well if you got the rest of the jewel I think
that the other shards would pull you through." Kaede said. " I don't know for certain." The old miko said quickly.
"But I think that it would. " Ok then guys." Inu Yasha said standing trying not to grimpes at the pain it cause his chest.
"Let's get going." He headed out the door ignoring there protest and attempts to stop him. 'I'll get to you Kagome.
Some how. I'll get to you soon.'
I can't go on
Living this way
Cut my life into pieces
this is my last resort
suffication, no breathing
don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
would it be wrong would it be right
If I took my life tonight
chances are that I might
mutaltion out of sight
and I'm contemplating suicide.
I can't go on
living this way
can't go on
living this way
nothings all right!
Well please tell me what you think about this so far.There will be at least one more chapter maybe more. Depending
on how far I can strech this with out ruining it and *ahem* depending on how motivated I am by how many reviews
I get! I really do love getting reviews. Please tell me what you think about the story and any spelling or storyline wise
mistakes I made. Also please tell me what you think about my style. Is it confusing or is it ok? Please review and I
hope you enjoyed the fic so far!Sorry it took me so long to figure out how to post this! The next one will be out sooner!
Ja ne!
Thank You: Megumi Roshi, Divine-Heart, RiverStar, Nitogumi, Evilvian,tigerlily87,Shadow Spinner, Super
Bitch(), Deomon Girl (), Mitsukichan, Confused and lovin' it, Taltos, Shandrial, and a super speacial thank you to
Merea for reviewing and also helping me get this up!Also to Darkmaiden for her help! You guys a great! You all
made me so happy!! You made me want to just start in on the second part right away and thank you so much for
your encouragement!
AN: The document setting I had to save this on to upload it on FF.net didn't have spell check, (sorry if I mispelled
anything my spelling is really weak) and it didn't let me keep the song lyrics in bold. Sorry if anything was confusing.
Disclaimer: yeah, unfortunatly I don't own Inu Yasha.... wish I did!
Chapter 2
"Hiraikotsu" Sango yelled as she flung her oversized boomerang at the huge monster. She hit the bunny right
in his face and managed to knock the shard he had off of his nose. " Inu Yasha!" Shippou shouted as he ran for the
injured hanyou. "Kazaana." hollared Miroku as he sucked the youkai into his air void. 'No! Why couldn't they have
just left me alone.' Inu Yasha thought to himself. "Inu Yasha, Dijobu?" Sango inquired inspecting his injury. " I'm fine."
Inu Yasha snapped. He struggled to sit up while he glared at them. "Inu Yasha, where is Kagome? Why were you
loosing that fight? Normally you would have hit someone like that once with your sword and ended it. What's
wrong?" Miroku asked angrily. Inu Yasha's head shot up and he gave the monk a look that could kill. "None of your
damn business!" He screamed as he stood shakily. He limped as best he could into the forest. " Should we go after
him?" Sango questioned. Miroku wisely shook his head. " I think we should let him cool a little first. He will be fine
for a bit." Sango nodded and picked up Shippou as they headed back to wait for the hanyou in the village.
Meanwhile in the forest Inu Yasha had eased himself into a branch of a tall tree. Since he was injured it was
the safest place he could be without going back to the village. 'Kagome I'm sorry.' He apologized mentally. Wishing
she was there so he could tell her. Even though he knew if she was he probably never would . 'I didn't mean what I
said about your being not important to me and that I loved Kikyo. I do love you I just didn't know how to tell you.
And I don't think the shards are the most important thing. You are.'
"Baka!" He spat at himself. "You can't tell her that now it's too late. You've chased her away forever. Just
forget her!" But even as he said this to himself he still couldn't stop thinking about her. Sappy thoughts like how much
she ment to him and how important her friendship had become. "Kagome I wish I could take it all back." he sighed.
He felt a hollow emptiness settle in his stomach.
I never relised I was spread too thin
Till it was too late I was empty within
Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin
downward spiral where do I begin?
Inu Yasha sat thinking back about what exactly he had said to her before she left.
*^*^*Flashback^*^*^*
It was hot and Kagome sighed as she was forced to crouch over the campfire in order to make the ramen
for the crew for lunch. She sat there in a heat induced daze when an alarmed cry of "It's on fire!" snapped her out
of it. She looked down at her pot of ramen she was making and saw the flames escaping out of it. She quickly
grabbed the bucket of water they kept nearby for putting the campfire out and splashed it on the pot.
Just then a cranky Inu Yasha came back into the clearing they were in from the forest. It was hot and he was
even hotter wearing his harori and this stifling pants with the white underclothes he wore. He came back because he
was hungery and when he saw that the lunch had been burned he lost it. "Kagome!" He roared. "You are so
incompetant! you can't even cook some ramen! What do we even keep you around for?" he asked angrily. Kagome
clenched her fists and shouted back, "Because you need me! Without me you wouldn't find any shards and you
would still be stuck on that tree!" "Because I need you? Feh. I don't need you woman. Kaede could have got me
down from the tree or even Kikyo when they resurrected her. I could find the shards on my own anyways!" he
shouted back.
"Now guys," Miroku cut in trying to break up the fight as best he could. " We all know everyone has an
important job and even more that they are our friends and important to us." he said soothingly like he was talking to
some small children. "She isn't important to me!" Inu Yasha yelled. " No one is important to the almightly Inu Yasha."
Kagome said mockingly. "Kikyo is." he said quietly as if to himself. But Kagome heard him. " The shards are and
becoming a full demon is." he yelled. 'Kikyo is important to him. She always is trying to drag him to hell with her and
she is important to him but not me. Me who loves him and is sacrificing my time and even my risking my life to be with
him. I'm not important.' Kagome thought bitterly.
"Good bye then Inu Yasha." she said curtly. " I will leave you now since I am so unimportant compared to
Kikyo," she said the name as if it tasted sour, "and the shards and becoming a demon." Kagome stood and grabbed
her bag. Then she turned and ran toward the well. "Damn girl." Inu Yasha muttered. Feeling slightly guilty but not
wanting to admit it even to himself. Inu yasha turned and stalked off in the opposite direction to avoid the stares of
his other compainions.
^*^*^ End Flashback^*^*^*
'
Is that the last thing I will ever get to say to her?' He thought miserably. ' It was a lie Kagome. I just wanted to
get you angry. I don't love Kikyo. She was nothing but trouble anyways' He wished again that she was here and he
could tell her this and explain.
'It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
and no love for another
searching to find love upon a higher level
finding nothing but questions and devils.'
Inu Yasha felt his wound start to sting and pound in his chest. He knew he needed to get back to the
village. Deep down, he knew he really didn't want to kill himself. With a groan of pain he lept down from the
branch he was on. He was then assulted with an attack of dizziness and nausea. 'lost too much blood..' He then
collapsed.
Cause I'm loosing my sight
loosing my mind
wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
loosing my sight
loosing my mind
wish some body would tell me I'm fine
nothing's alright
nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I'm crying
Inu Yasha woke up to the smell of medical herbs and the sounds of *Smack* "Hentai!" "How did I get here?"
Inu Yasha croaked. His throat was sore from the "medicine" Kaede had pored down his throat. "Ye friends found
you in the forest collapsed and they brought ye here." Kaede responded as she finished tying off the bandage she had
been wrapping around his injury. "Oh." he answered.
"Inu Yasha, we have all been very concerned about Kagome. Was she with you? We thought that ye had
gone to get her..... and we were wondering if she was also lying somewhere injured. Miroku and Sango looked and
they didn't see her but we wanted to check." Kaede continued. Inu Yasha turned his head away so no one could see
his face. "No, she wasn't with me. She won't be coming back here either. The well is sealed. From her side."
Inu Yasha said quietly. "What?" Shippou screamed. "Ka-go-me!" we wailed. Sango and Miroku looked shocked.
"Why?" Sango asked in disbeleivment. "Feh, like I know." "Kaede-sama, is there anyway to unseal it from here?"
Miroku asked. They were all silent waiting for her answer. "Well," Kaede began slowly."You could use the shikon
jewel."
"Impossible. She has some of the pieces." Inu Yasha stated. " Well if you got the rest of the jewel I think
that the other shards would pull you through." Kaede said. " I don't know for certain." The old miko said quickly.
"But I think that it would. " Ok then guys." Inu Yasha said standing trying not to grimpes at the pain it cause his chest.
"Let's get going." He headed out the door ignoring there protest and attempts to stop him. 'I'll get to you Kagome.
Some how. I'll get to you soon.'
I can't go on
Living this way
Cut my life into pieces
this is my last resort
suffication, no breathing
don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
would it be wrong would it be right
If I took my life tonight
chances are that I might
mutaltion out of sight
and I'm contemplating suicide.
I can't go on
living this way
can't go on
living this way
nothings all right!
Well please tell me what you think about this so far.There will be at least one more chapter maybe more. Depending
on how far I can strech this with out ruining it and *ahem* depending on how motivated I am by how many reviews
I get! I really do love getting reviews. Please tell me what you think about the story and any spelling or storyline wise
mistakes I made. Also please tell me what you think about my style. Is it confusing or is it ok? Please review and I
hope you enjoyed the fic so far!Sorry it took me so long to figure out how to post this! The next one will be out sooner!
Ja ne!
