Part 4 already! I really didn't plan on this story being more than two chapters but I didn't fit everything in two and then I got more ideas...... well I hope you all like this chapter and thank you everyone who reviewed on the last one! every review means a lot to me! BTW, I am sorry about the chapter format being weird there is nothing I can do! Gomen!

Disclaimer: I don't own Inu Yasha or any of the characters (and just to be on the safe side I don't own this song either!) Linkin Park are the proud owners of this song and it is called From jthe Inside.

Chapter 4

Kagome sat on her bed in her own time crying. "Inu Yasha, why haven't you come to get me?" She sobbed miserably. Usually when they fought she went back and apologized but this time it was all his fault. She did nothing at all to provoke him and she didn't say anything at all harsh back. No, she wouldn't be the one to give in. It had to be him.

'But what's taking him so long. Inu Yasha, don't you want to see me anymore. Even if you love Kikyou, I thought I had a small spot in your heart, even as a friend.' Kagome started to cry again thinking she would never see Inu Yasha anymore.

~~I don't know who to trust you're surprise

Everyone feels so far away from me~~

'I loved you Inu Yasha. I trusted you. I still do!' Kagome told him mentally. 'I'll never see Inu Yasha....or Shippou....or Miroku....or Sango or anyone else in the fudal age again!' Kagome cried even harder than before giving herself a horrible headache. She tried to calm herself down so her head wouldn't hurt as much. Kagome laid down on her bed. Her checks still tearstained but with no actual tears and she thought about all the fun and times she and Inu Yasha had shared and tried to forget about Kikyou and all the sorrow connected to her she felt..

~~Happy thoughts sift through the dust and the lies~~

'Maybe I should just go back, give in, I don't think i can stand to stay away forever.' Kagome though depressed while she stared up at her pink ceiling. 'No!' she scolded herself. 'It's his fault. And even though I went back last time and told him I wanted to stay with him he still does this to me.' Kagome tried to harden her heart against the hanyou, but even as she thought this she knew she was lying to herself. She loved him and always would go back to him. "Why can't I forget him and move on in my own time." Kagome asked the crack on her pink ceiling.

~~Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this decieit

everytime I try to make myself get back up on my feet

All I ever think about is this

All those tireing times between

And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me.~~

Kagome got up and went into the bathroom to wash her flushed face. She looked at her reflection with disgust. Crying over a man,one who's not even really a man at all."No! I won't be the one to give in. Not this time." Kagome exclaimed sitting up on her bed. 'I will forget about him. I won't be miserable.' Kagome promised herself. Kagome closed her eyes and concentrated on shutting out all emotions and thoughts concerning Inu Yasha and all she had left behind.

~~Take everything from the inside and throw it all away

'Cuz I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you.~~

Kagome put on a fake smile for her friends the next morning on the walk to school. She wore it to school and kept it on all through lunch. She talked and laughed with her classmates and did the best she could to seem as if nothing was wrong. She was able to keep up this faucade all through the day until she had to walk home. Her friends all stayed after school for some meeting in a club she hadn't had time to join because she was "sick" so much. She was finally alone for the first time that day and she couldn't stop the thoughts of Inu Yasha and her other friends she had left behind from entering her head.

Tension is building inside, steadily

Everyone feels so far away from me

Happy thoughts forcing their way,out of me

Trying not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit

Everytime I try to make myself get back up on my feet

All I ever think about is this

all those tiring times between

and how trying to put my trust in you

just takes so much out of me.



Kagome was exhausted by the time she got home. Just thinking about her friends was painful.



"Kagome are you ok?" her grandfather asked. "Fine ji-chan." Kagome said putting her fake smile back on. "I just have a lot of homework to do that's all." She ran up the stairs escaping any further questions her ji-chan might have.

Kagome's Grandfather sighed. 'Probably sad over that fight her and that boy had. He must have really hurt her. Good thing I sealed the well.' Kagome's grandfather thought going back to his newspaper.

~~Take everything from the inside and throw it all away

'Cuz I swear for the last time I won't trust myself with you.~~

'I'm not going to think about him.' Kagome reminded herself sternly. "I'm gonna do my homework." she muttered to herself. "Yes, homework." Kagome opened her backpack and took out her math book. She opened it up and started to do the complicated problems but after awhile all the numbers blurred together and all she could see was a hansome face with dog ears on the top of his head."I won't give in!" she cried shaking her head to clear the image from her mind.

~~Waste myself on you. You. You. I won't waste myself on you!~~

Kagome picked up her yellow backpack and dumped out all the books. She grabbed the shards and some other essencials and headed towards the well. "I can't help it. I love him too much."