Sadly I don't own Inuyasha, but I do own the scene,which has been plaguing
me since I started this story, cause its so beautiful in my head.
Hopefully I can relay the same feeling in my writing!
Review Comments:
wing ZER0 angel : *sobs* You love me, you really love me!! *grin* And now I'm a Goddess??!! YES! *sits on her divine throne and tosses out Cliffhangers*
Umi : LOL.that reminds me of a quote I saw, "I am Nobody, Nobody is perfect, therefore, I am perfect." Thank you again, and don't worry, as you can see, you didn't have to wait long!!
Previously.
Slowly, a figure walked out of the woods, tall, graceful, and she saw silver flash in the sunlight that splashed through the canopy above. Her eyes grew wide.
"I.Inuyasha?!"
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The figure stepped out of the shadows of the forest and Kagome sighed. "Sesshomaru," she said, and felt her body tense up. "Wait a minute," she reached for her bow and remembered she had left it at the hut.
'Great, just great,' she thought as he came closer. From behind him peeked a farmilar face, who rushed forward to grab Kagome's legs.
"Kagome-oneesan" Rin cried and Kagome did everything she could to keep her balance. "Hello Rin," she greeted the girl affectionately. Kagome wasn't too sure how old she was, but she couldn't be more than 9 (A/N: I'm giving her the benefit of being at least 5 when Sesshomaru met her, and it's been 3 years since, so 8-9 years old.). Rin smiled.
"Rin has been speaking constantly of you, and since we were passing by these parts, I thought perhaps she could come visit." Sesshomaru said softly, and Kagome was taken aback by how kind he sounded speaking of the young girl.
'Beauty has tamed the Beast' she thought to herself. Rin nodded her head, "Yes, Rin missed Kagome-oneesan."
'Well, she hasn't stopped speaking in the third person,' Kagome thought again. "Well, you're more than welcome to visit whenever you wish Rin. Actually you are just in time, the village is holding a festival tonight, and if it is alright with Sesshomaru you can join us." Rin turned to the Great Lord of the Western Lands with the biggest puppydog eyes (AN: *grin*). He tried not to show it, but inside he melted.
"I am in no hurry to continue on my journey, so yes Rin, you may attend this festival." Rin rushed forward, and hugged his leg, then ran away, "Rin will get her best Kimono" she shouted as she disappeared into the underbrush. Kagome stood there, her body tensing up again, being left alone with Sesshomaru.
"Calm down woman, I do not intend to harm you," he said smoothly, and it made her stand on edge even more. "How can I trust your word on that?" she said calmly, while her heart beat faster.
"Because I am intrusting you with my foster daughter for the evening," he replied and she realized he did have a point. He sniffed the air, and glanced around, "I am surprised my disgrace of a brother isn't nipping at your heels, or trying to attack me, and I don't smell him around." He noted and Kagome kept her face as neutral as possible.
"Inuyasha has been gone for over a month now, and where he is, I don't know. If you came to try and get Tetseigia from him, I'm afraid you've been wasting your tmie." Sesshomaru narrowed his eyes at her, and was about to speak when Rin came bounding back carrying a bundle in her arms.
"Rin is ready," she announced and Kagome smiled. She took the bundle from the girl and took her hand in hers. Then something came to mind.
"Sesshomaru, where is Jaken?" she asked, trying to keep any tone from her voice. He lifted an eyebrow, "Jaken? He is back at my home in the Western Lands. Why, have you grown attached to him?" he let his voice drip with sarcasm.
Kagome's eyes narrowed, "No, but a village girl saw him steal something very valuable of mine the other day, and I wanted to see if you knew anything about it."
His eyes showed nothing, "Jaken is not the only toad youkai in these parts, and certainly not the only one in all the land. You cannot assume that it was him."
"Oh, then I'm sure there's another two headed staff being carried around by another toad youkai," she said annoyed. His eyes flickered towards hers for a moment, "As I said, Jaken is in the Western Lands, and he is too much of a coward to disobey my order to not stay there and accomplish the task I set to him."
Kagome sighed, obviously she wouldn't get any information from him. Rin bounced in place excitedly, and Kagome turned to leave. Before doing so, she looked over her shoulder, "Sesshomaru, you are welcome to join in the festivities tonight, if you will give your word to not harm anyone." His face registered a seconds worth of surprise, before icing over, "I have no interest in attending human festivities. I will wait here for you in the morning to collect Rin and be on our way."
Kagome nodded and began to lead Rin away, who waved enthusiastically to Sesshomaru as she walked with the miko.
"Do you think she believes you?" came a voice from the shadows. Sesshomaru watched the two girls disappear over the crest of the hill before responding. "No, I don't think she does. But she is more intelligent than most humans, so it doesn't surprise me. "
"Let us hope that Rin does not let the 'dog out of the bag' as it were," came the voice again, laced with humor. Sesshomaru's lip twitched with what could almost be described as a smile as he turned and walked into the shadows of the forest.
(AN: Okay, I could be a brat and end it here, but I won't :P It would be a good stopping place, but I've been putting off this scene for a few days now, it's time for the near grand finale!!))
Day dwindled to dusk, and Kagome, Sango, Kaede, and Rin were all preparing for the festival. They had just returned from the river for a quick washing, having gotten sufficiently covered with dust as the last preparations were placed in order. The entire village seemed empty as everyone pulled out their best. Miroku had taken the two boys to a nearby home, and was helping them prepare. Kagome had just finished the last touches on her kimono, and was waiting till the last minute to put it on. Sango looked wonderful in hers, and Rin did as well, having produced a pink satin kimono from her bag. She told the women that she never got to wear it often, because she was always traveling and Sesshomaru told her it was only for very special occasions.
Kagome helped pull the young girls hair back in a tight French braid and placed some fresh small flowers in her hair, delighting the young Rin. Then, she pulled out the last package from her pack, and opened it. Sango and Rin both sighed softly as she held it up. It was green silk, with small yellow flowers embroidered all over it. The collar had small beads sewn into it, and every once in a while, a larger bead was visible, of an opal variety. Kaede looked over it appreciatively.
"Wonderful craftsmanship, young Kagome" she said approvingly, and left the hut. Sango fingered the beads, and Kagome smiled, "I was so worried they wouldn't come out right, but I think I did okay." Rin stared at it, "Kagome-oneesan made this?!"
"Hai Rin, I did," she said and Rin grinned, "Kagome-oneesan has to make Rin one!" Kagome and Sango laughed, and the older woman helped her friend get dressed. Kagome pulled the hair along her temples back and braided them swiftly, tying them back with a piece of ribbon. Then, with a grin on her face, she pulled a small vial from her bag. It shimmered in the firelight.
"Kagome?" Sango began to ask, and she smiled. "Shh, just trust me." She dipped her finger in the vial and instructed Sango to close her eyes. She quickly brushed her finger along Sango's eyes, and then knelt and did the same to Rin, who couldn't stop grinning with her eyes closed. Kagome then pulled out a small hand mirror and held it out to Rin. The little girl stared at her reflection and squealed. "I'm all sparkly, like magic." Sango also was surprised at the small sparkles that teased her eyes.
"It's called body glitter," Kagome explained, "It comes off, but I think you both look lovely." Sango smiled, "You too of course," as Kagome quickly applied some along her eyes as well.
"Come on, the boys are waiting," she said and took Rin's hand in hers, walking out of the hut. She could hear the voices of the villagers in the village center and was glad she kept the body glitter with her. She didn't want to seem selfish or conceited and was more than willing to share this with the other women. Souta and Shippou were standing beside Miroku, watching as the large bonfire was lit, and Rin ran over to Shippou, pouncing in his back before he could react. Shippou groaned and mumbled, "Hi Rin" as she giggled and then stared at Souta.
"Who are you?" she asked shyly and he smiled, "I'm Souta, Kagome's brother." Rin's face lit up, and she hopped off the kitsune's back and took Souta's hand in hers, "So you're my oniichan?!" Souta looked confused as Kagome just smiled.
"If he wants to be," she said as they approached. Miroku's jaw dropped as he saw Sango and quickly swept her up in an affectionate embrace, to which she blushed deeply. Kagome watched her friends from the corner of her eye, envious, and turned back to watch Shippou dust off his outfit.
"Kagome, thank you so much, this fits perfectly," he said and Kagome smiled, "I'm glad I could get it done in time." Rin grabbed a hold of Kagome's hand and began dragging her towards the center of the crowd. "Come on! Let's give everyone some sparkly stuff." Kagome laughed and followed the little girl around as she offered this magic to everyone. The older women laughed at the young girl's enthusiasm, and the women of Kagome's age group nodded, as Rin showed them how her face sparkled. Kagome ended up finishing the whole vial as all the women wanted to look extra special, and judging by the looks on the men, they weren't all the displeased. Souta and Shippou noticed how tired Kagome was beginning to look and swiftly swept Rin away, giving the miko time to sit and have something to eat.
Kaede sat beside her, and together they watched as some drums were produced, and some people began to dance. The children of course were taking part in this, dancing to their own drum it seemed, and the elder members of the village just watched, their eyes reminiscing of a time when they were young enough to enjoy life so blindly. Rin spun round and round, and had to be rescued by one boy or the other before she lost her balance and got too near the fire.
Several men shyly approached Kagome to dance, but she politely turned them down, more than content to sit on the sidelines and watch everyone else enjoy themselves. She watched as the would be partners asked others to dance, and she could sense the relief from those girls as she turned them away. They didn't hate Kagome, she knew that, but she was mysterious, and different, and they felt that she was far above them, and they could not compete with her allure in the eyes of the village men.
Kaede leaned towards her pupil, "You are young Kagome, you should be enjoying yourself," she said softly and Kagome replied, "But I am enjoying myself Kaede-baachan. My brother is having the time of his life, Rin is happy, Shippou is enjoying having the company of my brother. Every one in the village is safe, and happy. I am completely content."
"You are still a woman," she reminded her, and Kagome blushed faintly. The night had fallen already and the cool air of the evening brushed her cheeks. "I am a miko first of all, and don't wish to taint that."
Kaede laughed softly, "Silly child, how many times do I have to tell you. You are a miko, but still human. Besides, how can a miko protect life if she doesn't partake in it." Kagome turned to look at the older woman, "Being a miko doesn't mean giving up the pleasures of life. And if you choose someone, it doesn't make you less of a miko. So long as all that you do is in the purest intentions, and not marred by wrongful thoughts, you are still a miko." Kagome stared at Kaede, letting her words sink in. Goosebumps rose on her skin, but she shook her head.
"Kaede, I cannot. I still see his face wherever I look, and I can still feel his presence. It would not be fair to anyone, because I would be seeing him, in them." Kaede nodded, appreciative of her apprentice's wisdom.
The three amigos (AN: LOL) collapses giggling around Kagome and she smiled as they all gasped for breath.
"Having fun?" she asked softly and they all nodded. Rin's were lit up with joy and Kagome smiled, so happy to see the young girl enjoying herself. Miroku and Sango also sat down beside them, with some food in hand. Souta was on his feet, "Come on oneesan, come dance with me" Kagome blinked, her brother was asking her to dance?
"Come on! Its no fun to see you sitting here like a lump on a log, you love to dance, let's show them how good you are!" He pulled on her hand and she smiled, rising to her feet. Eyes turned towards her as she began dancing around the fire with the rest of the dancers, spinning lightly on her feet, which stepped in time to the beat of the drums. She heard the soft sound of windpipe and saw Shippou had joined the drummers, playing a cheerful tune on a set of pipes. She didn't even know he knew how to play. Souta grinned, and sped up his movements, and not to be outdone, Kagome followed. Her arms reached up to the sky, as she let the music fill her every movement. Around the fire, those not dancing had taken up to clapping with the beat, and all the dancers reacted, growing more lively.
Suddenly all the music stopped, and a hush grew over the crowd. Souta stopped in his tracks and Kagome nearly fell over him. All the villagers were facing the same direction, and Kagome stared through the fire at what they were staring at. At first she couldn't see anything, and she stepped to the side, away from the heat of the flames. The nearness of the light made everything that much more darker, and she blinked her eyes quickly. She heard Kaede, Sango, and Miroku take a sharp breath and she squinted her eyes, trying to see what they did. Out of the darkness walked a figure, silver hair flashing in light of the fire. She almost let off a sigh of relief, to tell everyone that she had invited the great demon lord to the festivities when something caught her eye.
Black rosary beads, surrounding a slender muscular neck, that lead up to a smooth face, and large eyes, golden eyes. Kagome took a step back, her hand reached her throat to stop the movement of her heart that was threatening to travel that way. The figure entered the full light of the fire, and Kagome's knees almost gave way. He was wearing an outfit, the outfit that she had made for him, of golden brown satin. The outfit that she had stitched with her own hands for the past 5 months, since she returned to her home, in preparation for this festival The same outfit that was in the package that Jaken had stolen. It fit him like a glove, molding to his muscular frame without being too tight. The material shimmered with each painfully slow step he took. The villagers stepped back, clearing a great path for him. Where she had sewn beads to the collar of her kimono, she had stiched words on his. Words that embodied everything she felt about him, everything that he was in her eyes. These words traveled along the haori of his outfit, winding delicately like the vines of flowers on her kimono. She made sure to match their outfits, rich forest green to his golden brown. And in silver thread she poured her heart into his clothing. She knew each stitch like the back of her hand. Demon, Soul, Strong, Unique, Reason, Beast, Heart, Friend, Spirit, Search, Brave, Rash, Human, Pure, Love. She felt her breath freeze in her lungs and she simply stared at him, as he walked closer. Tetseigia at his hip, like always.
(AN: Okay, with the exception of Brave, Rash, Human, Pure, and Love, all those other words are on my "I AM" keychain of Inuyasha *le sigh* I had to use them ^_^ )
He carried himself differently, confidently, and his eyes were deep, and held onto hers with a fierceness that scared her. She was the only thing he could see, everyone else simply vanished. She wanted to move, and couldn't, her whole body reacted to seeing him again, and so suddenly. Souta stared at Inuyasha, and his sister, and reached forward to touch her, but felt a shock run through his outstretched hand. He yelped in surprise, and that sound brought Kagome from her shock. She looked at her brother, and then noticed that her skin was glowing softly. She could feel the power inside beginning to grow, and she turned her head back to Inuyasha. It was growing, rapidly, and she knew that she had to get away from everyone, before she harmed someone. She watched as Inuyasha paused his approach, that hungry look still in his eyes. It swept over her, pulling at her very soul. She realized it was his own power then, trying to reach hers, to bring her down from the overflow that was threatening to swallow her whole.
She did the only thing that the reminants of her sane mind would let her do, she turned on her heel and ran, ran as fast as her legs would carry her. The villagers moved quickly out of her way as she dashed into the darkness, feeling the power flare around her. Her heart still refused to leave her throat, and she knew that she had to get as far away from everyone before the power exploded again, and harmed someone. Before it could harm him. She ran for the miko's lake, sure that the calming waters would help control this power before it consumed her.
"Oh Kami-sama" she sobbed as she ran, "He's back, he's truly come back, and I have to run, I have to protect him," she cried between gasps. Suddenly a figure descended from the treetops above her. She cried out, as strong arms grasped her around her waist, and pulled her close.
"Kagome," growled a voice in her ear and suddenly there was a firm, but gentle pressure where her neck met her shoulder. All the power that threatened to burst forth was quickly suppressed. Her body fell limp, her eyes closing and she felt her heart return to her chest, where it continued to beat furiously against her. Another strong heartbeat was pressed to her back, and she opened her eyes drowsily, seeing gold surrounding her, silver strands of hair blowing over her shoulder. Very very slowly, she the pressure on her neck loosen and hot breath on her shoulder.
"Kagome" came that beautiful voice in her ear, and she closed her eyes, feeling all resolve melt inside.
"Inuyasha," she whispered in return, and felt those arms tighten around her waist. "Where." she began, feeling sorrow rise up in her throat. Quickly the pressure resumed on her neck and she felt the sorrow flow away. She wasn't sure what he was doing, but it didn't hurt, and she felt so safe and secure, she didn't care. She rested her head back against his shoulder.
"Shhh, I owe you so much Kagome, please just listen to my story." He whispered, nuzzling her neck gently, leaving small kisses along the skin there. Slowly he lowered them down to the grown, sitting against a tree, with her sitting between his legs, leaning back against his chest.
"After, after that night, I ran. I just kept running, and I didn't care where or how far. I ran till I passed out from exhaustion, and as soon as I awoke, I ran like a madman again. Anything that got in my way, trees, rocks, youkai, I sliced through them without a single thought besides running in my poor head. I had lost all sense of myself, and sense of caring. It was almost like when my youkai gets out, only I could remember who I was, and how much I hurt inside."
"I kept running until I ran into a youkai that wouldn't get out of my way. Of course, it would be my brother. I had run all the way to the Western Lands, in the course of a few days. He might have killed me, in fact he tried. He had me in his grip, ready to squeeze the life from me, and I let him. I didn't care anymore. That was when he stopped. I think he saw that in my eyes. Then I blacked out."
"When I came to, I was in his home, Rin at my side, watching me. When I looked at her, she skipped out of the room and Sesshomaru entered. He took a seat beside me, no armor, no weapons, nothing to pose a threat to me. He simply stared at me and asked one question. 'Why?' I stared at him as if he were asking me the meaning of life. That one simple word, and I couldn't come up with anything in response."
"You are the son of a great taiyoukai, and yet you rush mindlessly into a battle, willing yourself to be killed at the hand of another. You shame the name and memory of our father, and you shame your name." he said to me, "You are not this rash, Inuyasha. I do not give you much value as a half- breed, but you have never acted this stupidly in the past. Why?"
"I stared at him, it was perhaps the most civilized conversation we had ever had in my whole existence. Slowly, and I'm still not sure why, I told him everything that happened. From when you returned for the summer, and Kouga, and then Kikyo," his voice paused a moment. "I didn't know what I did to you when I ran, I didn't know till Myouga-jijji found me with Sesshomaru a week later and told me what happened. He also told me you lay as if you were dead, and he waited till you had awoken to come and relay this news to me. " His arms tightened affectionately around her.
"Sesshomaru had our differences in the past, and the month I spent with him, we learned about each other, learned a lot of things we didn't know. We came to an understanding, and while we're not the best of friends, I respect him, and he respects me. He has put aside his feelings about my heritage, and I've learned he's not such a cold hearted bastard as he tries to be. He taught me to control my youkai better, and use the power of our father's blood inside me. He helped me come to terms with what happened that night."
"Kagome, I do not regret what I did. I released the soul of one I once loved, and saved the life of the woman I love now, the woman I wish to be my mate, if she will have me. Sesshomaru had to beat that into my head, literally in fact, that my former feelings for Kikyou were out of loyalty to her memory, something that is very strong in dog youkai. It's the reason he hated me so much, because he felt my presence was a disgrace to the memory of his mother. Having Rin around, has softened him to the idea of humans I think." He smiled gently and she basked in the glow of his warmth.
"We returned this way, a day before the new moon. I didn't want to be traveling when I was vulnerable, and have Sesshomaru have to defend me. My pride wouldn't take it, no matter how much we got along. Jaken came ahead with me, and I was the one who ordered him to steal the package that Myouga saw with my name on it. He knew that it was probably something you had made for me, after seeing the other fine outfits gifted to the others. I was in the hills, watching you battle that youkai, and it took all my constraint to not come down and help you. I knew you would shine, which you did, defending the village with your heart. I also saw what happened with Kouga," he laughed softly and she smiled. "I feel just a little bad for him, but only a little. His rosary is a curse, mine is the best thing that ever happened to me." He leaned his head against her neck again, murmering against her skin. "It was your mark on me, showing everyone that I belonged to you."
Kagome shivered in his arms, goosebumps rising along her skin. She whispered breathlessly, "Inuyasha, can I speak now?"
"Hai, " he whispered in return. She slowly shifted around, without breaking the circle of his embrace, so that she was kneeling, facing him. He stared at her with those deep eyes, so full of power and self confidence that for a moment he almost looked like a different person. She felt her whole body shiver, as she reached forward, wrapping her arms around his neck and kissing him with her whole spirit. The power inside of her flared up, and mixed with his power, mixing together, and infusing them both. He returned her kiss with equal passion, a soft growl rumbling in his chest as he pulled her tightly against him.
He only let her go when he sensed that she might need to breath, but her face moved only a slight distance from his. Her breath came rapidly, and her eyes shined. "Yes I will," she whispered after a moment, and he looked at her confused. She smiled and he slowly remembered his words. His eyes lost their confidence and he whispered, "Are you sure?" She nodded, "I have never been so sure of anything in my life. I love you Inuyasha, only you. I tie my life to yours for as long as I am allowed to live, and I will remain here in this time with you." He pulled her close in a tight embrace.
Back at the village, Kaede had urged everyone to continue with the music, and slowly they resumed their dancing, but eyes still glanced every so often in the direction that miko and hanyou had run. Souta sat looking nervous, and Kaede wrapped an arm around the young boy's shoulders.
"Fear not, young one, your sister is just fine," she said softly, and he looked up at her. "Are you sure Kaede-sama, she looked so sad." Kaede glanced towards the forest, watching as a glow of gold and violet rose from the treeline and blended together in perfect unison.
"Hai, young Souta, I am sure. Your sister is exactly where she belongs." Shippou approached and sniffed the wind, and a grin broke across his face. He glanced at Kaede who nodded and he did a flip. Rin glanced at him curiously and he grabbed her hands, pulling her to dance again, joy written across his face. Kaede even smiled, glancing back at the woods, that were lit up with pure light. Souta followed her gaze, and wondered what she was looking at.
(AN: Okay, I'm going to leave everything to the imagination, though I am working on a lemon chapter for them, which I won't post on FF, cause I heard that they don't like that, and I will disclose the location of that chapter, when its finished. I hope everyone is happy!! And no, this isn't the end, there still is a few more things that need to be said.)
Review Comments:
wing ZER0 angel : *sobs* You love me, you really love me!! *grin* And now I'm a Goddess??!! YES! *sits on her divine throne and tosses out Cliffhangers*
Umi : LOL.that reminds me of a quote I saw, "I am Nobody, Nobody is perfect, therefore, I am perfect." Thank you again, and don't worry, as you can see, you didn't have to wait long!!
Previously.
Slowly, a figure walked out of the woods, tall, graceful, and she saw silver flash in the sunlight that splashed through the canopy above. Her eyes grew wide.
"I.Inuyasha?!"
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The figure stepped out of the shadows of the forest and Kagome sighed. "Sesshomaru," she said, and felt her body tense up. "Wait a minute," she reached for her bow and remembered she had left it at the hut.
'Great, just great,' she thought as he came closer. From behind him peeked a farmilar face, who rushed forward to grab Kagome's legs.
"Kagome-oneesan" Rin cried and Kagome did everything she could to keep her balance. "Hello Rin," she greeted the girl affectionately. Kagome wasn't too sure how old she was, but she couldn't be more than 9 (A/N: I'm giving her the benefit of being at least 5 when Sesshomaru met her, and it's been 3 years since, so 8-9 years old.). Rin smiled.
"Rin has been speaking constantly of you, and since we were passing by these parts, I thought perhaps she could come visit." Sesshomaru said softly, and Kagome was taken aback by how kind he sounded speaking of the young girl.
'Beauty has tamed the Beast' she thought to herself. Rin nodded her head, "Yes, Rin missed Kagome-oneesan."
'Well, she hasn't stopped speaking in the third person,' Kagome thought again. "Well, you're more than welcome to visit whenever you wish Rin. Actually you are just in time, the village is holding a festival tonight, and if it is alright with Sesshomaru you can join us." Rin turned to the Great Lord of the Western Lands with the biggest puppydog eyes (AN: *grin*). He tried not to show it, but inside he melted.
"I am in no hurry to continue on my journey, so yes Rin, you may attend this festival." Rin rushed forward, and hugged his leg, then ran away, "Rin will get her best Kimono" she shouted as she disappeared into the underbrush. Kagome stood there, her body tensing up again, being left alone with Sesshomaru.
"Calm down woman, I do not intend to harm you," he said smoothly, and it made her stand on edge even more. "How can I trust your word on that?" she said calmly, while her heart beat faster.
"Because I am intrusting you with my foster daughter for the evening," he replied and she realized he did have a point. He sniffed the air, and glanced around, "I am surprised my disgrace of a brother isn't nipping at your heels, or trying to attack me, and I don't smell him around." He noted and Kagome kept her face as neutral as possible.
"Inuyasha has been gone for over a month now, and where he is, I don't know. If you came to try and get Tetseigia from him, I'm afraid you've been wasting your tmie." Sesshomaru narrowed his eyes at her, and was about to speak when Rin came bounding back carrying a bundle in her arms.
"Rin is ready," she announced and Kagome smiled. She took the bundle from the girl and took her hand in hers. Then something came to mind.
"Sesshomaru, where is Jaken?" she asked, trying to keep any tone from her voice. He lifted an eyebrow, "Jaken? He is back at my home in the Western Lands. Why, have you grown attached to him?" he let his voice drip with sarcasm.
Kagome's eyes narrowed, "No, but a village girl saw him steal something very valuable of mine the other day, and I wanted to see if you knew anything about it."
His eyes showed nothing, "Jaken is not the only toad youkai in these parts, and certainly not the only one in all the land. You cannot assume that it was him."
"Oh, then I'm sure there's another two headed staff being carried around by another toad youkai," she said annoyed. His eyes flickered towards hers for a moment, "As I said, Jaken is in the Western Lands, and he is too much of a coward to disobey my order to not stay there and accomplish the task I set to him."
Kagome sighed, obviously she wouldn't get any information from him. Rin bounced in place excitedly, and Kagome turned to leave. Before doing so, she looked over her shoulder, "Sesshomaru, you are welcome to join in the festivities tonight, if you will give your word to not harm anyone." His face registered a seconds worth of surprise, before icing over, "I have no interest in attending human festivities. I will wait here for you in the morning to collect Rin and be on our way."
Kagome nodded and began to lead Rin away, who waved enthusiastically to Sesshomaru as she walked with the miko.
"Do you think she believes you?" came a voice from the shadows. Sesshomaru watched the two girls disappear over the crest of the hill before responding. "No, I don't think she does. But she is more intelligent than most humans, so it doesn't surprise me. "
"Let us hope that Rin does not let the 'dog out of the bag' as it were," came the voice again, laced with humor. Sesshomaru's lip twitched with what could almost be described as a smile as he turned and walked into the shadows of the forest.
(AN: Okay, I could be a brat and end it here, but I won't :P It would be a good stopping place, but I've been putting off this scene for a few days now, it's time for the near grand finale!!))
Day dwindled to dusk, and Kagome, Sango, Kaede, and Rin were all preparing for the festival. They had just returned from the river for a quick washing, having gotten sufficiently covered with dust as the last preparations were placed in order. The entire village seemed empty as everyone pulled out their best. Miroku had taken the two boys to a nearby home, and was helping them prepare. Kagome had just finished the last touches on her kimono, and was waiting till the last minute to put it on. Sango looked wonderful in hers, and Rin did as well, having produced a pink satin kimono from her bag. She told the women that she never got to wear it often, because she was always traveling and Sesshomaru told her it was only for very special occasions.
Kagome helped pull the young girls hair back in a tight French braid and placed some fresh small flowers in her hair, delighting the young Rin. Then, she pulled out the last package from her pack, and opened it. Sango and Rin both sighed softly as she held it up. It was green silk, with small yellow flowers embroidered all over it. The collar had small beads sewn into it, and every once in a while, a larger bead was visible, of an opal variety. Kaede looked over it appreciatively.
"Wonderful craftsmanship, young Kagome" she said approvingly, and left the hut. Sango fingered the beads, and Kagome smiled, "I was so worried they wouldn't come out right, but I think I did okay." Rin stared at it, "Kagome-oneesan made this?!"
"Hai Rin, I did," she said and Rin grinned, "Kagome-oneesan has to make Rin one!" Kagome and Sango laughed, and the older woman helped her friend get dressed. Kagome pulled the hair along her temples back and braided them swiftly, tying them back with a piece of ribbon. Then, with a grin on her face, she pulled a small vial from her bag. It shimmered in the firelight.
"Kagome?" Sango began to ask, and she smiled. "Shh, just trust me." She dipped her finger in the vial and instructed Sango to close her eyes. She quickly brushed her finger along Sango's eyes, and then knelt and did the same to Rin, who couldn't stop grinning with her eyes closed. Kagome then pulled out a small hand mirror and held it out to Rin. The little girl stared at her reflection and squealed. "I'm all sparkly, like magic." Sango also was surprised at the small sparkles that teased her eyes.
"It's called body glitter," Kagome explained, "It comes off, but I think you both look lovely." Sango smiled, "You too of course," as Kagome quickly applied some along her eyes as well.
"Come on, the boys are waiting," she said and took Rin's hand in hers, walking out of the hut. She could hear the voices of the villagers in the village center and was glad she kept the body glitter with her. She didn't want to seem selfish or conceited and was more than willing to share this with the other women. Souta and Shippou were standing beside Miroku, watching as the large bonfire was lit, and Rin ran over to Shippou, pouncing in his back before he could react. Shippou groaned and mumbled, "Hi Rin" as she giggled and then stared at Souta.
"Who are you?" she asked shyly and he smiled, "I'm Souta, Kagome's brother." Rin's face lit up, and she hopped off the kitsune's back and took Souta's hand in hers, "So you're my oniichan?!" Souta looked confused as Kagome just smiled.
"If he wants to be," she said as they approached. Miroku's jaw dropped as he saw Sango and quickly swept her up in an affectionate embrace, to which she blushed deeply. Kagome watched her friends from the corner of her eye, envious, and turned back to watch Shippou dust off his outfit.
"Kagome, thank you so much, this fits perfectly," he said and Kagome smiled, "I'm glad I could get it done in time." Rin grabbed a hold of Kagome's hand and began dragging her towards the center of the crowd. "Come on! Let's give everyone some sparkly stuff." Kagome laughed and followed the little girl around as she offered this magic to everyone. The older women laughed at the young girl's enthusiasm, and the women of Kagome's age group nodded, as Rin showed them how her face sparkled. Kagome ended up finishing the whole vial as all the women wanted to look extra special, and judging by the looks on the men, they weren't all the displeased. Souta and Shippou noticed how tired Kagome was beginning to look and swiftly swept Rin away, giving the miko time to sit and have something to eat.
Kaede sat beside her, and together they watched as some drums were produced, and some people began to dance. The children of course were taking part in this, dancing to their own drum it seemed, and the elder members of the village just watched, their eyes reminiscing of a time when they were young enough to enjoy life so blindly. Rin spun round and round, and had to be rescued by one boy or the other before she lost her balance and got too near the fire.
Several men shyly approached Kagome to dance, but she politely turned them down, more than content to sit on the sidelines and watch everyone else enjoy themselves. She watched as the would be partners asked others to dance, and she could sense the relief from those girls as she turned them away. They didn't hate Kagome, she knew that, but she was mysterious, and different, and they felt that she was far above them, and they could not compete with her allure in the eyes of the village men.
Kaede leaned towards her pupil, "You are young Kagome, you should be enjoying yourself," she said softly and Kagome replied, "But I am enjoying myself Kaede-baachan. My brother is having the time of his life, Rin is happy, Shippou is enjoying having the company of my brother. Every one in the village is safe, and happy. I am completely content."
"You are still a woman," she reminded her, and Kagome blushed faintly. The night had fallen already and the cool air of the evening brushed her cheeks. "I am a miko first of all, and don't wish to taint that."
Kaede laughed softly, "Silly child, how many times do I have to tell you. You are a miko, but still human. Besides, how can a miko protect life if she doesn't partake in it." Kagome turned to look at the older woman, "Being a miko doesn't mean giving up the pleasures of life. And if you choose someone, it doesn't make you less of a miko. So long as all that you do is in the purest intentions, and not marred by wrongful thoughts, you are still a miko." Kagome stared at Kaede, letting her words sink in. Goosebumps rose on her skin, but she shook her head.
"Kaede, I cannot. I still see his face wherever I look, and I can still feel his presence. It would not be fair to anyone, because I would be seeing him, in them." Kaede nodded, appreciative of her apprentice's wisdom.
The three amigos (AN: LOL) collapses giggling around Kagome and she smiled as they all gasped for breath.
"Having fun?" she asked softly and they all nodded. Rin's were lit up with joy and Kagome smiled, so happy to see the young girl enjoying herself. Miroku and Sango also sat down beside them, with some food in hand. Souta was on his feet, "Come on oneesan, come dance with me" Kagome blinked, her brother was asking her to dance?
"Come on! Its no fun to see you sitting here like a lump on a log, you love to dance, let's show them how good you are!" He pulled on her hand and she smiled, rising to her feet. Eyes turned towards her as she began dancing around the fire with the rest of the dancers, spinning lightly on her feet, which stepped in time to the beat of the drums. She heard the soft sound of windpipe and saw Shippou had joined the drummers, playing a cheerful tune on a set of pipes. She didn't even know he knew how to play. Souta grinned, and sped up his movements, and not to be outdone, Kagome followed. Her arms reached up to the sky, as she let the music fill her every movement. Around the fire, those not dancing had taken up to clapping with the beat, and all the dancers reacted, growing more lively.
Suddenly all the music stopped, and a hush grew over the crowd. Souta stopped in his tracks and Kagome nearly fell over him. All the villagers were facing the same direction, and Kagome stared through the fire at what they were staring at. At first she couldn't see anything, and she stepped to the side, away from the heat of the flames. The nearness of the light made everything that much more darker, and she blinked her eyes quickly. She heard Kaede, Sango, and Miroku take a sharp breath and she squinted her eyes, trying to see what they did. Out of the darkness walked a figure, silver hair flashing in light of the fire. She almost let off a sigh of relief, to tell everyone that she had invited the great demon lord to the festivities when something caught her eye.
Black rosary beads, surrounding a slender muscular neck, that lead up to a smooth face, and large eyes, golden eyes. Kagome took a step back, her hand reached her throat to stop the movement of her heart that was threatening to travel that way. The figure entered the full light of the fire, and Kagome's knees almost gave way. He was wearing an outfit, the outfit that she had made for him, of golden brown satin. The outfit that she had stitched with her own hands for the past 5 months, since she returned to her home, in preparation for this festival The same outfit that was in the package that Jaken had stolen. It fit him like a glove, molding to his muscular frame without being too tight. The material shimmered with each painfully slow step he took. The villagers stepped back, clearing a great path for him. Where she had sewn beads to the collar of her kimono, she had stiched words on his. Words that embodied everything she felt about him, everything that he was in her eyes. These words traveled along the haori of his outfit, winding delicately like the vines of flowers on her kimono. She made sure to match their outfits, rich forest green to his golden brown. And in silver thread she poured her heart into his clothing. She knew each stitch like the back of her hand. Demon, Soul, Strong, Unique, Reason, Beast, Heart, Friend, Spirit, Search, Brave, Rash, Human, Pure, Love. She felt her breath freeze in her lungs and she simply stared at him, as he walked closer. Tetseigia at his hip, like always.
(AN: Okay, with the exception of Brave, Rash, Human, Pure, and Love, all those other words are on my "I AM" keychain of Inuyasha *le sigh* I had to use them ^_^ )
He carried himself differently, confidently, and his eyes were deep, and held onto hers with a fierceness that scared her. She was the only thing he could see, everyone else simply vanished. She wanted to move, and couldn't, her whole body reacted to seeing him again, and so suddenly. Souta stared at Inuyasha, and his sister, and reached forward to touch her, but felt a shock run through his outstretched hand. He yelped in surprise, and that sound brought Kagome from her shock. She looked at her brother, and then noticed that her skin was glowing softly. She could feel the power inside beginning to grow, and she turned her head back to Inuyasha. It was growing, rapidly, and she knew that she had to get away from everyone, before she harmed someone. She watched as Inuyasha paused his approach, that hungry look still in his eyes. It swept over her, pulling at her very soul. She realized it was his own power then, trying to reach hers, to bring her down from the overflow that was threatening to swallow her whole.
She did the only thing that the reminants of her sane mind would let her do, she turned on her heel and ran, ran as fast as her legs would carry her. The villagers moved quickly out of her way as she dashed into the darkness, feeling the power flare around her. Her heart still refused to leave her throat, and she knew that she had to get as far away from everyone before the power exploded again, and harmed someone. Before it could harm him. She ran for the miko's lake, sure that the calming waters would help control this power before it consumed her.
"Oh Kami-sama" she sobbed as she ran, "He's back, he's truly come back, and I have to run, I have to protect him," she cried between gasps. Suddenly a figure descended from the treetops above her. She cried out, as strong arms grasped her around her waist, and pulled her close.
"Kagome," growled a voice in her ear and suddenly there was a firm, but gentle pressure where her neck met her shoulder. All the power that threatened to burst forth was quickly suppressed. Her body fell limp, her eyes closing and she felt her heart return to her chest, where it continued to beat furiously against her. Another strong heartbeat was pressed to her back, and she opened her eyes drowsily, seeing gold surrounding her, silver strands of hair blowing over her shoulder. Very very slowly, she the pressure on her neck loosen and hot breath on her shoulder.
"Kagome" came that beautiful voice in her ear, and she closed her eyes, feeling all resolve melt inside.
"Inuyasha," she whispered in return, and felt those arms tighten around her waist. "Where." she began, feeling sorrow rise up in her throat. Quickly the pressure resumed on her neck and she felt the sorrow flow away. She wasn't sure what he was doing, but it didn't hurt, and she felt so safe and secure, she didn't care. She rested her head back against his shoulder.
"Shhh, I owe you so much Kagome, please just listen to my story." He whispered, nuzzling her neck gently, leaving small kisses along the skin there. Slowly he lowered them down to the grown, sitting against a tree, with her sitting between his legs, leaning back against his chest.
"After, after that night, I ran. I just kept running, and I didn't care where or how far. I ran till I passed out from exhaustion, and as soon as I awoke, I ran like a madman again. Anything that got in my way, trees, rocks, youkai, I sliced through them without a single thought besides running in my poor head. I had lost all sense of myself, and sense of caring. It was almost like when my youkai gets out, only I could remember who I was, and how much I hurt inside."
"I kept running until I ran into a youkai that wouldn't get out of my way. Of course, it would be my brother. I had run all the way to the Western Lands, in the course of a few days. He might have killed me, in fact he tried. He had me in his grip, ready to squeeze the life from me, and I let him. I didn't care anymore. That was when he stopped. I think he saw that in my eyes. Then I blacked out."
"When I came to, I was in his home, Rin at my side, watching me. When I looked at her, she skipped out of the room and Sesshomaru entered. He took a seat beside me, no armor, no weapons, nothing to pose a threat to me. He simply stared at me and asked one question. 'Why?' I stared at him as if he were asking me the meaning of life. That one simple word, and I couldn't come up with anything in response."
"You are the son of a great taiyoukai, and yet you rush mindlessly into a battle, willing yourself to be killed at the hand of another. You shame the name and memory of our father, and you shame your name." he said to me, "You are not this rash, Inuyasha. I do not give you much value as a half- breed, but you have never acted this stupidly in the past. Why?"
"I stared at him, it was perhaps the most civilized conversation we had ever had in my whole existence. Slowly, and I'm still not sure why, I told him everything that happened. From when you returned for the summer, and Kouga, and then Kikyo," his voice paused a moment. "I didn't know what I did to you when I ran, I didn't know till Myouga-jijji found me with Sesshomaru a week later and told me what happened. He also told me you lay as if you were dead, and he waited till you had awoken to come and relay this news to me. " His arms tightened affectionately around her.
"Sesshomaru had our differences in the past, and the month I spent with him, we learned about each other, learned a lot of things we didn't know. We came to an understanding, and while we're not the best of friends, I respect him, and he respects me. He has put aside his feelings about my heritage, and I've learned he's not such a cold hearted bastard as he tries to be. He taught me to control my youkai better, and use the power of our father's blood inside me. He helped me come to terms with what happened that night."
"Kagome, I do not regret what I did. I released the soul of one I once loved, and saved the life of the woman I love now, the woman I wish to be my mate, if she will have me. Sesshomaru had to beat that into my head, literally in fact, that my former feelings for Kikyou were out of loyalty to her memory, something that is very strong in dog youkai. It's the reason he hated me so much, because he felt my presence was a disgrace to the memory of his mother. Having Rin around, has softened him to the idea of humans I think." He smiled gently and she basked in the glow of his warmth.
"We returned this way, a day before the new moon. I didn't want to be traveling when I was vulnerable, and have Sesshomaru have to defend me. My pride wouldn't take it, no matter how much we got along. Jaken came ahead with me, and I was the one who ordered him to steal the package that Myouga saw with my name on it. He knew that it was probably something you had made for me, after seeing the other fine outfits gifted to the others. I was in the hills, watching you battle that youkai, and it took all my constraint to not come down and help you. I knew you would shine, which you did, defending the village with your heart. I also saw what happened with Kouga," he laughed softly and she smiled. "I feel just a little bad for him, but only a little. His rosary is a curse, mine is the best thing that ever happened to me." He leaned his head against her neck again, murmering against her skin. "It was your mark on me, showing everyone that I belonged to you."
Kagome shivered in his arms, goosebumps rising along her skin. She whispered breathlessly, "Inuyasha, can I speak now?"
"Hai, " he whispered in return. She slowly shifted around, without breaking the circle of his embrace, so that she was kneeling, facing him. He stared at her with those deep eyes, so full of power and self confidence that for a moment he almost looked like a different person. She felt her whole body shiver, as she reached forward, wrapping her arms around his neck and kissing him with her whole spirit. The power inside of her flared up, and mixed with his power, mixing together, and infusing them both. He returned her kiss with equal passion, a soft growl rumbling in his chest as he pulled her tightly against him.
He only let her go when he sensed that she might need to breath, but her face moved only a slight distance from his. Her breath came rapidly, and her eyes shined. "Yes I will," she whispered after a moment, and he looked at her confused. She smiled and he slowly remembered his words. His eyes lost their confidence and he whispered, "Are you sure?" She nodded, "I have never been so sure of anything in my life. I love you Inuyasha, only you. I tie my life to yours for as long as I am allowed to live, and I will remain here in this time with you." He pulled her close in a tight embrace.
Back at the village, Kaede had urged everyone to continue with the music, and slowly they resumed their dancing, but eyes still glanced every so often in the direction that miko and hanyou had run. Souta sat looking nervous, and Kaede wrapped an arm around the young boy's shoulders.
"Fear not, young one, your sister is just fine," she said softly, and he looked up at her. "Are you sure Kaede-sama, she looked so sad." Kaede glanced towards the forest, watching as a glow of gold and violet rose from the treeline and blended together in perfect unison.
"Hai, young Souta, I am sure. Your sister is exactly where she belongs." Shippou approached and sniffed the wind, and a grin broke across his face. He glanced at Kaede who nodded and he did a flip. Rin glanced at him curiously and he grabbed her hands, pulling her to dance again, joy written across his face. Kaede even smiled, glancing back at the woods, that were lit up with pure light. Souta followed her gaze, and wondered what she was looking at.
(AN: Okay, I'm going to leave everything to the imagination, though I am working on a lemon chapter for them, which I won't post on FF, cause I heard that they don't like that, and I will disclose the location of that chapter, when its finished. I hope everyone is happy!! And no, this isn't the end, there still is a few more things that need to be said.)
