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I see her coming in from the rain, her white fur wet. She's shaking from the cold wet, the crest held tightly in her paw to keep it safe. I remember the first thing she said to me when we arrived here.

"I won't fail you…" She said, her blue eyes full of determination to please and protect her master, me. I coldly replied, that she had better not, and then despaired into the darkness.

I had missed her greatly over the last few months. When I first started to feel this way, I sent her away to gather me an army, hoping the feelings would go away. Of course they had only gotten worse with her absence. When she returned I was going to tell her everything, I had it all planed.

But when she had returned she brought HIM with her. The scrawny little digimon was nothing on me. Nothing in looks, or power, or charm…he nothing compared to me. But something about him…the way she looked at him, it made me mad…and I couldn't do anything about it. I could only watch, its not that I couldn't have done something. I could have crushed that little digimon with my bare hands….but I couldn't. I don't know why I just couldn't…there were too many mixed feelings inside me. She cared for him, not me…even a fool like DemiDevimon could see it. I hated it.

I remember even farther back to the first day I saw her. I was out enjoying the night and looking for a snack. As I glided over the trees I noticed a little digimon below me. As I flew down in front of her I could feel the fear in her heart. It was so sweet, so delicious.

"Hummmm…a little Salamon how tasty…" I whispered. She just hide in fear of me, she was so small, I must have been like a giant to her. She tried to run, but I quickly snatched her up in my cape.

"Well well well, you're a sneaky little one…and your trespassing in my territory…do you know what that means." I said. She looked at me in fear, the feeling was overwhelming.

"It means you belong to me…" I took her back to my castle. I later took a special interest in her, I only now understand why I liked her more then the others. I wish I had understood those feelings then, but I didn't. In my anger and pride I punished her reliantly, and nearly killed her many times.

She ran away so many times I could never sleep or eat when she was gone. I would sit on my thrown in misery trying to hide the feelings inside me. The worry she was gone. When she was finally returned to me, I would beat her….especially when she gave me that look. The look that she would betray me, the look that she hated me….and worse would never love me. It was no wonder she hated me. And I hated myself, but pretended I hated her and then I hurt her.

She had become so obedient, in time it even seemed like she enjoyed being by my side, but the fear was always there. That didn't bother me…I liked the fear it made me feel even more powerful. But I then started to realize my feelings, and that fact that I liked having her near me….so I sent her away. Now I'm paying for it.

"Lord Myotismon…" Her voice snapped me back from my daydream. "I have found nothing yet, master. But don't worry I won't give up, I promise I'll find that child for you." She said smiling. I nodded. She bowed and walked away, I followed her silently and undetected. I don't understand what I really feel; all I know is that she is MINE! And she will never leave me, I won't let her. I smiled inside as I watch her sleep. I knelt down and stoked her fur.

"You well always be mine….I wont let him take you…." I whispered.

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