A/N: well this is one of some of the poems that I have written about buffy.
This one is about xander and anya though. Im taking a change. This one is
after xander left anya at the alter but before the end of the 6th season.
Basically xanders telling anya why he left her at the alter in my own way.
I know it kind of sounds confusing but just read and review. Oh and read my
other poems ( love always faith
Forever gone
By the time you get this
I'll be gone
I didn't mean to leave you
But it couldn't work out
I know you think that it's my entire fault
And it is
But
If I ended up
Being like my father
Hitting you
Hurting you
I wouldn't be able to live
I know I hurt you
And you should be angry
I'm a better person
With you in my life
I made a hole
In both of our hearts
And I'm the idiot
Who dug it out
I love you
I always will
We should be together
Forever and ever
But we won't be
And that's all because of me
I hope that you are happy
Wherever you are
And just remember
I love you Anya
Till the day that I die
Forever gone
By the time you get this
I'll be gone
I didn't mean to leave you
But it couldn't work out
I know you think that it's my entire fault
And it is
But
If I ended up
Being like my father
Hitting you
Hurting you
I wouldn't be able to live
I know I hurt you
And you should be angry
I'm a better person
With you in my life
I made a hole
In both of our hearts
And I'm the idiot
Who dug it out
I love you
I always will
We should be together
Forever and ever
But we won't be
And that's all because of me
I hope that you are happy
Wherever you are
And just remember
I love you Anya
Till the day that I die
