*eyes pop out of head* I got more reviews then I ever expected. I feel special now.

I think I am having a writer's block already. *listens to the Cowboy Bebop Movie opening* But I finally got this chapter finished.

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Yeah, yeah we know the tune: I do not own Inuyasha. Rumiko Takahashi does. Damn her for not letting me have the series! :P

Chapter Three:

I Always Will

Morning seemed to take forever to come and the sun never seemed so slow to hit the peeks of the far off mountains. The morning dew started to drip of blades of grass and stuck to the opening of the cave Kagome was residing inside of. Curious insects would travel inside the cave for shelter or food and some animals would try to sneak up to inspect Kagome, not to mention other demons as well. To any avail, they didn't make it far as Inuyasha attacked them, killing or maybe eating them if he wished. He saw it as protecting his prey so he could have it for himself. At this time he was asleep, growling and snarling as he dreamed but keeping an ear out for intruders.

Kagome was already awake, staring up at the ceiling of the cave. Morning had come and gave the best light inside of the cave for her to see exactly what everything looked like. Everything seemed so gray, the wall, the floor, everything. Then again she did have a headache after being dropped onto the hard floor last night by Inuyasha. She stayed laying there, not moving an inch. For some reason she was afraid Inuyasha would attack her if she did move and another part of her though he wouldn't or was it because she didn't want to leave?

"Why didn't he turn back? I told him to sit but... he didn't turn back..." she clasped her hands onto her face knowing the tears were coming, "Have you finally been consumed by your demon blood Inuyasha? Is your heart fully demon-like?" she shut her eyes and didn't open them. She knew she would start to cry if she did and she didn't want to cry. Not here and not now. But it was so hard, Inuyasha doesn't remember anything or anybody, not even her. The person she loved was gone, trapped inside a body of destruction and killing. He will never be the same, maybe to her but not to himself. She could never tell him what she had wanted to tell him..

Inuyasha was gone. Gone from his own mind, from his soul and from Kagome. She'll never have the real Inuyasha back, she'll never hear the Inuyasha she knew ever again with his soothing voice, never feel his gentle touch. Her Inuyasha will never be again.

"...Inuyasha...."

From outside where Inuyasha was sleeping, sprawled onto the tree limb had awoken from his name with a twitch of his ear. It was strange, they say he loses himself as full demon and forgets himself completely. Yet, how did he know that was his name? That woman. She had shouted hat to him, calling him that when he was about to attack the villagers. He remembered that. He sniffed the air, trying to sense any intruders but failed to catch a scent of anything dangerous. With that, he jumped down from the tree and landed on all fours on the dirt below. His claws scratched the ground as he dangled to his feet and walked into the cave. Making sure the woman was okay, he scanned the cave floor and spotted her. He spitted at the sight and wondered why he even came to the trouble of taking her when she was just laying there. She wouldn't even be a good chase or meal for that matter.

Kagome heard him, his footsteps along the rocky ground and still kept her eyes closed, afraid what he might do. She didn't want to die by the person she loved, no matter the form or condition he may be in. She started to pray that he would just walk away as if she wasn't there. But he didn't go. She heard him come closer to her instead, making his way to her lying body.

"Woman." Inuyasha said in a deep growl as he examined her body, staying still with the exception of a few shakes and shivers. He took the base of his foot and nudged her, almost as if he was seeing if she was alive. But she didn't move and stayed put with a let gulp from her mouth. Inuyasha grinned at the sight, he dwelled in the fact that he made her frightened and shiver. For a brief moment he couldn't think of anything but her dead body and him shaking it as he was now. He started to knelt down beside her body, scanning it. Her body was perfect to kill, with her great body sculpture and fine face. He looked at her slim, long legs and her soft arms and just wanted to scratch them to see her blood. His attention then caught her outfit. So weird. Her shirt was one thing that made him ponder but her skirt was the thing that amazed him the most with the green color and flabby ruffles. He needed to... he had to...

Touch it.

Kagome's eyes shot open once she felt something tugging on her short skirt and she felt her face go warm. How dare he?! She thought maybe in demon form he wouldn't think perverted! She quickly stuttered out the first words that came to mind, "Sit!!" she screamed, rolling over to her other side.

Taken completely off-guard, Inuyasha had let go of the skirt at her sudden outburst and fall straight to the ground with a large roar. He face smashed into the ground with a few little rocks underneath his face to leave little imprints to remind him to think twice before he touched her. He felt enraged at the thought of the woman doing that, subduing him in such a manner.

"Woman!" he jumped up, his eyes glowing a deep red and his teeth piercing. He grabbed a hold of her collar and brought her face to his, growling in anger. Kagome started to shake more then ever at his face, the deep pools of hate in his eyes that no one could dare to swim in. She was ready, she was ready for him to scratch her right across the face any minute.

She hit the ground once more. "Huh?" she looked up to see Inuyasha glaring down at her, a smug look on his face like he only warned her with his actions to be a 'good little girl'. "...Inuyasha...?"

He looked down at his prey, wanting to kill her more then anything. His claws were itching with the wait for the pounce and his head began to ache as he felt the passion to tear her up grow inside of himself. He had to kill her sooner or later. He had to. "Kill.." he let the word escape from his fangs.

"What?" Kagome shacked. She started to nudge backward away from him, although he seemed to have no intention hurting her yet he still wanted to. Why didn't he then? Did he not want to or was he holding it all back?

He felt his head swirling and his muscles tightening with the need to kill her and nothing more. What would her blood smell like? Taste like? He needed to know. He growled in frustration at the need and his body wouldn't even let him. He didn't want to kill her. Once he tried to hurt her a small thing way in the back of his head nagged on him to stop, as if he would regret it. He heard the girl start to scoot closer toward him, probably warily of his strange actions, afterall, he was growling and shaking. He looked at the women with a growl in his throat and knowing he couldn't harm her just yet, he ran out the cave and into the forest.

"She's gone?!" Shippou shouted as hard as he could at the tall figures that walked right past him, "By who?!"

Miroku sat down on the wooden ledge of Kaeda's house to console Shippou on the news, "Inuyasha. The thing is... he is full demon."

"No way.." Shippou straddled himself to keep standing but his small paws couldn't bare his own weight any longer as he fell to the floor crying, "Inuyasha had probably killed her by now!!"

Sango sat down beside Miroku with Kirara in her arms, she looked at the two with worry, "Houshi-sama, what are we going to do? We have to find Kagome-chan."

"Now, now." Miroku folded his arms over his chest, closing his eyes in deep thought. "Even though Inuyasha took Kagome-sama in his demon state, I think he had no real intention of hurting her, as weird as that sounds. It may just be wishful thinking but if he really wanted to kill Kagome-sama he would of done it once he saw her."

Sango recapped the scenic of when he took Kagome without hurting her, "You're right. But he just took her instead of hurting her at all, not even putting a scratch on her."

"What do you think he is going to do then?!" Shippou looked up at the two with tear-filled eyes, hoping for the best.

Miroku sighed, grabbing his Buddhist staff and stood up, "I don't know about that one. It would be best if we go and look for her."

Morning came slow but night seemed to travel so much more faster. Nightfall came so quickly and the stars shined so brightly that night it made it seem that the whole capturing that Inuyasha did to Kagome was nothing but a small happening. To others it was a big deal:

"Any place in particular that you think we could find her?" Miroku asked, his hair being blown in the soft wind as the remaining three people rode on Kirara hoping to spot Kagome.

Sango was baffled, she too didn't know where Inuyasha would take her at his demon state, "Kirara, do you smell Kagome-chan or Inuyasha?"

Kirara shook her head in response, the air was clear of either two scents.

"IdiotIdiotIdiotIdiot!" Shippou was having his usual routine of punching himself on the head over and over while proclaiming himself an idiot because he hadn't done anything about Kagome being captured.

Miroku looked at the clearing of the large land, scalped with mountains in the far off distance and plans among them. Forests covered most of the land with streams stuck in the middle of some of them, "Inuyasha may take her far or close by. We will have to probably search anywhere we can. It all depends on the demon energy we sense, too. Inuyasha's demon energy in his full demon form isn't hard to miss."

"Right." the two gave a quick nod of the head.

"Why did this happen?" Kagome sat in the cave, trailing her finger across the hard, rock ground. "Why did Inuyasha have to do that? Why did he have to hand me the Tetsusaiga? None of this would of ever happened." she glanced out the opening of the cave to see fireflies swarming on the outside, "Inuyasha is gone... he has left me forever. I will never see Inuyasha again. Ever. I wish the Inuyasha now would just die. He has consumed the one I knew... the one I love and transformed him into something horrible." she got to her feet and walked to the opening of the cave, watching the fireflies happily fly together, "I miss him. I miss Inuyasha, my Inuyasha. He will never know... how much I love him."

She looked upon the night and was shocked to see Inuyasha. He was sitting down, just like a dog on a grassy hill with the lights from the fireflies lighting him enough so Kagome could see his body but not light enough to see his eyes. He was just sitting there peacefully, as if nothing was bothering him or anything. Yet, he looked sad and heart broken, his eyes. His red demonic eyes. She never thought those evil, corrupted eyes could hold such a painful look in them but they did at that moment. He watched as a firefly floated in front of his face and he watched it fly upward to the rest of it's family and looked on to the stars.

Kagome stood there, watching Inuyasha with a hand over her chest, her heart beating fast, "It's strange... for moment I thought he was my Inuyasha.." she looked into the cave and grumbled, "He's going to kill me, isn't he?" her brows furrowed in determination, "I can't let that happen... I have to get out of here. Away from that monster."

As soon as sunrise has come, Kagome did what she had planned,

"Will I make it?!" her feet toppled over branches and leaves as she ran through the deep forest, breathing as she tried to catch her breath. Kagome was running, running away from the cave to try and keep safe from Inuyasha. Who knows what he would do to her if she stayed there. It would almost seem as she was waiting for death to call her and she wouldn't do that, "Please.. please let me make it." she saw the end of the forest and a nice stream in the opening. "Yes!" she smiled as sweat rolled down her forehead. She knew that Kaeda's village wouldn't be too far off from that stream. She was actually going to make it!

A wind brushed along the trees and lifted the leaves into a whirling hurricane. Animals started chattering and running from a predator that they were fearing. Kagome closed her eyes, hoping her legs would keep up to get away,

"Woman!" a busting roar called out with aggravation and leaped right in front of the running girl, knocking her down to the floor in front of him.

Kagome didn't want to look, she couldn't. She couldn't believe she hadn't made it. She was so close!! She looked with lifeless, failure eyes to see Inuyasha, looking at her as he stood on his all fours with blood running down his mouth as he held a small fawn in his jaws. "Woman.." he muffled with the baby deer in mouth as he was in disbelief that she tried to escape from his claws!

He leaned his head downward until the back of the fawn hit the ground softly. He let his fangs go of the skin and brought his eyes back to Kagome, looking at her with anger and curiosity. She didn't move, just looked at him as she sat there with depression from a failure at escaping. She wanted to get away, she couldn't stand this.

"Hey.." Inuyasha grumbled under his breath at seeing no movement from her. He brought his forehead down to the little fawn and started to nudge it towards Kagome, offering it to her.

Kagome stared down at the little baby deer. How disgusting. Yet, Inuyasha seemed to want to feed her. Was it an act of kindness for once, "Is this my food?"

"Grr.." Inuyasha snarled as he nudged it towards her again. He took his index finger and cut open the stomach and offered her some of the meat her tore off. He grumbled with growls and snarls, as if that was his only way of communication, "Eat it." he finally spoke in words.

Kagome sweatdropped, still a little uneasy, "No thank you. It's not even cooked."

"......" Inuyasha looked at the meat and then ate it himself and then scanned his eyes up and down her body, "I need to kill you."

Kagome jumped to her feet, "Why!?"

"Because.." Inuyasha grimaced, a smirk spreading across his face, "It's fun... and it feels so good to kill. I can't just keep having you around me without killing you!"

"Wow. That's a lot of words coming from his mouth yet." Kagome though stupidly and the went back to the matter. "Then why haven't you killed me already?! You just keep having me around and not even hurting me-"

"I did." Inuyasha reminded her, "When I stuck my claws in your arms, it felt so good to do that. I was waiting to at least make you bleed." he then chuckled, "I knew you would try to escape. I'm not stupid. I didn't just make you bleed for the hell of it... I did it so you could leave a scent for me to follow if you did escape. Worked pretty well, if I say so myself."

Kagome was surprised by his logic. For a killing beast he did have a good plan, but... "You still didn't answer my first question!" she yelled, pointing a finger at the goof. "Why haven't you killed me already!?" she quoted herself.

"It feels so much better to wait. I hold my anticipation of killing you until I can't take it anymore and once I kill you I will release all of the waiting and need to kill you on your body," he started to shiver in his day dream, "Ooh, it will feel so good."

"What a monster!!" Kagome was shocked. How could Inuyasha be like this... even if he has changed. It was so wrong, Inuyasha saying this, being like this. It hurt. She felt a tear drop from her eye as she started to choke on her own wailing. She wanted her Inuyasha back.

"Stop crying." Inuyasha spat after hearing her mourning, "Let's just go back. I won't hurt anymore until I am ready."

Kagome shook her head as she cried onto her hands, "No. I don't want to be with you, Inuyasha. Just leave me alone."

"Kagome.." Inuyasha started to snarl, "Please stop crying, I can't stand it!!"

Her tears instantly stopped and she raised her head to her future 'killer', "What did you say?"

Inuyasha looked at her and then got to his feet, throwing the fawn over his shoulder and started heading back to the direction of the cave she was to stay in. Kagome sighed and got up to follow him. Why was she following him? He was going to kill her...

"But Inuyasha..." Kagome smiled as she thought, following in suit of him, the demon self of her one true love, "No matter how much you think you are different now, no matter how much you really are different.. you are still Inuyasha. What you said back there reminded me of your formal self, your half demon self. So that means you are still you, right? I have always told you that even though I am supposed to be a reincarnation of Kikyou, my heart is my own. You always told me that Kagome is Kagome. It's time that I realize that Inuyasha is Inuyasha, no matter the form. Your heart is always there, your heart hasn't changed, has it Inuyasha? I will keep my word when I said that I want to stay by your side forever. And I always will."

AN:

This chapter was the worst to write so far! I rearranged everything about every five minute to try and make it seem in a good order. And I thought the ending was a nice, sweet touch. Very Kagome-like. Man, people are going to think her affections came to quick. Wrong. She would be thinking about her feelings probably first thing because how dearly she loves Inuyasha. I think I put it in order pretty well. Heh. I bet I will have fun with how Demon Inuyasha is going to act now since Kagome now sees him as Inuyasha and not a monster. Maybe the next chapter will be more focused on Miroku and the gang searching for Kagome or something, don't know. =/

Now reviews!!

MoonLightSword- Heh. Well, the girl had to go and she also reminded me of Rin. And glad to see you are staring to see Youkai Inuyasha in a new light. I haven't changed him much but he is very interesting. Keep reading and reviewing.

Maze- Heh. Yes! Another Youkai Inuyasha fan! You are okay in my book, my friend. *laughs like a retard*

Sorrow- Who doesn't love Youkai Inuyasha? Well... I feel sorry for the people who don't. What they been smokin'? =/ Oh well, we like him so.. power to us!

The Fallen Angel of Death- lol. With Youkai Inuyasha around, I am going to try and keep a little blood and death around. If I didn't, it wouldn't just be like him at all. You go Youkai Inuyasha! It's your time to shine!! xD

Also... persuade me? Your personal slave? .... *takes out paper to sign up* Heh.

yuki san- Mwahaha! I did leave it there! And I'm not messed up. This is also a romance fanfiction. Don't worry, it is only gory because Youkai Inuyasha is the main character. My other stories won't be "messed up". *pat pat*

FanFicQueen- In Japan, when children like the person or save them at a time they call the person their brother/sister, depending on gender. Sakura, the little girl called him that because she saw that he wasn't so bad, even though he killed her mother and she saw him as sparing her life as he didn't kill her so called him big brother. She was scared of him, I made that clear enough I hope. But she said her dad told her that no matter how bad the person, always help someone in need. And you know how naive kids are, even if the person is out to kill them.

Kagome is scared. I am sure you saw that in this chapter. But if you have seen the episodes/chapter with Youkai Inuyasha in them, Kagome isn't scared of Youkai Inuyasha as much as you must think. Infact, she goes to him when he is demon to try and calm him down and what not. No matter what, he is Inuyasha to her and she loves him. ^^

Rindi- I seriously have no idea what he is going to do to Kagome. I am not lying. I plan something's out when I write fanfiction but other then that, I just type and the words basically appear without me even thinking about it. Weird sounding but true. I guess my computer only knows what will happen. *winks*

E. Marie- Thank you so much. Your review made my ego so much bigger and I love you for it. I am so grateful for you to take your time and tell me that wonderful praise. I love you!!! *hugs*

demon child- It's okay if you don't know. It's okay you don't know, you have been pulled into where all the authors keep using that for him so you believe yourself. *hugs* Thanks for the review!

lindy*girl- Sorry about that. lol. And yes, Youkai Inuyasha can be very interesting.

Brat- *hands you lemons* Lemonade?

Okay... now... everyone think about the 'mating' issue. Please look at my view on the subject, kay? Here:

He doesn't think of anything but killing. I understand that he is male and everything but as a full demon he loses his sense of mind and everything... why would he want to mate? Sesshoumaru is full demon and he doesn't run around wanting to mate. He doesn't think of mating at all, just the joy of being able to kill anything or anyone. I see fanfiction authors make Youkai Inuyasha do this all the time because.. well, they have nothing else to use him for most of the time. Someone started the chain so now everyone uses him just for that. I wanted to make this story to show differently, so people can take a real look at Youkai Inuyasha, my favorite Inuyasha character. And if you guys really want me to put a little thing like that in an upcoming chapter with the mating deal, just say so in a review and I shall take it in consideration. But I can't guarantee I will, kay?

Thank you for the reviews and keep em' coming!!!