Written by: Snow Illusion
Dedicated to: Urg
Disclaimer: I do not own X-Men: Evolution.
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"Cause when there's you, I feel wholeAnd there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone
And I'd rather be in love with you…"
~"I'd Rather Be in Love" Michelle Branch
Okiee dokie smelly-okie, I felt like getting some Kitty POV in here, so I did. This takes place exactly after the last chapter. Yay!
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KITTY'S P.O.V.:
It was really scary today.
I mean, I like totally just went into Rogue's room and she went all wacko. And then the Prof was screaming at her to focus. And then I guess it just went all black for her. He pushed me out of the room and I didn't know what to do. So I cried.
I cried and I cried. I buried my face in my hands and cried.
I knew why Rogue went all wacko, too. A lot of people don't know, but I'm smarter then I let on. I'm not just a little preppy valley-girl who has the hottest senior guy looming all over her every move. No, I'm more than that.
It's Pietro.
I knew it was Pietro, 'cause that's the only thing Rogue cares about anymore. She scribbles pictures of him and her in her notebook, writes his name all over the inside of her bureau, and cries out "Save me, Pietro! Save me!" in her sleep.
I usually just cradle my purple dragon and shut my eyes really tight and hope she stops soon. I don't like it when she cries out like that.
Because I know Pietro is doing the same thing. Because they are in love.
And there's also another thing you don't know about me.
I'm in love too.
With Pietro.
Sometimes I shudder just thinking I'm in love with someone. Isn't Kitty supposed to be really sweet and carefree, and not even know what the word love means?
But I do. Oh, how I do. Every time I catch them looking at each other, my heart shrivels and dies. Heat starts to climb up the back of my neck and seep into my throat, and it's almost like I can't breathe. I hate not being able to breathe, because I have asthma, and I know how that's like.
I cried. I cried when the Professor wheeled Rogue out of her room. She was laying on his arms, almost dead. I cried because I hated her. I hated her so much. And I cried because I was sorry I hated her. I was sorry because I shouldn't be so selfish when two people love each other.
My eyes were blood shot now. My nose was stuffy. I blew onto my shirt sleeve and watched helplessly as my other friends found their way out of their doors and the Professor was ambushed with millions of questions.
I wish Lance would leave me alone.
I think he knows I don't love him.
But it's so cute how he tries to make me love him, even though we both now I never will. But I think I'll always have a small part of my heart devoted him. I still wish he'd leave me alone, though. It makes me feel even more guilty.
God, I wish this would all go away. I hate feeling like this. Have you ever felt like this? I don't know if anyone has. Maybe it's all in my head.
I'm walking to my room now. Maybe put on some music on or something. Anything to take my mind off this whole mess.
I put in my favorite CD. Michelle Branch. She has the most inspirational music.
I like to write in my journal and write poems. It lets me express all my feelings and put my input on everything that happened during the day.
My dark brown hair droops sadly as a couple of teardrops dampen the journal pages. It begins to fray as my pen scribbled across like a professional figure skater.
I write the same thing over and over again. It keeps repeating in my head, like a big siren just waking up my mind. Pietro.
But as I think how stupid I must be, and why I feel like this, I still ponder that not a lot people fall in love in their life. But I, Kitty Pryde, have. It's great feeling, even if I could never have Pietro.
I'd definitely rather be in love.
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Hi people! Sorry this took so long to get this out! Well, I hope you like it, so please review! Next chapter to be up when I get it written! ;*D
