Hehe here is the beginning.. and I am reletting every one read my fic! Of course I would be a lot happier if I even had ONE FREAKING REVIEW. hem hem ok I'm done. I changed some of this chapter :D I tend 2 do that. btw I hate this chapter. I think it is one of the worst things I've ever written. neway

~~~Chapter 2~~~

It was a cold cloudy day. He stood before her in his red fire rat outfit while she stood in her school uniform of green and white with her back toward him. They were in the middle of a forest, a thick forest. It was very familiar to them though.

He slowly moved closer to her. Eventually he got her into a hug. She leaned the back of her head against his chest. "I. I need you to be around Kagome."

He couldn't believe he had just said that. he had been rehearsing something along those lines for the past 3 days and they just came out. His thoughts were interrupted by her answer.

"Why?" He was caught off guard by her question. "Because I need you to be here."

"Inu yasha! You still haven't answered why you want me around. I mean of course you need me I can see the jew."

She was cut off by the most abrupt occurrence. He leaned in toward her and touched his lips against hers. Inu yasha felt her go rigid for a split second.

Kagome melted into his kiss. She was glad he was supporting her because her knees gave way.

(you gotta believe me I'm trying my best with this kiss scene but these are hard! "Christmas at ground zero!" o srry ppl sudden urge. I guess u all might b wondering wut is sooooooo horrible about his 'nitemare' well this is the part and it isn't exactly the way Kagome remembers it as u will find out)

Inu yasha breaks away from Kagome. "I. don't care. about the jewel." Kagome looks at him. Deep sincerity was obvious in soft golden eyes. "I don't, I don't understand." "Well every time I've tried to get all of the jewel you've almost. you know" His eyes averted to the ground. "died."

"Inu yasha. I want you to have this." Kagome pulled out a small figurine from her pocket. It was a small plastic key chain and on it was none other that a replica of the Shikon no Tama.

(you know! The one in the 1st epi!)

She laid it in his hand. "I've had this since the first day I came here. I want you to have it." "I still want you to be around Kagome. your not going to leave right?!"

(I know Kagome doesn't have pockets)

"I wouldn't leave. but, Inu yasha. what about becoming all demon. I mean it's not like you can't still. but what if instead we" She could tell by the worried look in his eyes as he stared at the ground. "What if we tried to get it again and you used it to you know. make you human."

His face shot up and his eyes penetrated hers. "I was. already thinking about that. but I don't know if it is worth the ris." Kagome fell limp in his hands and her eyes went blank. "Kagome!? What's wrong with you? What the hell." Kagome's body began to vanish, just deteriorate before his eyes. In a matter of seconds he wasn't holding her at all.

(this is not exactly what happened. this is just him loosing her in his dream)

All the light around him faded. Before him was the bone eaters well and standing on the wall was an infuriated Kagome. "I. Inu yasha!? How could you!!" Screamed Kagome though a river of tears. "I. I thought. Just go away!"

"But. I."

"You what!? Thought it would be fun? Thought it would b ok, one last time?" She yelled infuriated.

"Ugh, Will you just listen to me!?" Pleaded the discouraged Hanyou.

"You know what Inu yasha. I've been listening to you for the last year. and frankly I don't really want to hear you any more." Kagome said this a little more calmly, "Get over here wench. or Where's my ramen wench or what took you so long. or." She said mockingly.

"I. I'm sorry." Said Inu yasha quietly as he took a guilt trip to the moon.

"I'm sorry? Your sorry. for what? Heh. you don't have to be sorry. not now. you shoulda been sorry when. you chose her. you shoulda been sorry when you, you." she trailed off,

"I'm going back. and the only things I'd come back here for. are living happily in Kaede's village without me. Good bye Inu yasha. for good." With that she jumped into the well. down. down. down.

Pure instinct made him jump in after her but as he hit the ground the small key chain she had given him fell onto the wells floor. It began to disappear into the dirt. He made a swift grab for it placing the toy back into the fold of his shirt. "What the hell am I doing here! I'm supposed to be in the future now. what the hell is going on. KAGOME! KAGOME!"

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Inu yasha sat straight up breathing hard. He was drenched in cold sweat and realized it was raining again. exactly how he wanted it.

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Dang u guys suk! I havn't gotten a single review! Ok and I'll tell u a secret. I actually had this on this site already once. But I accidentally deleted it. So I uploaded it again. The othe time I had 3 reviews. but still! I have none! That is so not kool! Ok go review! Plz! I'm begging u! besides if u actually want me 2 update it boosts my confidence.