Title: Image Of A Gundam Pilot :02 Duo Maxwell

Author: Tenchi Bery

Warnings: OOC, which is just a safety warning, Angst

Notes: Ok I don't except this to fly as well as 01 did. My sequels suck, thus the reason the "…And when did this happed" is STILL not finished…. Right next to "What's in a name part 2" Ok this will probably be one of the last fics I post before my muses start crawling all over my work. Yes, Te now has gotten herself some muses (aka beta readers) and one of them is REAAAALY good at HTML so look forward to coolly stuff in my work! Ok so Read it! Oh and I dedicate this to one of my new muses, Princessrei, who is so in love with Duo she named her dog after him. Gotta love someone who does that….*cuddles her Black cat Wufei*

Disclamers: I don't own them, though I wish I did, though Princessrei wishes she did, nope we don't own them. Sorrrrrrrryyyyyyyyy. No sue me, me poor high school kid! Ok Read fic.



IMAGE OF A GUNDAM PILOT: 02 DUO MAXWELL



Duo Maxwell. What a name. Choose it myself ya know. I had a friend named Solo and when he died I became Duo. But that just shows just how pathetic of a human being I am. Well, I feel pathetic. I mean there MUST be something wrong when your own parents just throw you away. I don't even remember my parents. Ok let's start at the beginning. My earliest memories are of the streets of L2, so I always figured that I must have been born SOMEWHERE on that colony. It was the Doc. That went and did some sort of test on my blood or something. He was able to figure out that I was 14 (at the time) and that I was born in late winter, Like in December or January. Knowledge like that was nice but who really gave a damn? Wasn't like it mattered.

I was born, I survived, I became a Gundam pilot, I fought, and I will die. Yup that's my life. It hurts so much to hold this happy mask up. I bounce I cheer I do the Hokey Pokey, when all I really want to do is go get one of Heero's guns climb up in some attic or something, and blow my brains out. I call my self Shinigami. The god of death. I always figured that I was death. I mean all the people I loved died when I was near them. That and I figured that all those asses who thought a little kid equaled a free fuck had succeeded in making my life such a hell that the REAL hell couldn't be any worse. My childhood, it can be summed up in two words; rape and seduction. Cash was earned though sex and no cash meant rape. That was my life. I'm such a dirty person. But that little time I spent at the Maxwell Church. That I think made it so I could live a little more. They truly did save me.

In this world full of war when brothers and sisters turn on one another it leaves no place for healing. So many children have lost their innocence because of this war. When will it end? No one should have to live my life, yet you keep hearing more and more of kids with a past JUST like mine, maybe not exactly the same, but damn close. This war has thrown the world in every direction. Some times I wonder what the hell I'm doing. Then I remember that I came to change that universe. To make it so the kids on L2 aren't all forced to labeled sluts just because they were dumped. That's not something any child should have to deal with.

Gundam. What a word. I still get the chills if one of the guys says it. I got my Gundam when I "Stole" it to change the world. The doc's pretty cool. He helps me when the war becomes too hard to handle, illegal antidepressants, yum! I call um my happy pills. I always wondered what would happen if someone like Heero took one. I mean this stuff makes you bounce and be all happy, a SERIOUS mind altering drug. I could just see Heero bouncing around asking if we could go out for ice cream. That would be great. One of the few joys we get in this war.

I wanted to change the world so I became a Gundam Pilot. I thought it was just another job, but I'm finding it is so much more. Once you're in you can't leave. A Gundam Pilot to me is someone who has decided to change their own lives and the lives of those around them. It's a hard long road, but personally I think it's worth it. The feeling you get when you see the joy on someone's face after you just saved them is worth it all. That joy is worth eternal damnation. And I don't care. I don't care what the consequences are I just want to make this a better place to live. I don't want there to be another Duo Maxwell.



I wonder seriously. Why am I here? Was I meant to be a pilot, to change the world? I was born in an unknown place at an unknown time on an unknown date. I am the true unknown. The "Missing Link" so to say. I wonder what I'll do after the war ends. Before I became a pilot I was a slut. I don't wanna go back to that. Might be a gun for hire. I don't know. I hope that the future holds something good for me.

Sex, war, death, Duo Maxwell. I promise the world that one day I will be something better. I'll do it. For Solo, For Sister Helen, For Father Maxwell, For the world, For my self. In a world full of death and destruction there is light, there is hope. Go into the light is all I have to say. Save yourselves. I've been lucky all this time but I might not be lucky in the future. And if I leave I hope that I will have made a difference. My life has been one big Hellhole. But someone has dropped in a rope, I've grabbed it and I going toward the goodness the light holds for me.



Log off person files: 02 Duo Maxwell

"Duo?" "Yea Heero?" "What have you been doing? It's 3 in the morning." "Putting something to rest." "Whatever. Come on love, it's time for bed." Duo went and cuddled up with Heero and as he fell asleep one thought drifted into his mind. I 'Maybe the future does have something good for me…'/I





Donno, was that as good as IOAGP:01 Heero Yuy? I tried to make it as good but Duo was kinda hard to do. Don know why. I mean I know Duo like that back of my hand. I just have a feeling that it isn't as good. Whatever. Your opinion not mine :/

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