My love,
I loved you, did you know that? Of course you did. I told you. You threw it back into my face. You laughed. You acted as though the heart beating in my chest was worth less then a piece of scum under your shoe. Of course, to you, that's all its worth.
I'm laughing now, did you know that? I'm laughing as my heart breaks apart in my chest. Am I insane? Probably. Did you know that if you told me to sever a limb, I'd ask what method I should use? You had me wrapped around your little finger. All you had to do was ask and I would be at your beck and call.
My soul aches now, it reaches in your direction, and your wall of flam burns it. It comes back, burned, scorched, and still smoldering, and yet it goes back for more. I know your heart bleeds to, but for different reasons. Your heart aches from the pain of loss, of the feeling of abandonment, it aches, and it lets nothing in to help heal. It is determined to heal on it's self.
We all love you, you know? Misato loves you as a mother, and as a sister. Kaji loves you as a daughter. Me? I love you like no one else. You scream at me, berate me, hurt me, order me, and yet I still love you. You'll ever know how much, but know this: I will love you forever and a day.
My parting statement is this: Do not grieve for me, death is nothing to fear, it comes to us all in time, I am just speeding the time. Who knows? Maybe when we meet in the next stage, you'll have lost the wall of flame, and our souls will rejoice.
I love you,
Ikari Shinji
Shinji signed the letter, folded it and wrote a name on it, and headed to the front door. He taped it to the door, and with a heavy sigh retreated to his room, closing the door.
There was a click as he cocked the gun.
******
Asuka Langely Shoyru got out of the elevator and headed to her apartment. When she reached the door there was a letter for her taped on the door. Her name was written n the familiar handwriting of her housemate.
"Hah! The baka wrote a letter to apologize to me for embarrassing me in front of our classmates!"
She took the letter off the door and started to read. As she read, her eyes widened at the contents of the letter, just as she finished it and looked up in horror.
A gunshot rang from the apartment and she screamed. She ran inside and looked in his room; Shinji was on the bed, gun in hand, and a hole going in his chin and out the top of his head.
"SHINJI!" She screamed and collapsed on the floor, sobbing. That was how Misato found her later, and she soon joined the sobbing girl.
All the while there was a serene smile on Shinji's face. Fore he knew they would meet again. In better circumstances.
~Finis~
Short, I know, only 527 words, not including this author's note, 582 including it. But I felt this is where I should leave it. I have to thank Nyx for giving me inspiration to write this. She knows how she gave it to me, so I feel no need to repeat it. Well, I'll be off now. Ja!
I loved you, did you know that? Of course you did. I told you. You threw it back into my face. You laughed. You acted as though the heart beating in my chest was worth less then a piece of scum under your shoe. Of course, to you, that's all its worth.
I'm laughing now, did you know that? I'm laughing as my heart breaks apart in my chest. Am I insane? Probably. Did you know that if you told me to sever a limb, I'd ask what method I should use? You had me wrapped around your little finger. All you had to do was ask and I would be at your beck and call.
My soul aches now, it reaches in your direction, and your wall of flam burns it. It comes back, burned, scorched, and still smoldering, and yet it goes back for more. I know your heart bleeds to, but for different reasons. Your heart aches from the pain of loss, of the feeling of abandonment, it aches, and it lets nothing in to help heal. It is determined to heal on it's self.
We all love you, you know? Misato loves you as a mother, and as a sister. Kaji loves you as a daughter. Me? I love you like no one else. You scream at me, berate me, hurt me, order me, and yet I still love you. You'll ever know how much, but know this: I will love you forever and a day.
My parting statement is this: Do not grieve for me, death is nothing to fear, it comes to us all in time, I am just speeding the time. Who knows? Maybe when we meet in the next stage, you'll have lost the wall of flame, and our souls will rejoice.
I love you,
Ikari Shinji
Shinji signed the letter, folded it and wrote a name on it, and headed to the front door. He taped it to the door, and with a heavy sigh retreated to his room, closing the door.
There was a click as he cocked the gun.
******
Asuka Langely Shoyru got out of the elevator and headed to her apartment. When she reached the door there was a letter for her taped on the door. Her name was written n the familiar handwriting of her housemate.
"Hah! The baka wrote a letter to apologize to me for embarrassing me in front of our classmates!"
She took the letter off the door and started to read. As she read, her eyes widened at the contents of the letter, just as she finished it and looked up in horror.
A gunshot rang from the apartment and she screamed. She ran inside and looked in his room; Shinji was on the bed, gun in hand, and a hole going in his chin and out the top of his head.
"SHINJI!" She screamed and collapsed on the floor, sobbing. That was how Misato found her later, and she soon joined the sobbing girl.
All the while there was a serene smile on Shinji's face. Fore he knew they would meet again. In better circumstances.
~Finis~
Short, I know, only 527 words, not including this author's note, 582 including it. But I felt this is where I should leave it. I have to thank Nyx for giving me inspiration to write this. She knows how she gave it to me, so I feel no need to repeat it. Well, I'll be off now. Ja!
