Penned by Rhea Lee Tanardawen
First DADA, Year Four
I don't know if I'll be able to stop shaking - Gran said we
wouldn't be doing Unforgiveable Curses at Hogwarts until NEWTs leve, I thought
I'd be out of there by then, but then Professor Moody . . . Does Harry feel the
same way? He looked shaken after class, but he said he was all right, Professor
Moody only had to invite me in for tea . . .
I thought I'd be able to handle it on a spider, because it's not
them, they're not human, but still. Imagination makes it worse.
I hate this. Hate never saying anything to anyone, hate the
feeling I get whenever anyone mentions the Lestranges or Azkaban or the
Unforgiveable Curses, hate how I cant even stand up for myself. That was a
fluke first year, winning those points, no matter what anyone says.
I'm sick of thinking of this, I'm going to bed.
Neville
