"Becoming"
By: Izabela
Site: http://something-blind.tk
eMAIL: somethingblind@yahoo.com
Distribution: Sure, just ask me first
Feedback: Yes, please! Flames welcome.
A/N: I do not own Degrassi, or any of the characters.
A/N: The 's symbolize what Ashley's writing in her diary.
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What am I gonna do?! Ashley wrote. I'm falling for my best friend. I've had only two boyfriends, let alone a girlfriend. God, what will Ellie do when she finds out?! Ashley thought back to the day she realized she had fallen for Ellie.
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"Ash, hurry up. It's just dinner."
'Yeah, with your parents.' She thought. "I'm hurring, El!" She looked herself over once in the mirror, took a deep breath, and opened the door.
"You look great, Ash."
"So do you, Ellie." She was wearing a plaid skirt, fishnets, the boots I wore on the day I cut my hair, and a black teeshirt that had the Ramones logo on it.
"Ok, enough of this. I'm hungry!" She pulled me downstairs and out of my house. On the way to her house, we talked about everything from music, to poetry, to movies.
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That night, she had introduced me to her parents. Her dad had played in an 80's punk band, but it never went anywhere. Her mom had met him thanks to her brother, who was a roadie. I took an immediate liking to Ellie's parents. I don't remember what we even ate that night. I was having way too much fun with Ellie and her parents.
I got home late that evening. I was getting in just as Kendra was leaving, after watching another lame-ass anime movie. **No offense to anime fans. This is Ashley!**
"Hey Ashley. How was your evening."
"Not as good as yours." I glanced at my watch. "11:22. Impressive." I began unlacing my boots, and listened to Toby.
"The movie was so good. And Kendra just keeps getting more and more awesome. What do you think of her?"
"She's cool."
"At least someone here likes her."
"Your dad doesn't?"
"Niether does your mom."
"Why?" I asked, courious.
"Because she's younger then me."
"Ooooh. 11 months. Toby, I'm apalled!" I said, jokingly.
"I know! She's not THAT much younger then me." He was getting pouty. This could be bad.
"I actually know how you feel. If my mom knew who I like, she's never let me date AGAIN."
"Who?"
It's a secret." I saidf, as I started working on my other boot. **A/N: They're big boots. They take awhile. lolz.**
"Who can keep a secret better then me?" Toby asked.
"Ellie." I stated.
"Ok, who else can keep a secret better?" I'd told him. I told him that I liked Ellie, and the moron didn't even catch it.
"Alot of people. Now buzz off. Buffy's on." **A/N: I know it's not on Saturdays at 11:30. Go with it!**
Toby sighed and left the room. I flicked the TV on, and went over to the computer, and signed on-line.
The IM noise sounded before I could even check my eMAIL.
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Gorey_Punk766: Ashley!

GothGirl_221: Hey, Ellie!

Gorey_Punk766: Guess what?

GothGirl_221: What?

Gorey_Punk766: My mom said I could go!

GothGirl_221: You mean to the concert?

Gorey_Punk766: Yea!
Gorey_Punk766: We're getting tix first thing tomorrow.

GothGirl_221: That's awesome!

Gorey_Punk766: Do you wanna go with me? Because my mom doesn't want to, and I don't want to go alone. Plus, yer my best friend.

GothGirl_221: Yea! Sure, brb, I'll ask!
GothGirl_221: Yea! I'm allowed to go!

Gorey_Punk766: YES! Ok, I gotta go... but I'll call you 2morrow, kkz?

GothGirl_221: Ok!

Gorey_Punk766: Rock on, Ash!

GothGirl_221: You know I will!
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I got offline after checking my eMAIL, and went to bed, saying goodnight to my mom first.
I drempt of Ellie that night. About her telling me about how great Marco was. And how crushed I felt when I realized I didn't have a chance with her. But Oh well, because I'm in love with Ellie Nash, and I don't care if I never have her. I just want her happy.
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