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A/N: This story is co-written by Mountaineer/TookieClothespin and Oy-with-the-poodles. The date Rory graduated was guessed. This is just the first chapter. Each chapter will be from a different persons diary. It might just be from Rory and Lorelai's diaries.
May 31, 2003
Dear Diary,
I graduated yesterday.
Jess left. I don't know where he went.
I was in love with him.
Only he and I knew it.
My heart is aching.
How could he leave me?
So many questions, no answers to speak of, and I feel empty inside.
Like a piece of me is gone.
I truly believe that Jess was my soul mate.
If I ever got a bad grade in school, it would have been because I was practicing writing what I thought would one day be my name.
Rory Mariano.
Rory Leigh Mariano.
Mrs. Mariano.
Rory Gilmore Mariano.
Maybe I was being immature.
Maybe I wasn't.
Maybe he loved me too.
I loved him.
He left me.
And if that's not bad enough, I just found out that Dean is getting married, to Lindsey.
My mom doesn't know how bad I'm feeling.
She never liked him.
I don't want her to know how badly he really did hurt me.
I know she would never say "I told you so," but I would be able to see it in her eyes.
Where is he now?
Luke never told me.
I know Luke knows where Jess is, but I've never asked him.
It would be too painful, and I know that if Jess wants to be found, then he'll come home.
He knows the way to Stars Hollow, and back into my heart where he knows he belongs.
No one ever understood, but despite their doubts, I still loved him anyway.
Wherever he may be, I hope he's happy, and that eventually he'll find his way back home.
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