Answers Finally.
I know it's been over 3 weeks, and I'm sorry, if you'd like to read my full apology check out chapter 6 of my other story, Soul Mates?. Any way I don't own it. Now on with da fun!
Johnny leapt off Squee when he realized what Devi's tone was suggesting.
"It's not like that!" He squealed (yes squealed, it's my story damn it!). Squee hopped up beside him.
"How about someone tells me what the hell's going on?" Devi asked calmly. Johnny sighed, he just wasn't sure anymore.
"I don't know." He honestly stated. He turned to Squee who was calmly sitting on the bed as though nothing had happened. He had an odd distant look on his face. Johnny could practically see Squee's brain twisting. Johnny wondered what he was thinking, what deluded thoughts clouded Squee's brain.
"Can we please figure it out then?" Devi said with visible agitation. Johnny was still looking at Squee; Devi's gaze soon fell on Squee too. Johnny walked toward Squee.
"Squeegee, what happened to you?" Johnny asked. Squee's eyes met Johnny's.
Todd could barely hear Johnny over all the screeching in his head. It was so hard to hear, or think. He couldn't even escape to the sanctity of his mind. Whatever he thought about all the voices knew, he couldn't escape. He felt tears start welling up again. He looked up at Johnny not knowing what to answer, not knowing how to answer. Shmee was screaming at him. He was trying not to listen, but it was becoming more and more difficult.
"Squee?" Johnny was still looking at him. Todd barely noticed that they were staring each other in the eyes. He looked away.
"If you want to know about that girl- Adania- then I can't help you. I have no clue who she is or what she wants, excluding me dead." Todd stated.
"But why do you-" Johnny started. No need to finish, he knew what Johnny meant.
"Medical testing at the mental institution. I got out after- never mind. You're also probably wondering why I was going to burn down you're house. Well, thinking back, I'm not totally sure why I was going to do it. It felt like away to release the pain and insanity. I wasn't going to burn only your house, the whole neighborhood was going to go down. I guess I thought the memories would burn with everything else. It doesn't seem logical now." Todd said hoping that answered all of his questions.
"Who were you talking to- before I came out?" Johnny asked.
"Shmee." He saw Johnny open his mouth, but Todd anticipated the question. "Shmee was taken away from me a long time ago. I kept hearing his voice though, in my head. Soon more voices joined and it kind of all jumbled together. I can't even think in privacy anymore." Todd sighed and surveyed the room.
All right that's it for now. I'll be making each chapter longer from no on. Here's you're warning though, this fic will be over soon, it'll be several chapters from now, but you'v been warned.
I know it's been over 3 weeks, and I'm sorry, if you'd like to read my full apology check out chapter 6 of my other story, Soul Mates?. Any way I don't own it. Now on with da fun!
Johnny leapt off Squee when he realized what Devi's tone was suggesting.
"It's not like that!" He squealed (yes squealed, it's my story damn it!). Squee hopped up beside him.
"How about someone tells me what the hell's going on?" Devi asked calmly. Johnny sighed, he just wasn't sure anymore.
"I don't know." He honestly stated. He turned to Squee who was calmly sitting on the bed as though nothing had happened. He had an odd distant look on his face. Johnny could practically see Squee's brain twisting. Johnny wondered what he was thinking, what deluded thoughts clouded Squee's brain.
"Can we please figure it out then?" Devi said with visible agitation. Johnny was still looking at Squee; Devi's gaze soon fell on Squee too. Johnny walked toward Squee.
"Squeegee, what happened to you?" Johnny asked. Squee's eyes met Johnny's.
Todd could barely hear Johnny over all the screeching in his head. It was so hard to hear, or think. He couldn't even escape to the sanctity of his mind. Whatever he thought about all the voices knew, he couldn't escape. He felt tears start welling up again. He looked up at Johnny not knowing what to answer, not knowing how to answer. Shmee was screaming at him. He was trying not to listen, but it was becoming more and more difficult.
"Squee?" Johnny was still looking at him. Todd barely noticed that they were staring each other in the eyes. He looked away.
"If you want to know about that girl- Adania- then I can't help you. I have no clue who she is or what she wants, excluding me dead." Todd stated.
"But why do you-" Johnny started. No need to finish, he knew what Johnny meant.
"Medical testing at the mental institution. I got out after- never mind. You're also probably wondering why I was going to burn down you're house. Well, thinking back, I'm not totally sure why I was going to do it. It felt like away to release the pain and insanity. I wasn't going to burn only your house, the whole neighborhood was going to go down. I guess I thought the memories would burn with everything else. It doesn't seem logical now." Todd said hoping that answered all of his questions.
"Who were you talking to- before I came out?" Johnny asked.
"Shmee." He saw Johnny open his mouth, but Todd anticipated the question. "Shmee was taken away from me a long time ago. I kept hearing his voice though, in my head. Soon more voices joined and it kind of all jumbled together. I can't even think in privacy anymore." Todd sighed and surveyed the room.
All right that's it for now. I'll be making each chapter longer from no on. Here's you're warning though, this fic will be over soon, it'll be several chapters from now, but you'v been warned.
