Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh! Or any other the characters featured in
this story, only the OC character, Kathy.
A slight thought ran through her mind before she cried herself to sleep. 'Why do I feel this way? Why do I let him do this to me?' As she slept, silent tears streamed down her face and clustered in her auburn hair. Her cheeks reeked of the scent of salty tears, her eyes parched from crying so much. She let out her pain that night; she lamented her sorrow and lost all hope. She knew what it was like to be cast aside, but never thought it would sting and eat at her this much. She began to stir slightly from her bed, sunlight shining on her face. Her eyes fluttered open as she cursed among herself about the sunlight. 'Another day to live in pain.' She thought to herself. 'Another day to want to die.' She could feel her heart sinking and her hope with it. 'Am I destined to feel like this? Why do I feel this pity?' She arose from her bed and walked over to the window in her room.' How can they all get on with their lives?' she asked herself as she saw the commoners walk about, getting along with their cheerful and happy lives. She cursed to herself about the insecurity she felt just then, the hatred she felt towards them all. She began to lament to herself about her pity towards herself and left the window. She walked to her door and grabbed her backpack that she always carried and walked out of her bedroom and to the front door. Opening it cautiously, she was ready to greet the world with another one of her bad moods and start the day as all the other days before. She walked along the streets and thought to herself about what life meant to her. She shoved her hands into her pockets and fixed her eyes to the ground, not paying attention to her backpack along her side or the crowds that gave her judgmental looks of hate and misunderstanding. 'They will never understand the pain I go through, the pain I feel. Why can't they learn that I can see them as well as they see me.' she wanted to disappear because of the looks she was getting became more hateful and seemed to burn through her flesh. She wanted to get away from there so badly, yet she couldn't work up the strength to just get up and walk away from it all. 'It's like wherever I go, their looks on me still remain, to be forever charred in my flesh and blood.' She let out a sigh and wished that right then and there, her life would end. Another sigh escaped her lips. Her mind began to wander and flood in different thoughts. 'Why can't I feel other emotions anymore? Am I dead inside? I mean, I don't seem to feel any other emotion except for hatred, pity, anger, sorrow, guilt, and other feelings that revolve around what my life feels like...' A single tear flew freely from her right eye. She carelessly wiped it away. "Damn wind. It's making my eyes tear." She growled lowly to herself and got a few stares from people passing by. She soon came to a game shop, and been as bored as she was, and having nothing better to do, she walked inside casually. She took one glance inside and two words escaped her lips. "Duel Monsters."
Author's Notes: Gomen nasai. The next chapters are coming. I'll need some ideas soon. Please R and R. Hope you like the upcoming chapter, Kathy's Kindness. Ja ne!
A slight thought ran through her mind before she cried herself to sleep. 'Why do I feel this way? Why do I let him do this to me?' As she slept, silent tears streamed down her face and clustered in her auburn hair. Her cheeks reeked of the scent of salty tears, her eyes parched from crying so much. She let out her pain that night; she lamented her sorrow and lost all hope. She knew what it was like to be cast aside, but never thought it would sting and eat at her this much. She began to stir slightly from her bed, sunlight shining on her face. Her eyes fluttered open as she cursed among herself about the sunlight. 'Another day to live in pain.' She thought to herself. 'Another day to want to die.' She could feel her heart sinking and her hope with it. 'Am I destined to feel like this? Why do I feel this pity?' She arose from her bed and walked over to the window in her room.' How can they all get on with their lives?' she asked herself as she saw the commoners walk about, getting along with their cheerful and happy lives. She cursed to herself about the insecurity she felt just then, the hatred she felt towards them all. She began to lament to herself about her pity towards herself and left the window. She walked to her door and grabbed her backpack that she always carried and walked out of her bedroom and to the front door. Opening it cautiously, she was ready to greet the world with another one of her bad moods and start the day as all the other days before. She walked along the streets and thought to herself about what life meant to her. She shoved her hands into her pockets and fixed her eyes to the ground, not paying attention to her backpack along her side or the crowds that gave her judgmental looks of hate and misunderstanding. 'They will never understand the pain I go through, the pain I feel. Why can't they learn that I can see them as well as they see me.' she wanted to disappear because of the looks she was getting became more hateful and seemed to burn through her flesh. She wanted to get away from there so badly, yet she couldn't work up the strength to just get up and walk away from it all. 'It's like wherever I go, their looks on me still remain, to be forever charred in my flesh and blood.' She let out a sigh and wished that right then and there, her life would end. Another sigh escaped her lips. Her mind began to wander and flood in different thoughts. 'Why can't I feel other emotions anymore? Am I dead inside? I mean, I don't seem to feel any other emotion except for hatred, pity, anger, sorrow, guilt, and other feelings that revolve around what my life feels like...' A single tear flew freely from her right eye. She carelessly wiped it away. "Damn wind. It's making my eyes tear." She growled lowly to herself and got a few stares from people passing by. She soon came to a game shop, and been as bored as she was, and having nothing better to do, she walked inside casually. She took one glance inside and two words escaped her lips. "Duel Monsters."
Author's Notes: Gomen nasai. The next chapters are coming. I'll need some ideas soon. Please R and R. Hope you like the upcoming chapter, Kathy's Kindness. Ja ne!
