Kathryn closed her bag with a little sigh. It was a quarter to three and
Court was picking her up to leave together for the Fourth of July weekend.
She was looking forward to getting out of the house and away from
Sebastian.
Ever since Kendall had seen them together there had been like a strain between them and they could hardly talk at all without biting each other's heads off - and not like usual. This was in a bad way.
Kathryn didn't like it much but Sebastian was acting like such an idiot all the time that she just couldn't stand him. He pissed her off more then ever.
She put a strand of hair behind her ear and looked around in the room to see if there was something she'd forgotten.
She thought of Kendall as she walked to her closet to get another pair of shoes to wear on her trip. She had been most freaked out about what she'd seen that day. Kathryn and Sebastian entangled on the floor.
Kathryn put her hand on her throat when she thought of it and breathed hard. She had been so turned on that day. She had wanted Sebastian so much that it hadn't ended well if Kendall hadn't gotten there. She shook her head wondering where that would've led them to this day.
If she'd lost her control over Sebastian all would've changed. Maybe he'd left her. She felt a bit sad; then again the way things were now that didn't really matter. Some moments it felt like she'd never talk to him again.
To feel better she reminded herself of Kendall - that stupid cow. She'd been unreasonable running out of the house and trying to get away from Kathryn. They had argued for a while but then Kendall had taken a cab home.
Kathryn had been so mad she'd gone home to Court and ignored Sebastian for two whole days. Even though she knew that it wasn't really his fault.
Back in school Kendall had been trying to get others to believe her that Kathryn was not who they thought she was. However she didn't say what she'd seen but that didn't matter - no one believed her.
Especially not after Kathryn told them that the week Kendall had been away had been because of somewhat of a break down after Sebastian. No one thought that Kendall was telling the truth and because she was trying to bad mouth everybody's favourite girl she got to become an outcast. Hardly anyone spoke to her anymore.
Kathryn grinned a little. If that didn't teach that bitch not to mess with her she didn't know what would. She changed her shoes and looked at her door. Sebastian hadn't even come through it in a week or more. He didn't care anymore.
'Oh get a grip Kathryn. He's just mad - and even if he didn't care then why should you?' She asked herself. She was thinking that this probably was the best - she and Sebastian had been getting far to close. It could never be healthy to be that close to someone. She hated that he made her feel like he did.
She hated that she missed his stupid face, and his stupid voice and his stupid, stupid touch. She felt the anger raise within her once more.
She really hoped that Court would arrive soon. She'd fuck his brains out and make sure that Sebastian heard it.
She opened her closet to change into something sexier.
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Sebastian was in his room smoking. Unlike Kathryn's door his was open so he had perfect view over her entering or leaving all the time. He flipped some ashes of his cigarette into an ashtray and squinted at the door like he was trying to open it with his mind.
He wondered what she was doing in there.
A life without Kathryn was most utterly empty. They'd fought before but it wasn't like this. He didn't really understand what was so special about this time either it just was. He cursed Kendall for walking in that moment she did.
If she hadn't he knew he'd gotten Kathryn just where he wanted her. He'd gotten to taste her for real. It made him smile a little.
Damn Kendall! If he'd gotten Kathryn then maybe he would've been able to move on. He realised his 'obsession' over her was getting ridicules. Even Blaine had pointed this out to him more then once lately.
Being away from her got to him even more then being around her. It made him crazy not to know what she was planning, or doing and to see her with that idiot Reynolds day in and day out. It was sickening.
Sebastian flinched a little as he saw the familiar figure knock on Kathryn's door. Great, now Court was here to pick her up and take her away for the weekend.
He looked away with disgust. He couldn't even focus on a break up plan to get her away from Court. His mind was so full of her and wishing to hurt her, to love her ...he just couldn't keep his head straight.
He'd been with so many girls lately he couldn't even tell them apart. Anything to spite Kathryn. He looked down on his open journal and the text written in it:
**I wish there was a way to describe what I feel for her. It's not love, it's not hate, and sometimes I'm not sure I even like her. But still there she is - affecting me in all ways imaginable. When she enters a room I can sense it. She's so beautiful, but I have to look out. Her looks are as deceiving as her snake like tongue. I've seen her in action - this is no Mary Sunshine like her mother may think. But I see right through those cold green eyes of hers. She makes life interesting. But I couldn't love her, just like she can't love me. Yet I am strangely drawn to her - I don't know why. But I'm quite sure that once I get her on her back she'll just be like any other girl**
He had written it after living with Kathryn for two or three months. 'Just like any other girl' He thought to himself closing the diary and then sighing irritated when he started to hear moans and the squeaking of her bed from Kathryn's room.
She was doing it to spite him. He knew it and he wouldn't stay for the big finish if that was what she thought. If she left before him coming home then fine - no goodbyes - not like he cared.
He grabbed his coat and a new pack of cigarettes. With his diary under his arm he left the room, making sure he slammed the door harder then necessary so that Kathryn would know that he'd gone.
'Maybe I'll get some peace at Blaine's.' He thought irritated, glancing at Kathryn's door over his shoulder.
********
"Seriously who does she think she is?" Sebastian shook his head for the fiftieth time since arriving at Blaine's.
Blaine looked at him with tired eyes. "Gees Valmont, she's really got your panties in a twist doesn't she?"
Sebastian looked at him annoyed. "No! I'm just saying that it's really ..." He tried to find the right word.
"Really?" Blaine asked teasing.
"Irritating." Sebastian added. "It's irritating that she invites the nazi jock over for some pillow kissing and makes sure that I hear it. Every time I'm home - EVERY TIME"
Sebastian folded his fists looking ready to hit the wall in.
"Well her goal is obviously to annoy you - to her success." The later Blaine added with a lower voice but Sebastian heard him.
"She does not 'annoy' me okay? She bugs the living life out of me but it's not the way you think."
Blaine looked way to satisfied with himself when he folded his arms across his chest and leaned back in his chair looking at Sebastian. "Well then Valmont, tell me what I think."
"You think that it's because I have these mooshy feelings for her - which I don't!" He looked away from his friend. "It's pure lust. It makes me mad that she's doing it with him because it should be me! That's all, nothing more okay?"
Blaine nodded a little. "If that helps you sleep at night." He said turning back to his desk and Sebastian leaned over it staring into his friend's eyes.
"Blaine...don't tick me off right now." He warned and Blaine rolled his eyes.
"Please Valmont, like you'd scare me?" He snorted. "The only time you scared me was the time you told me you'd never been attracted to any guy at all - but I've accepted that now." He smiled a little. "Anyhow...I think that you need to do something constructive with this anger inside you. Otherwise you'll never get to do Kathryn ...as far as I see it there is only one big problem."
Sebastian nodded. "Yeah her."
Blaine patiently shook his head. "No! Her pride and okay ...two problems ...there's also Reynolds. She holds on to him because he annoys you - can't you see that?" He shook his head. "God straight people."
Sebastian took a minute to process what his friend had just told him. Then he felt the wonderful, soothing feeling of a plan forming in his head.
He devilish grin appeared on his handsome face. "Do you remember those photos I asked you to take?" He asked Blaine who grinned just as evilly.
"Oh ...you mean the ones on Kathryn sucking her history teacher off after failing a test?"
Sebastian nodded. "Oh yeah, those pictures. I think they might come in hand - don't you?"
He started to walk towards the door and Blaine looked after him.
"Where are you going?"
"Get those pictures ...we are going to show Court just what his princess is like when he's not around." Sebastian laughed at his own stroke of genius as he walked to his car to get his journal. He had some phone numbers scribbled on a card in there - and tonight he needed to get laid.
*******************************' A/N: More to come I promise.
Hope you like this fic cause I sure love writing it! Thank you all who have reviewed I love you for it =)!!!! Makes my day to hear your nice words.
Ever since Kendall had seen them together there had been like a strain between them and they could hardly talk at all without biting each other's heads off - and not like usual. This was in a bad way.
Kathryn didn't like it much but Sebastian was acting like such an idiot all the time that she just couldn't stand him. He pissed her off more then ever.
She put a strand of hair behind her ear and looked around in the room to see if there was something she'd forgotten.
She thought of Kendall as she walked to her closet to get another pair of shoes to wear on her trip. She had been most freaked out about what she'd seen that day. Kathryn and Sebastian entangled on the floor.
Kathryn put her hand on her throat when she thought of it and breathed hard. She had been so turned on that day. She had wanted Sebastian so much that it hadn't ended well if Kendall hadn't gotten there. She shook her head wondering where that would've led them to this day.
If she'd lost her control over Sebastian all would've changed. Maybe he'd left her. She felt a bit sad; then again the way things were now that didn't really matter. Some moments it felt like she'd never talk to him again.
To feel better she reminded herself of Kendall - that stupid cow. She'd been unreasonable running out of the house and trying to get away from Kathryn. They had argued for a while but then Kendall had taken a cab home.
Kathryn had been so mad she'd gone home to Court and ignored Sebastian for two whole days. Even though she knew that it wasn't really his fault.
Back in school Kendall had been trying to get others to believe her that Kathryn was not who they thought she was. However she didn't say what she'd seen but that didn't matter - no one believed her.
Especially not after Kathryn told them that the week Kendall had been away had been because of somewhat of a break down after Sebastian. No one thought that Kendall was telling the truth and because she was trying to bad mouth everybody's favourite girl she got to become an outcast. Hardly anyone spoke to her anymore.
Kathryn grinned a little. If that didn't teach that bitch not to mess with her she didn't know what would. She changed her shoes and looked at her door. Sebastian hadn't even come through it in a week or more. He didn't care anymore.
'Oh get a grip Kathryn. He's just mad - and even if he didn't care then why should you?' She asked herself. She was thinking that this probably was the best - she and Sebastian had been getting far to close. It could never be healthy to be that close to someone. She hated that he made her feel like he did.
She hated that she missed his stupid face, and his stupid voice and his stupid, stupid touch. She felt the anger raise within her once more.
She really hoped that Court would arrive soon. She'd fuck his brains out and make sure that Sebastian heard it.
She opened her closet to change into something sexier.
********
Sebastian was in his room smoking. Unlike Kathryn's door his was open so he had perfect view over her entering or leaving all the time. He flipped some ashes of his cigarette into an ashtray and squinted at the door like he was trying to open it with his mind.
He wondered what she was doing in there.
A life without Kathryn was most utterly empty. They'd fought before but it wasn't like this. He didn't really understand what was so special about this time either it just was. He cursed Kendall for walking in that moment she did.
If she hadn't he knew he'd gotten Kathryn just where he wanted her. He'd gotten to taste her for real. It made him smile a little.
Damn Kendall! If he'd gotten Kathryn then maybe he would've been able to move on. He realised his 'obsession' over her was getting ridicules. Even Blaine had pointed this out to him more then once lately.
Being away from her got to him even more then being around her. It made him crazy not to know what she was planning, or doing and to see her with that idiot Reynolds day in and day out. It was sickening.
Sebastian flinched a little as he saw the familiar figure knock on Kathryn's door. Great, now Court was here to pick her up and take her away for the weekend.
He looked away with disgust. He couldn't even focus on a break up plan to get her away from Court. His mind was so full of her and wishing to hurt her, to love her ...he just couldn't keep his head straight.
He'd been with so many girls lately he couldn't even tell them apart. Anything to spite Kathryn. He looked down on his open journal and the text written in it:
**I wish there was a way to describe what I feel for her. It's not love, it's not hate, and sometimes I'm not sure I even like her. But still there she is - affecting me in all ways imaginable. When she enters a room I can sense it. She's so beautiful, but I have to look out. Her looks are as deceiving as her snake like tongue. I've seen her in action - this is no Mary Sunshine like her mother may think. But I see right through those cold green eyes of hers. She makes life interesting. But I couldn't love her, just like she can't love me. Yet I am strangely drawn to her - I don't know why. But I'm quite sure that once I get her on her back she'll just be like any other girl**
He had written it after living with Kathryn for two or three months. 'Just like any other girl' He thought to himself closing the diary and then sighing irritated when he started to hear moans and the squeaking of her bed from Kathryn's room.
She was doing it to spite him. He knew it and he wouldn't stay for the big finish if that was what she thought. If she left before him coming home then fine - no goodbyes - not like he cared.
He grabbed his coat and a new pack of cigarettes. With his diary under his arm he left the room, making sure he slammed the door harder then necessary so that Kathryn would know that he'd gone.
'Maybe I'll get some peace at Blaine's.' He thought irritated, glancing at Kathryn's door over his shoulder.
********
"Seriously who does she think she is?" Sebastian shook his head for the fiftieth time since arriving at Blaine's.
Blaine looked at him with tired eyes. "Gees Valmont, she's really got your panties in a twist doesn't she?"
Sebastian looked at him annoyed. "No! I'm just saying that it's really ..." He tried to find the right word.
"Really?" Blaine asked teasing.
"Irritating." Sebastian added. "It's irritating that she invites the nazi jock over for some pillow kissing and makes sure that I hear it. Every time I'm home - EVERY TIME"
Sebastian folded his fists looking ready to hit the wall in.
"Well her goal is obviously to annoy you - to her success." The later Blaine added with a lower voice but Sebastian heard him.
"She does not 'annoy' me okay? She bugs the living life out of me but it's not the way you think."
Blaine looked way to satisfied with himself when he folded his arms across his chest and leaned back in his chair looking at Sebastian. "Well then Valmont, tell me what I think."
"You think that it's because I have these mooshy feelings for her - which I don't!" He looked away from his friend. "It's pure lust. It makes me mad that she's doing it with him because it should be me! That's all, nothing more okay?"
Blaine nodded a little. "If that helps you sleep at night." He said turning back to his desk and Sebastian leaned over it staring into his friend's eyes.
"Blaine...don't tick me off right now." He warned and Blaine rolled his eyes.
"Please Valmont, like you'd scare me?" He snorted. "The only time you scared me was the time you told me you'd never been attracted to any guy at all - but I've accepted that now." He smiled a little. "Anyhow...I think that you need to do something constructive with this anger inside you. Otherwise you'll never get to do Kathryn ...as far as I see it there is only one big problem."
Sebastian nodded. "Yeah her."
Blaine patiently shook his head. "No! Her pride and okay ...two problems ...there's also Reynolds. She holds on to him because he annoys you - can't you see that?" He shook his head. "God straight people."
Sebastian took a minute to process what his friend had just told him. Then he felt the wonderful, soothing feeling of a plan forming in his head.
He devilish grin appeared on his handsome face. "Do you remember those photos I asked you to take?" He asked Blaine who grinned just as evilly.
"Oh ...you mean the ones on Kathryn sucking her history teacher off after failing a test?"
Sebastian nodded. "Oh yeah, those pictures. I think they might come in hand - don't you?"
He started to walk towards the door and Blaine looked after him.
"Where are you going?"
"Get those pictures ...we are going to show Court just what his princess is like when he's not around." Sebastian laughed at his own stroke of genius as he walked to his car to get his journal. He had some phone numbers scribbled on a card in there - and tonight he needed to get laid.
*******************************' A/N: More to come I promise.
Hope you like this fic cause I sure love writing it! Thank you all who have reviewed I love you for it =)!!!! Makes my day to hear your nice words.
