Emmas POV
Diary,
I do not want to even mention Halloween; I made a complete fool out of myself! I AM FOOL! I don't know what possessed me, but I totally flipped out at Sean (yes at his house, the one I WANTED TO GO TO). And then to make matters worse, I fought with Craig. Yeah, Craig was like-
" What's your problem?"
So me being me go, "Haven't you ever heard of domestic abuse? I was a victim!"
Craig cocked his head at me, and stared for a few minutes. "Emma, I live with Joey because my father ABUSED me. Sean PUSHED you, there was very minimal abuse in that, plus Sean does love you, and Sean cares!"
" IF he cares why'd he push me?" I demanded.
" Because he didn't want you to get in the middle of his and Jimmy's fight aka he didn't want YOU hurt!" Craig yelled. I felt hot tear drops rolling down my face. Craig came closer and took him thumb and wiped some away. But I turned my head.
" I have to go talk to Sean." I screamed. I went running to his house, but the front porch light was off, and I was crying to hard to even look at him.
So I take my butt home, sob in my mom's arms and go to bed. Then today in school I glared at Sean, for some odd reason.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? Why can't I just grasp what's going on with emotions? I'm crying all the time over Sean, and we've been over since last year. I know what I have to do. I have to talk to him.. Sean and I need to sit down and have a conversation. That's what I'll do.
I'm BRILLIANT! Alright, well I have to go. I have homework and I have to think of what to say to Sean. But wait, what about Craig? Well, it's not like I'm marrying or dating Sean, just talking, and hoping he likes me still! PLEASE! PLEASe let him like me. I'd do anything..
Nite,
Emma
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Hey, sorry it's taken forever to write again.been busy, sorry ass excuse, I know. Lol. Well, tomorrow we start our volleyball unit in gym with the guys. I suck at volleyball, and I think there a quite a few "mean" people in my guy gym.ugh. Hope I get nice guys, and play well! Lol. Thanks
REVIEW REPLIES-
Sarena_88- Thanks for your review. Looks like your reading some more now. Lol
XxArEULoStxX- Hey, hope I got your name right, lol. Um, I wont stop this story, even if no one reviewed, only because I love writing this. Lol. Thanks for your review!
Mandy- Hey thanks Mandy!
Slash Junkie- *laughs* I love the name lol. My cousin definitely needs that name. I wuv sensitive Sean too. lol. I loved him in "Drive" on Monday night. Lol. When he prank called Emma, that was great. He looked like he was going to try though, I felt bad. Lol. Thanks!
Johnnydepplover- Hey! I LOVE Sean, and Craig, and Spinner. Lol. That's why "Drive" has to be my favorite Degrassi episode. Lol. I was in cloud nine, lol. Ellie and Sean do make the best couple! But, sadly, that like you said, will probably never happen. Well. whatever. Thanks for reviewing!
Diary,
I do not want to even mention Halloween; I made a complete fool out of myself! I AM FOOL! I don't know what possessed me, but I totally flipped out at Sean (yes at his house, the one I WANTED TO GO TO). And then to make matters worse, I fought with Craig. Yeah, Craig was like-
" What's your problem?"
So me being me go, "Haven't you ever heard of domestic abuse? I was a victim!"
Craig cocked his head at me, and stared for a few minutes. "Emma, I live with Joey because my father ABUSED me. Sean PUSHED you, there was very minimal abuse in that, plus Sean does love you, and Sean cares!"
" IF he cares why'd he push me?" I demanded.
" Because he didn't want you to get in the middle of his and Jimmy's fight aka he didn't want YOU hurt!" Craig yelled. I felt hot tear drops rolling down my face. Craig came closer and took him thumb and wiped some away. But I turned my head.
" I have to go talk to Sean." I screamed. I went running to his house, but the front porch light was off, and I was crying to hard to even look at him.
So I take my butt home, sob in my mom's arms and go to bed. Then today in school I glared at Sean, for some odd reason.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? Why can't I just grasp what's going on with emotions? I'm crying all the time over Sean, and we've been over since last year. I know what I have to do. I have to talk to him.. Sean and I need to sit down and have a conversation. That's what I'll do.
I'm BRILLIANT! Alright, well I have to go. I have homework and I have to think of what to say to Sean. But wait, what about Craig? Well, it's not like I'm marrying or dating Sean, just talking, and hoping he likes me still! PLEASE! PLEASe let him like me. I'd do anything..
Nite,
Emma
|/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/ \/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\|
Hey, sorry it's taken forever to write again.been busy, sorry ass excuse, I know. Lol. Well, tomorrow we start our volleyball unit in gym with the guys. I suck at volleyball, and I think there a quite a few "mean" people in my guy gym.ugh. Hope I get nice guys, and play well! Lol. Thanks
REVIEW REPLIES-
Sarena_88- Thanks for your review. Looks like your reading some more now. Lol
XxArEULoStxX- Hey, hope I got your name right, lol. Um, I wont stop this story, even if no one reviewed, only because I love writing this. Lol. Thanks for your review!
Mandy- Hey thanks Mandy!
Slash Junkie- *laughs* I love the name lol. My cousin definitely needs that name. I wuv sensitive Sean too. lol. I loved him in "Drive" on Monday night. Lol. When he prank called Emma, that was great. He looked like he was going to try though, I felt bad. Lol. Thanks!
Johnnydepplover- Hey! I LOVE Sean, and Craig, and Spinner. Lol. That's why "Drive" has to be my favorite Degrassi episode. Lol. I was in cloud nine, lol. Ellie and Sean do make the best couple! But, sadly, that like you said, will probably never happen. Well. whatever. Thanks for reviewing!
