Sean's POV

Figures, just figures. Me, Mr. Me, screwed up AGAIN! Can I ever stop? I mean what the hell? Is there some kind of chip in my brain that says

" SCREW UP"

? Is there? All right, well instead of pissing and whining about how I'm a screw up, I can tell you what I did to screw up and then piss and whine again? Fair, I think so too.

So, I'm sitting outside on the curb, a sunny Saturday, all is swell and perfect. Well besides me and the sibling fought earlier that day over nothing, but still great day. Craig should be meeting me in about fifteen minutes, all right that's cool. So I notice a shadow coming and look up, there stands Emma. She stares at me with her beautiful eyes and I felt like such a pansy cuz I wanted to kiss her right then.

" Sean we need to talk." Emma said.

" Yeah, we do." I say quietly. She sits down next to me, and I look over at her. She smiles very faintly.

" I'm so mad at you, why did you shove me?" She asked.

" Reflex, I'm sorry. And I can't say sorry enough. I didn't want you hurt." I said and looked away. God I felt so dorky, like something from a Disney movie. Even though I sounded like a total dork, I still truly meant it.

" Yeah." Emma said. "But, violence is not the answer."

" No shit." I mumbled. Suddenly I realized what I said and turned red.

" Excuse me?" Emma asked, her mouth dropping. "I come to have a civilized conversation with you, and you act all mean and sarcastic?"

" I'm sorry, it slipped. I got in a fight with my brother earlier, so I've been in a bad mood." I protested.

" Oh so I guess you do take your anger out on me, huh?" She asked. "I'm just a scapegoat. Everything is my fault!"

" No, Emma. Sorry."

" You tend to say sorry a lot too." She snapped standing up, I stood up after her.

" Emma, it slipped. I thought what you said was obvious and my bad mood took over and I said something rude. Sorry. I'm just like that sometimes." I said, I felt so bad.

" Sometimes? How about all the time?" Emma demanded.

" No, sometimes Emma! Why wont you listen to me?" I asked. I felt like stomping my foot like I was five.

" Why wont you listen to me?" Emma demanded. I took a deep breath, I was flipping. She was driving me CRAZY.

" I HAVE BEEN LISTENING TO YOU, AND I'LL ALWAYS LISTEN TO YOU! WHY WON'T YOU REPAY THE FAVOR?" I shouted at the top of my lungs.

"I don't have time for this Sean." Emma said. "I thought you were mature, I thought you were different."

" Emma!" I yelled as she walked away. "Damn it." I muttered to myself and sat down. I noticed Craig coming up the sidewalk. I couldn't take it. I felt like crying, I felt like screaming, I wanted to just get all the anger out. I didn't know what to do.

" Yo." Craig said with a smile.

" Craig, you wouldn't mind if I went home, would you?" I asked.

" No, I guess not." Craig said. "Why?"

" Emma." I mumbled.

"Oh, girl problems. Well, since I am grounded, and suppose to go to the store for Joey, I guess I'll be good." Craig said and made a laugh. I laughed a little.

" Bye." I muttered. I walked away with my hands in my pockets. So pissed off, I couldn't even think straight. So sad, I thought if I blinked I'd start bawling. So I ran all the way home.

Anyways. That's how I screwed up. I don't feel like whining. I don't know. All because of my mofo damn temper. You know, I guess my temper is really my own fault, but I am so blaming my parents. I'm so screwed up. damn parents. Parents can ruin everything. Damn it.

Bye

Sean

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Not much to say. lol. I'm tired and bored. So whatever. Review

REVIEW REPLIES

XxArEULoStxX- Yep, thanks for reviewing. Lol. I need reviews.

LadyCaroline- Yeah, I know that if not many people review, it doesn't mean it isn't like. I write for Providence too, a story where you get like two reviews per story. Lol. The story is focused around Sean and Emma, but hey, I think I will add in a Manny and Craig story once in a while. Thanks for the idea!

Starlight4u- Yeah, I know. I made Sean so OOC in that, but I couldn't think of anything. Lol. But I'm glad you like the story anyway, hopefully this chap isn't tooo OOC. Lol.

Ashley- Hey, I love Degrassi too. Well here's the next chap. Look for the next one soon!