Sean's POV
I feel so stupid, I feel so STUPID! What the hell? Isn't there anybody? Anybody at all? I've never felt so damn alone and so damn STUPID! I've actually been crying over Emma, and crying because I've never felt so much pain in my damn life. Not once, not ever. I mean, seeing Craig and Emma kiss was like a damn penknife through my eyes repeatedly, I felt like a sledgehammer was being pounded into my stomach, and I felt like someone ripped my heart on it stomped on it ripped it in half and put it back into my body.
I just. once again, I'm going to say it, I feel so stupid. Why did I believe, why did I truly believe that everything would be fine again? I knew it wouldn't. I knew it wouldn't, but I pretended it would.
I hate Degrassi, I hate it more than anything. All this place is, is a bunch of little spoiled assholes who treat their friends like shit and gossip 24/7. Some school. Right now, I wish I lived with my parents. They may have been total drunks who didn't give a rats ass who I was, but at least I didn't have all this shit. I am so sick and tired of this place.
I'm about to give up. Not on life. yet. but on Emma. No, you know what, I do give up on Emma. I don't care about her any longer, not any more. I hate her. I HATE HER. But, no I don't. I can't hate her, I just can't.
I'm like that. Why the hell do I put up with this shit? Why? I think, I'm going to go take a cold shower. Yeah, that sounds good.
Okay, I may not hate Emma. But I can totally give up on her. I can. Because of her I wanted to change, I wanted to be different. Screw it. There's no use, no use at all.
Well I guess that's it. I through with Emma. Wow, that's weird to say. I'm actually through. Damn, it kind of feels good. Is that weird? Yeah, I think so.
Whelp, I'm going to take a shower. Go to bed; wake up as the new and improved Sean. As far as Craig goes, he's cool, we're still friends (well as friendly as this place gets). Let him have Emma. Actually let him have Emma, and I hope they are great together. That's exactly it. Let them be happy, let them be great, let them get married, BECAUSE I DON'T CARE!
Sean
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Sorry it's taken forever. Been busy, and sorry the chap is so short. In case you cant tell, Sean is in a lot of pain. NO, NOT MY SEANIE! Lol.
REVIEW REPLIES-
XxArEULoStxX- Yep, Craig and Emma kissed. Hehe. I wish I was kissing Craig, or Sean. Yeah.kissing Sean, that's a good thought. Lol. Thanks for reviewing! Keep it up! And yes, Emma needs to pick one guy!
starlight4u- I know, poor Sean, and the pain I put him through. Lol. I feel so bad for him (and I'm writing the story!). "What's her damage?" lol, that's creative. Hey, thanks. I thought I was being OOC, I guess not. Lol. And I got the idea of replying the reviewers from a story I read and the author replied. It was cool, so I like the idea and am using it. I love your story btw. Lol. It's good. Keep writing, and keep reviewing my story!
I feel so stupid, I feel so STUPID! What the hell? Isn't there anybody? Anybody at all? I've never felt so damn alone and so damn STUPID! I've actually been crying over Emma, and crying because I've never felt so much pain in my damn life. Not once, not ever. I mean, seeing Craig and Emma kiss was like a damn penknife through my eyes repeatedly, I felt like a sledgehammer was being pounded into my stomach, and I felt like someone ripped my heart on it stomped on it ripped it in half and put it back into my body.
I just. once again, I'm going to say it, I feel so stupid. Why did I believe, why did I truly believe that everything would be fine again? I knew it wouldn't. I knew it wouldn't, but I pretended it would.
I hate Degrassi, I hate it more than anything. All this place is, is a bunch of little spoiled assholes who treat their friends like shit and gossip 24/7. Some school. Right now, I wish I lived with my parents. They may have been total drunks who didn't give a rats ass who I was, but at least I didn't have all this shit. I am so sick and tired of this place.
I'm about to give up. Not on life. yet. but on Emma. No, you know what, I do give up on Emma. I don't care about her any longer, not any more. I hate her. I HATE HER. But, no I don't. I can't hate her, I just can't.
I'm like that. Why the hell do I put up with this shit? Why? I think, I'm going to go take a cold shower. Yeah, that sounds good.
Okay, I may not hate Emma. But I can totally give up on her. I can. Because of her I wanted to change, I wanted to be different. Screw it. There's no use, no use at all.
Well I guess that's it. I through with Emma. Wow, that's weird to say. I'm actually through. Damn, it kind of feels good. Is that weird? Yeah, I think so.
Whelp, I'm going to take a shower. Go to bed; wake up as the new and improved Sean. As far as Craig goes, he's cool, we're still friends (well as friendly as this place gets). Let him have Emma. Actually let him have Emma, and I hope they are great together. That's exactly it. Let them be happy, let them be great, let them get married, BECAUSE I DON'T CARE!
Sean
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Sorry it's taken forever. Been busy, and sorry the chap is so short. In case you cant tell, Sean is in a lot of pain. NO, NOT MY SEANIE! Lol.
REVIEW REPLIES-
XxArEULoStxX- Yep, Craig and Emma kissed. Hehe. I wish I was kissing Craig, or Sean. Yeah.kissing Sean, that's a good thought. Lol. Thanks for reviewing! Keep it up! And yes, Emma needs to pick one guy!
starlight4u- I know, poor Sean, and the pain I put him through. Lol. I feel so bad for him (and I'm writing the story!). "What's her damage?" lol, that's creative. Hey, thanks. I thought I was being OOC, I guess not. Lol. And I got the idea of replying the reviewers from a story I read and the author replied. It was cool, so I like the idea and am using it. I love your story btw. Lol. It's good. Keep writing, and keep reviewing my story!
