Emma's POV

Diary,

This is a continuation from yesterday, I couldn't handle it. My paper was soaked from tears; my stomach still turns as I think about those last few seconds. It all happened too soon. Me running across the street, Sean screaming after me, the horn, I turned around just in time to watch Sean get hit. It seemed to happen in slow motion, his face went blank, but then the impact, the impact, the car hit him and he got caught, the car went swerving off the road, then smashing into a deli.

" Somebody call an ambulance! A kid is under the car! Someone was hurt in the deli!" I heard someone scream. I couldn't move, but I heard terrified, sobbing, hysterical screams. It took me minutes to realize the screams came from my own mouth.

" Sean! Sean!" I heard someone else yell, I looked up, everything was blurry, but I could make out whom it was. The person I would least expect, it was Jimmy. Jimmy was frantically pushing through the crowd, rushing towards the accident, with Spinner behind him. I saw Manny, Toby, JT, Craig, and shockingly Paige heading my way. Craig was crying, Manny was crying, Toby and JT looked shocked, and Paige had a face of such sympathy and sorry, a face I'll never forget. My screams still came out from my mouth, although everything seemed to be silent.

Soon flashing lights came rushing around the corner, sirens filled the air, cars were stopped. I felt someone's arms around me, it was Paige. She put my head on her shoulder acting like a mother towards me.

" We have to get her home," Paige said taking control.

" No," I choked out. "I need to see Sean."

" Emma, there is no way I will let you look at him." Craig said. Tears streamed down his face.

" I have too," I cried. By then everything turned black.

I don't know how I got home, all I know is I woke up on my couch, wrapped in a blanket, and Mom sitting next to me looking so sad. I told Mom that I had a horrible dream and I didn't want to go to the dance because something bad was going to happen. I went into detail and I noticed fragile looking water drops fell from the corner of her eyes. She told me it wasn't a dream, everything happened. I immediately asked her to take me to the hospital she hesitantly did so.

We arrived in the hospital, I saw Tracker sitting in a white chair, with his head in his hands. Mom walked over to him. I stood there at the door, my arms crossed trying to fight from breaking down in sobs. I knew it wasn't good when I saw Mom's eyes getting glassy again.

She came over to me.

" What's the news," I asked.

" Not good Honey," Mom said and kissed my forehead. "Sean's in a coma, he's in critical condition. There is a good chance he may never wake up.and if he does there's a bigger chance he'll never walk again. His Mom is coming down, they might be sending him to trauma center."

It all just doesn't seem worth it any longer. It all happened for such childish reasons. If I had believed he were sorry, if I would have taken him back months ago, this might not have happened. Sean is lying in a hospital bed now, in a coma, might not wake up, and if he does he might not ever walk again. Everything will be different. Sean screwed up our relationship, but I screwed up his life. And I wish I could do anything to stop it. If I wasn't such a hell-bent stubborn girl and hadn't run across the street he wouldn't have been hit, but if he had stayed with his date he wouldn't have been hit. But of course he left Ellie because he cares for me.. Oh what have I done? I've screwed up everything! Everything! I would do anything just to see Sean well. oh God what have I done?

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Elissa Guss- Thanks for reading! I like fics about Sean and Emma 2! (go figure) lol. Well keep reading!

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