Emma's POV
Diary,
I'm sitting here sobbing; I have more than a few mixed emotions. It's been two days since my last entry, I'm sorry; I haven't had the time nor the energy to write.
The doctors came to tell us that Sean was going to make it; in fact he even woke up. That's why Tracker and his Mom were crying they were so overjoyed. As I was, when I found out, I cried too. The doctors told us, they would give us all five minutes alone with Sean. Only five because Sean was tired, Sean could really only whisper, and they had to prep him for surgery.
When my five minutes came, I was more than ecstatic. I happily walked into the room, and there he laid, looking so helpless. But when he saw me, he smiled so wide.
" Sean," I whispered, I felt the tears drip off my chin.
" Come here," he said. His voice was rather hoarse. I walked over to him, and hugged him; he held me tightly and kissed my forehead. I backed away and held his hand.
" I'm so sorry, this is all my fault," I sobbed.
" No, it's not, you're crazy Em," Sean said and let out a small laugh. We were silent, but I kept crying. "Emma, don't cry, please?"
" Sean, I'm sorry."
" Don't be sorry, it's my own fault," Sean said and then he got a smirk upon his face. "One of my many mistakes in life."
" I'm probably the biggest mistake of your life," I pouted. Sean held my hand and a smile came across his face. "I knew it! I am! I ruined your life! I'm your biggest mistake!"
" No, my biggest mistake was pushing you and acting like an ass-" he started.
" No, Sean, you were trying to be yourself. I was being so immature, and I realized it wasn't worth it," I cried.
" As I was saying," Sean teased. "Pushing you was the biggest mistake but you" "Are the worst mistake?" I asked.
" Emma! Let me finish!" Sean pleaded.
" Sorry," I said.
"You were my favorite mistake," he said and smiled. I started crying all over again.
" You're going to make it," I sobbed. He ran his hand through my hair.
" I knew that," he said. There was a knock on the door, a nurse entered. My five minutes were up, as they say, time flies when your having fun.
" Bye," I whispered as I left the room.
" I'll see you tomorrow, don't be so pessimistic!" Sean said. "And Emma."
I turned around, "yeah?"
" Just remember, you were and you are my favorite mistake."
I smiled and left the room. He smiled at me once more as I walked by the windows. I ran to Mom and she hugged me. I couldn't believe it was happening. I couldn't believe it; Sean was going to make it! Sean was going to live!
So, out of our happiness Mom took me to the mall, we went shopping and bought some new clothes. I bought Sean a shirt and a get well card, and a little present. And then we went out to eat. I ran into Manny there. She ate with us, she was so happy to see me.
Manny slept over, we talked all night about everything under the sun. She was so incredibly happy for me, and she told me everyone at school is still pulling for Sean. In fact, Jimmy and a whole bunch of other kids created these money baskets for every classroom for Sean's family. It was so much fun. I hadn't smiled that much in a long time, in fact I smiled so much my face actually hurt! Who would know it's true! If you don't use those muscles, it really does hurt to smile! But the smiling is all over.
We got a call the next day it was from Tracker. I don't want to say it, I don't want to say it, and I don't want it to be true. Sean died during the operation. He died. It was a freak thing, they were so convinced he was going to live, but he's dead . I have to go now, I cant handle this, it cant be true. But alas it is, my Sean is dead.
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Next chapter is the final chapter! The story is almost over! One more chapter!
REVIEW REPLIES-
S club- I'm sorry, Sean died. I couldn't help it. Don't hate me! Lol. Thanks for reading though!
hiddenwriter- Um, guess I can expect to get my butt kicked? Eh? Thanks for reading!
indecisivepunk- Was that unexpected? I have to agree with you, I love the unexpected too. Thanks for reading!
ash-candygirl- I'm glad you love it, I've loved writing it. It's been fun. Thanks for reading! I really appreciate your reviews and the fact you enjoy the story!
Not Tellin'- Thank you for reading! I guess it is sad, I'm not very good at writing sadness. But hey, I assume this is sad.
Eagle Quill- Cliffhangers! Writers of cliffhangers should either be praised or hung! Lol. Aren't cliffhangers so annoying?! I hate em, but I love to write them! Lol. Thanks for reading!
cosmic-chic- Jimmy an usher? Hey that's a good idea! Here are the final chapters, the wait is over! And yeah, Emma did overreact, but she's Emma! Thanks for reading!
Elissa- THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!
Starlight4u- AH, my most faithful reviewer! I look forward to your reviews! Not that I don't look forward to anyone else's, but you've reviewed from the start! I love the idea, I just might use it, you seem to be very creative during school! Lol! I love when you ramble, because then it gives me an excuse to ramble back at you! lol! Ah, lunch, I have D lunch, so I get to be full for my last two classes! Hey, I hope you like the chapter! Sean died! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! *sniffle sniffle* Tell that girl off! Be like, "hey, I didn't still anything!" I dunno. Lol. I cant search for you either. I hope you had a good time with your friend. I got to go! LATER! And thanks for reading!
Diary,
I'm sitting here sobbing; I have more than a few mixed emotions. It's been two days since my last entry, I'm sorry; I haven't had the time nor the energy to write.
The doctors came to tell us that Sean was going to make it; in fact he even woke up. That's why Tracker and his Mom were crying they were so overjoyed. As I was, when I found out, I cried too. The doctors told us, they would give us all five minutes alone with Sean. Only five because Sean was tired, Sean could really only whisper, and they had to prep him for surgery.
When my five minutes came, I was more than ecstatic. I happily walked into the room, and there he laid, looking so helpless. But when he saw me, he smiled so wide.
" Sean," I whispered, I felt the tears drip off my chin.
" Come here," he said. His voice was rather hoarse. I walked over to him, and hugged him; he held me tightly and kissed my forehead. I backed away and held his hand.
" I'm so sorry, this is all my fault," I sobbed.
" No, it's not, you're crazy Em," Sean said and let out a small laugh. We were silent, but I kept crying. "Emma, don't cry, please?"
" Sean, I'm sorry."
" Don't be sorry, it's my own fault," Sean said and then he got a smirk upon his face. "One of my many mistakes in life."
" I'm probably the biggest mistake of your life," I pouted. Sean held my hand and a smile came across his face. "I knew it! I am! I ruined your life! I'm your biggest mistake!"
" No, my biggest mistake was pushing you and acting like an ass-" he started.
" No, Sean, you were trying to be yourself. I was being so immature, and I realized it wasn't worth it," I cried.
" As I was saying," Sean teased. "Pushing you was the biggest mistake but you" "Are the worst mistake?" I asked.
" Emma! Let me finish!" Sean pleaded.
" Sorry," I said.
"You were my favorite mistake," he said and smiled. I started crying all over again.
" You're going to make it," I sobbed. He ran his hand through my hair.
" I knew that," he said. There was a knock on the door, a nurse entered. My five minutes were up, as they say, time flies when your having fun.
" Bye," I whispered as I left the room.
" I'll see you tomorrow, don't be so pessimistic!" Sean said. "And Emma."
I turned around, "yeah?"
" Just remember, you were and you are my favorite mistake."
I smiled and left the room. He smiled at me once more as I walked by the windows. I ran to Mom and she hugged me. I couldn't believe it was happening. I couldn't believe it; Sean was going to make it! Sean was going to live!
So, out of our happiness Mom took me to the mall, we went shopping and bought some new clothes. I bought Sean a shirt and a get well card, and a little present. And then we went out to eat. I ran into Manny there. She ate with us, she was so happy to see me.
Manny slept over, we talked all night about everything under the sun. She was so incredibly happy for me, and she told me everyone at school is still pulling for Sean. In fact, Jimmy and a whole bunch of other kids created these money baskets for every classroom for Sean's family. It was so much fun. I hadn't smiled that much in a long time, in fact I smiled so much my face actually hurt! Who would know it's true! If you don't use those muscles, it really does hurt to smile! But the smiling is all over.
We got a call the next day it was from Tracker. I don't want to say it, I don't want to say it, and I don't want it to be true. Sean died during the operation. He died. It was a freak thing, they were so convinced he was going to live, but he's dead . I have to go now, I cant handle this, it cant be true. But alas it is, my Sean is dead.
|/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/ \/\/\/\/\/\/\/\/\|
Next chapter is the final chapter! The story is almost over! One more chapter!
REVIEW REPLIES-
S club- I'm sorry, Sean died. I couldn't help it. Don't hate me! Lol. Thanks for reading though!
hiddenwriter- Um, guess I can expect to get my butt kicked? Eh? Thanks for reading!
indecisivepunk- Was that unexpected? I have to agree with you, I love the unexpected too. Thanks for reading!
ash-candygirl- I'm glad you love it, I've loved writing it. It's been fun. Thanks for reading! I really appreciate your reviews and the fact you enjoy the story!
Not Tellin'- Thank you for reading! I guess it is sad, I'm not very good at writing sadness. But hey, I assume this is sad.
Eagle Quill- Cliffhangers! Writers of cliffhangers should either be praised or hung! Lol. Aren't cliffhangers so annoying?! I hate em, but I love to write them! Lol. Thanks for reading!
cosmic-chic- Jimmy an usher? Hey that's a good idea! Here are the final chapters, the wait is over! And yeah, Emma did overreact, but she's Emma! Thanks for reading!
Elissa- THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!
Starlight4u- AH, my most faithful reviewer! I look forward to your reviews! Not that I don't look forward to anyone else's, but you've reviewed from the start! I love the idea, I just might use it, you seem to be very creative during school! Lol! I love when you ramble, because then it gives me an excuse to ramble back at you! lol! Ah, lunch, I have D lunch, so I get to be full for my last two classes! Hey, I hope you like the chapter! Sean died! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! *sniffle sniffle* Tell that girl off! Be like, "hey, I didn't still anything!" I dunno. Lol. I cant search for you either. I hope you had a good time with your friend. I got to go! LATER! And thanks for reading!
