Linda headed to the car she had to just get out of there. She couldn't stand to stay
there any longer. Oh how she wished this wasn't happening. I thought we had
taught him better values. I guess no matter how many talks we had with him, I
guess it was no use. I'm going to be one of the youngest grandparents. Linda
started to sob. Her tears were pity for Shane and angry towards Shane. She just
wished that someone was there to comfort her. She also thought about her
husband. Linda knew he would flip out when he found about the child.
Shane sat back at the house in shock. Shane was very shocked by his
mother's outburst. He had never heard his mother raise her voice like she had just
did. Not even when she yelled about his father's cheating ways, was she that loud.
Shane again felt confused and guilty. Shane just wished this whole mess would
just go away.
Shane heard the front door open. He looked to see who it was and it was
Linda. Shane looked at his mother and could see she had been crying. Shane ever
since he was little hated to see his mother cry. He remembered so many nights he
would have to comfort his mom. So many times he would have to comfort her
because of his dad cheating. He still everyday wondered why his mother put up
with his father.
Shane without saying anything just went up to his mom and hugged her.
"I'm so sorry Shane that I yelled at you". "Oh mom it's okay I deserved it". "Shane
why don't we go sit on the couch and talk again". Shane nodded and again they
both headed to the couch.
"Mom I have a plan". "What is it?" "What if every month I just send money
to Nikki, almost like a child support". "Shane you can't do that you have to be part
of this child's life". "Why not, mom?" "Shane your going to have Nikki raise your
child". "I don't think that is all fair". "Shane you have to take responsibility
for your actions". "We all make mistakes and when we make them we must deal
with the consciences". "There is something's that I regret doing but that's how you
learn". "Shane for this one time money isn't going to make this problem go away".
"Don't you want to be a part of this child's life". "Shane you have a dad". "Vince
isn't around much but let me tell you he regrets not be around". "Shane he missed
your first steps and your first bike ride". "I remember telling him over the phone
"yes today Shane said his first word". I could just hear the hurt in his voice.
"Mom I can't this plan is the only way". "Dad can never find out about this
child". "Shane your dad is going to find out no matter what, why keep it a secret?"
"Mom because I know dad he will yell and say how ashamed he is of me". "I think
he might even disown me". "Shane your father loves you very much". "He would
never disown you". "I don't really think you know how proud your dad is of you".
"He talks about you and Stephanie all the time to people at Titan". "It's always
Shane this and Steph this". "What am I talking about I do the same thing".
"Shane, please don't think we don't love you". "We may seem harsh at
times but where doing it in your best interest". Shane looked at his mom and
smiled. "I know mom". "It's just this happening, I thought maybe you would lose
respect for me". "Shane it did hurt me, I won't lie". "But no matter what I will
love you". "Shane it's not everyday your 18 year old comes home and says his
girlfriend is pregnant". "I know mom, I think we should still go though with the
plan". "Mom it's the best way to go, I can have some what of a normal life".
"Mom I want to get into wrestling so bad, you know that". "Mom wrestling is in
my blood". "Shane, what is your full plan?"
"Okay, here goes nothing". "What if I agree to pay so much a month". "We
can open a secret account that dad will never know about". "Every month we will
write checks to Nikki". "Mom I will get a job being a manson again". "Shane you
won't make enough money to pay". "Mom that's where you will come in". "Until
I graduate and get a job at WWE". "Then of course when I get a job I will
continue to pay Nikki and pay you back". "Can you pay a little bit of money a
month?" "What do you say mom?" "Shane I don't know keeping this from your
father".
With that the phone rang. Shane and Linda both looked at each other.
Linda got up and heads to the phone. "Hello". "Hi Lin, it's Vince". "Oh hi
Vince". Shane looked at his mom scared. Would Linda tell Vince? "Look Linda
I won't be home on Friday like planned". "Why not, Vince?" "Well umm... uh.. I
have some more business here". "Linda it's going to take a few extra days".
"Vince you have only 1 contract and it's already been 4 days". "How long does it
take, Vince?" Shane had heard this before. It usually meant that his dad found
some woman and was cheating on his mother. "Vince are you cheating on me
again?" "Uh.. no of course not I love you why would I cheat on you". "How
could you think such a thing?" "Goodbye Vincent, call me back when you have
stopped cheating".
With that Linda slammed the phone down. "Shane, lets do this plan".
Shane looked at his mom, "your really going to agree with this". "Yes I am".
"Mom your not doing this to get revenge on dad, are you?" "No I am not". Deep
down Shane knew she was. "Mom can I ask you something?" "It has nothing to
do with this baby though". Linda smiled, "sure honey, what is it?" "Please tell me
dad isn't cheating again". Linda put her head down. When she did that Shane
knew the answer to his question. "I'm afraid so, son". Shane became angry, how
could his dad do this? "Oh mom I'm so sorry". Shane gave his mom a hug. "Oh
Shane it's not your fault, it's his".
"Mom, why do you put up with him?" Linda looked up at Shane with tears
in her eyes, "Shane, because I love him". Linda brusted into tears. Again like so
many other night Shane had to comfort his mom. This angered Shane so much.
His dad was always bring his mother to tears, just by a phone call. His dad always
had to do something stupid. "Mom I love you so much, thanks for helping me
out". "No, Shane thank you". "No matter what your always here for me". "Mom,
it's no problem I just wish dad would change". "Honey, I wish he would too".
"If he keeps up with this your going to leave him mom, right?" "Shane I
can't". "You don't understand, you didn't seem him before". "Your father was so
sweet, and such a gentlemen". "He would hold doors for me and let me go first".
"Yeah and now mom he practical slams the door in your face". "Mom, dad isn't
that same man". "Shane I'm just hoping he will change, maybe he will go back to
the way he was before". "I know mom we all do".
"So your going to agree to this plan?" "Yes, I am". "Are you sure?"
"Yes". "How are we going to keep this such a secret, though". "It's only really
going to be a secret to dad". "Stephanie already knows and I know she won't tell
anyone". "So a plan it is". They both shook hands and the plan begin.
Well Nikki had the baby 9 months later. It was a boy and his name was
Dylan Jacob Cabral. Cabral because that was Nikki's last name. Shane had got a
call about the child's birth. Shane decided to go and see his child. Although he
was really going because Linda begged him to go see the child.
The baby was so cute. He had blue eyes and dark hair. He looked just like
Shane expect Dylan had blue eyes. Shane decided to hold his son. Once Dylan
was in Shane's arms he didn't cry at all. It was like the child knew Shane was his
father. Linda just stood there and looked at her grandchild. "May I hold him,
Shane?" Shane gave his famous grin, "sure". Shane handed Dylan to Linda.
Shane could see tears welding in his mother's eyes. "Shane he looks so much like
you". "This is my little grandson for sure". "Hi Dylan I'm your grandma". "I
love you so much". Linda then placed a gentle kiss on baby Dylan's head. Shane
looked at his mom holding Dylan. He started getting second thoughts about the
plan. Shane knew though it was best to go though with the plan.
"Here Shane". Linda gave Dylan back to Shane. "Hi buddy, I'm your dad".
"I know I won't be around much". "No matter what though I will love you my
entire life". "I love you Dylan, my son". By now Shane had tears in his eyes.
Shane noticed that Dylan had feel asleep. He smiled and placed a kiss on Dylan's
cheek. Shane looked at Linda and said "you ready to go mom?" Linda nodded
and they headed out of the hospital.
That was the last time I had seen my son. That was ten years ago making
me 28 and my son 10. I think about Dylan everyday. I regretting not being there
for him. Nikki does send my pictures of Dylan every so often. I stopped showing
the pictures to my mom. She always gets so hysterical when she seem them. I see
the same longing in her eyes that I have. The longing to meet Dylan my own flesh
and blood. I would never said it outloud but I want to meet my son.
Nikki called me a few days ago. She asked me if I wanted to meet Dylan.
Nikki said that lately Dylan had been asking about his father. I told Nikki that I
wanted to meet him. That I was wrong all those years not being around. I have to
do this for my son, mom and Stephanie. We all need to meet and know Dylan. I
still of course have to tell my dad about Dylan. I asked Nikki if my mom could
come to and she said sure.
I told my mom about it and she was so excited. "Shane, were going to meet
Dylan?" "Oh Shane that is so great". I had not seen my mom's face light up like
that in such a long time. I was happy to see her happy again. She hadn't been
happy for awhile. "Shane, are you finally going to tell your dad". "Yes mom I
think I should finally tell him". "It's just again, how do I bring it up?" "How do I
tell him". "Shane I think you should just tell him". "Just say, dad I have to tell
you something". "Tell him how you told me". "Just be honest with him".
there any longer. Oh how she wished this wasn't happening. I thought we had
taught him better values. I guess no matter how many talks we had with him, I
guess it was no use. I'm going to be one of the youngest grandparents. Linda
started to sob. Her tears were pity for Shane and angry towards Shane. She just
wished that someone was there to comfort her. She also thought about her
husband. Linda knew he would flip out when he found about the child.
Shane sat back at the house in shock. Shane was very shocked by his
mother's outburst. He had never heard his mother raise her voice like she had just
did. Not even when she yelled about his father's cheating ways, was she that loud.
Shane again felt confused and guilty. Shane just wished this whole mess would
just go away.
Shane heard the front door open. He looked to see who it was and it was
Linda. Shane looked at his mother and could see she had been crying. Shane ever
since he was little hated to see his mother cry. He remembered so many nights he
would have to comfort his mom. So many times he would have to comfort her
because of his dad cheating. He still everyday wondered why his mother put up
with his father.
Shane without saying anything just went up to his mom and hugged her.
"I'm so sorry Shane that I yelled at you". "Oh mom it's okay I deserved it". "Shane
why don't we go sit on the couch and talk again". Shane nodded and again they
both headed to the couch.
"Mom I have a plan". "What is it?" "What if every month I just send money
to Nikki, almost like a child support". "Shane you can't do that you have to be part
of this child's life". "Why not, mom?" "Shane your going to have Nikki raise your
child". "I don't think that is all fair". "Shane you have to take responsibility
for your actions". "We all make mistakes and when we make them we must deal
with the consciences". "There is something's that I regret doing but that's how you
learn". "Shane for this one time money isn't going to make this problem go away".
"Don't you want to be a part of this child's life". "Shane you have a dad". "Vince
isn't around much but let me tell you he regrets not be around". "Shane he missed
your first steps and your first bike ride". "I remember telling him over the phone
"yes today Shane said his first word". I could just hear the hurt in his voice.
"Mom I can't this plan is the only way". "Dad can never find out about this
child". "Shane your dad is going to find out no matter what, why keep it a secret?"
"Mom because I know dad he will yell and say how ashamed he is of me". "I think
he might even disown me". "Shane your father loves you very much". "He would
never disown you". "I don't really think you know how proud your dad is of you".
"He talks about you and Stephanie all the time to people at Titan". "It's always
Shane this and Steph this". "What am I talking about I do the same thing".
"Shane, please don't think we don't love you". "We may seem harsh at
times but where doing it in your best interest". Shane looked at his mom and
smiled. "I know mom". "It's just this happening, I thought maybe you would lose
respect for me". "Shane it did hurt me, I won't lie". "But no matter what I will
love you". "Shane it's not everyday your 18 year old comes home and says his
girlfriend is pregnant". "I know mom, I think we should still go though with the
plan". "Mom it's the best way to go, I can have some what of a normal life".
"Mom I want to get into wrestling so bad, you know that". "Mom wrestling is in
my blood". "Shane, what is your full plan?"
"Okay, here goes nothing". "What if I agree to pay so much a month". "We
can open a secret account that dad will never know about". "Every month we will
write checks to Nikki". "Mom I will get a job being a manson again". "Shane you
won't make enough money to pay". "Mom that's where you will come in". "Until
I graduate and get a job at WWE". "Then of course when I get a job I will
continue to pay Nikki and pay you back". "Can you pay a little bit of money a
month?" "What do you say mom?" "Shane I don't know keeping this from your
father".
With that the phone rang. Shane and Linda both looked at each other.
Linda got up and heads to the phone. "Hello". "Hi Lin, it's Vince". "Oh hi
Vince". Shane looked at his mom scared. Would Linda tell Vince? "Look Linda
I won't be home on Friday like planned". "Why not, Vince?" "Well umm... uh.. I
have some more business here". "Linda it's going to take a few extra days".
"Vince you have only 1 contract and it's already been 4 days". "How long does it
take, Vince?" Shane had heard this before. It usually meant that his dad found
some woman and was cheating on his mother. "Vince are you cheating on me
again?" "Uh.. no of course not I love you why would I cheat on you". "How
could you think such a thing?" "Goodbye Vincent, call me back when you have
stopped cheating".
With that Linda slammed the phone down. "Shane, lets do this plan".
Shane looked at his mom, "your really going to agree with this". "Yes I am".
"Mom your not doing this to get revenge on dad, are you?" "No I am not". Deep
down Shane knew she was. "Mom can I ask you something?" "It has nothing to
do with this baby though". Linda smiled, "sure honey, what is it?" "Please tell me
dad isn't cheating again". Linda put her head down. When she did that Shane
knew the answer to his question. "I'm afraid so, son". Shane became angry, how
could his dad do this? "Oh mom I'm so sorry". Shane gave his mom a hug. "Oh
Shane it's not your fault, it's his".
"Mom, why do you put up with him?" Linda looked up at Shane with tears
in her eyes, "Shane, because I love him". Linda brusted into tears. Again like so
many other night Shane had to comfort his mom. This angered Shane so much.
His dad was always bring his mother to tears, just by a phone call. His dad always
had to do something stupid. "Mom I love you so much, thanks for helping me
out". "No, Shane thank you". "No matter what your always here for me". "Mom,
it's no problem I just wish dad would change". "Honey, I wish he would too".
"If he keeps up with this your going to leave him mom, right?" "Shane I
can't". "You don't understand, you didn't seem him before". "Your father was so
sweet, and such a gentlemen". "He would hold doors for me and let me go first".
"Yeah and now mom he practical slams the door in your face". "Mom, dad isn't
that same man". "Shane I'm just hoping he will change, maybe he will go back to
the way he was before". "I know mom we all do".
"So your going to agree to this plan?" "Yes, I am". "Are you sure?"
"Yes". "How are we going to keep this such a secret, though". "It's only really
going to be a secret to dad". "Stephanie already knows and I know she won't tell
anyone". "So a plan it is". They both shook hands and the plan begin.
Well Nikki had the baby 9 months later. It was a boy and his name was
Dylan Jacob Cabral. Cabral because that was Nikki's last name. Shane had got a
call about the child's birth. Shane decided to go and see his child. Although he
was really going because Linda begged him to go see the child.
The baby was so cute. He had blue eyes and dark hair. He looked just like
Shane expect Dylan had blue eyes. Shane decided to hold his son. Once Dylan
was in Shane's arms he didn't cry at all. It was like the child knew Shane was his
father. Linda just stood there and looked at her grandchild. "May I hold him,
Shane?" Shane gave his famous grin, "sure". Shane handed Dylan to Linda.
Shane could see tears welding in his mother's eyes. "Shane he looks so much like
you". "This is my little grandson for sure". "Hi Dylan I'm your grandma". "I
love you so much". Linda then placed a gentle kiss on baby Dylan's head. Shane
looked at his mom holding Dylan. He started getting second thoughts about the
plan. Shane knew though it was best to go though with the plan.
"Here Shane". Linda gave Dylan back to Shane. "Hi buddy, I'm your dad".
"I know I won't be around much". "No matter what though I will love you my
entire life". "I love you Dylan, my son". By now Shane had tears in his eyes.
Shane noticed that Dylan had feel asleep. He smiled and placed a kiss on Dylan's
cheek. Shane looked at Linda and said "you ready to go mom?" Linda nodded
and they headed out of the hospital.
That was the last time I had seen my son. That was ten years ago making
me 28 and my son 10. I think about Dylan everyday. I regretting not being there
for him. Nikki does send my pictures of Dylan every so often. I stopped showing
the pictures to my mom. She always gets so hysterical when she seem them. I see
the same longing in her eyes that I have. The longing to meet Dylan my own flesh
and blood. I would never said it outloud but I want to meet my son.
Nikki called me a few days ago. She asked me if I wanted to meet Dylan.
Nikki said that lately Dylan had been asking about his father. I told Nikki that I
wanted to meet him. That I was wrong all those years not being around. I have to
do this for my son, mom and Stephanie. We all need to meet and know Dylan. I
still of course have to tell my dad about Dylan. I asked Nikki if my mom could
come to and she said sure.
I told my mom about it and she was so excited. "Shane, were going to meet
Dylan?" "Oh Shane that is so great". I had not seen my mom's face light up like
that in such a long time. I was happy to see her happy again. She hadn't been
happy for awhile. "Shane, are you finally going to tell your dad". "Yes mom I
think I should finally tell him". "It's just again, how do I bring it up?" "How do I
tell him". "Shane I think you should just tell him". "Just say, dad I have to tell
you something". "Tell him how you told me". "Just be honest with him".
