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To Love A Nazi

Chapter 15- Issues

Harry's P.O.V.-

I can't believe it even though I know it happened. I replay last night over and over in my head. I'm trying to make it sink into my mind that it really did happen and I just didn't make it up.

It was so uncomfortable when he came back for his meeting. I knew something had happened. But, he didn't want to talk about it. So, I didn't press it.

Getting into to bed was very odd. We've been sleeping in the same bed for a few weeks and nothing has happened. Sometimes I wish that he would do something. I've lost my fear of him. But, still it was surprising when he came and pulled closer to him.

That's to where it stopped. He started to kiss my neck. It seemed like he wanted to take comfort and give pleasure for it. I just started to give into him when he threw his leg around my waist. His foot roamed around until he found my groin. Then he began to rub. It was so arousing. He pulled me even closer and put his hands under my shirt. Everything he was doing felt so good. I didn't want him to stop. This was the first time any of my lovers had cared about making me filled with lust for them.

Then I felt his erection in the back of my thigh. He froze. He started to draw away from me. I couldn't deal with that. I grasped his arms and held him to me. That's when he started to whisper those three words over and over again. "I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry." What did he have to be sorry for? As he fell asleep I puzzled over that. I'm still puzzling over that.