14th June 2003
Being the only child in the family makes feel lonely. I have no father. Mom never tells me anything about him and I wonder why. I never knew how my father looks like. There is no evidence my father ever existed in the family. I wonder why mom keeps it secret.
23rd June 2003, 8.55 p.m.
Today is my first day of school. My really excited and nervous. Today I'm going to meet new friends and learn new things. That dashing man! Today I met him again at the car park. That same face is making me crazy all over again! I met him again when he went out from staff room. My heart beat went faster and my face blushes. I tried hard to cover up my feelings by ignoring him and walk faster towards the classroom.
1st July 2003
I'm going to celebrate my 21st birthday in two weeks time. My only wish is that the doctor could cure my cancer soon. I'm too young to die.
Today I met him again at the office. I was so jealous when a classmate talked to him. I wish I could have the same chance!
14th July 2003
Today is my 21st birthday. I never got my wish instead my condition got worsen. Today I admitted to the hospital due to heavy pain I suffered. My health deteriorated due to the brain cancer.
I haven't met him today. I miss him!
22nd July 2003
Finally, I'm discharged from the hospital. I got on my feet again after a week of excruciating pain of a queue of the chemotherapy treatment. The doctor manages to slower down the cells development. I have to take tons of medicine which I hate so much!
Tomorrow I'm going to school with hopes to meet him. *smiles coyly*
23rd July 2003
I just finished radio productions' class. I hate Mr. Wilson. He talked like a girl. I barely heard his voice and ended up sleeping in his class. I saw mom holding a picture. When I approach her, mom quickly hides it. But I manage to have a glance. There's something familiar about the picture. Someone I knew for a long time. I wish I knew who it was.
1st August 2003
The cancer worsens. I've been taken to the hospital twice this week. I will not be able to finish this semester. I noticed a change in mom's attitude. Mom always cry and always talking weird about dad. I left unquestioned today. Mom woudn't wants to talk to me.
14th August 2003
My eyesight blurred and I'm in a great pain. I'm going to die soon. I heard a familiar voice beside my bed. A very familiar voice but I can't remember who. Mom touches my hand and said, "I'm sorry. I lied to you." I heard my mom's crying.
Someone's touches my hand and softly say to me, "It's me, Mr. Keller, your dad,"
My heart sank. How could my mom lie to me? I knew I never got the answer. I never knew.he is my father. I wish I knew earlier!
15th August 2003
Here lies Margaret Keller July 14th 1982 to August 14th 2003.
Being the only child in the family makes feel lonely. I have no father. Mom never tells me anything about him and I wonder why. I never knew how my father looks like. There is no evidence my father ever existed in the family. I wonder why mom keeps it secret.
23rd June 2003, 8.55 p.m.
Today is my first day of school. My really excited and nervous. Today I'm going to meet new friends and learn new things. That dashing man! Today I met him again at the car park. That same face is making me crazy all over again! I met him again when he went out from staff room. My heart beat went faster and my face blushes. I tried hard to cover up my feelings by ignoring him and walk faster towards the classroom.
1st July 2003
I'm going to celebrate my 21st birthday in two weeks time. My only wish is that the doctor could cure my cancer soon. I'm too young to die.
Today I met him again at the office. I was so jealous when a classmate talked to him. I wish I could have the same chance!
14th July 2003
Today is my 21st birthday. I never got my wish instead my condition got worsen. Today I admitted to the hospital due to heavy pain I suffered. My health deteriorated due to the brain cancer.
I haven't met him today. I miss him!
22nd July 2003
Finally, I'm discharged from the hospital. I got on my feet again after a week of excruciating pain of a queue of the chemotherapy treatment. The doctor manages to slower down the cells development. I have to take tons of medicine which I hate so much!
Tomorrow I'm going to school with hopes to meet him. *smiles coyly*
23rd July 2003
I just finished radio productions' class. I hate Mr. Wilson. He talked like a girl. I barely heard his voice and ended up sleeping in his class. I saw mom holding a picture. When I approach her, mom quickly hides it. But I manage to have a glance. There's something familiar about the picture. Someone I knew for a long time. I wish I knew who it was.
1st August 2003
The cancer worsens. I've been taken to the hospital twice this week. I will not be able to finish this semester. I noticed a change in mom's attitude. Mom always cry and always talking weird about dad. I left unquestioned today. Mom woudn't wants to talk to me.
14th August 2003
My eyesight blurred and I'm in a great pain. I'm going to die soon. I heard a familiar voice beside my bed. A very familiar voice but I can't remember who. Mom touches my hand and said, "I'm sorry. I lied to you." I heard my mom's crying.
Someone's touches my hand and softly say to me, "It's me, Mr. Keller, your dad,"
My heart sank. How could my mom lie to me? I knew I never got the answer. I never knew.he is my father. I wish I knew earlier!
15th August 2003
Here lies Margaret Keller July 14th 1982 to August 14th 2003.
