Last Hope

Everyone thought we would last... everyone thought I would go first... they thought I was the best and you never got a chance. We thought love wouldbring us closer and we could make it through everything. Please don't leave me now! You're too young...

These were the last thoughts I made holding my brother's hand before he died.I knew life would go on but it hurts and I still remember how it happened. I will never forget it. It was my fault.

It was a usual day but something terrible happened. We fought over my decision about leaving WWE. We were both fuming and you left in the car nonetheless. I was through fuming and ready to calmly talk to you. I needed your support now the most. Sure Amy is great but she's not you. I waited a long, a very long four hours.

'Surely he can't be that mad.' I thought. Then I went to look for you. There you were, car tipped over grasping for air. I stopped and helped you out. That was one of the rare times I was tears in your eyes. I grabbed my cell and called for help. I held your head in my lap. I never felt so helpless.

Then you said with the last of your breath. " I love you, Jeff. Make me proud." Then you stopped breathing. I tried CPR, it did no good. The help arrived and I held your hand. I was crying and praying but you didn't make it...

Jeff looks to the sky and sees Matt smiling down on him. He knew he made him proud.