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Suddenly, like lightening, Draco reached over and grabbed one of Ginny's arms. He began walking down the hallway with her in tow. His fingers dug into her arm and she was practically running to keep up with him. She quickly realized where they were going and felt a flutter of panic. Draco was dragging her off to his room.
"Draco where are we going?" She asked even though she knew the answer.
"Like you haven't already figured it out? You're smart, Weasley, so don't play dumb now." He reverted back to using her last name to identify her. That hurt her more than his fingers that continued to dig into her upper arm.
"Why Draco?" Ginny was afraid of this answer.
The only answer Ginny got from Draco was a laugh. Finally they arrived at Draco door and he said some password to get it to open. Ginny was surprised that no one had seen them on their journey to his room but she assumed he had some secret way he went that no one else used.
After the door was securely shut Draco released Ginny's arm and threw her onto the bed. He began to take off his clothes. He looked at her and commanded.
"Take off your clothes or I'll do it myself." His voice was filled with a cold hatred. Ginny wanted to cry and she wanted to beg but she wouldn't. For some reason Draco believed she was cheating on him with Jake. She wouldn't give in to his little tantrum he was throwing, she couldn't. She just sat there on the bed watching him take his clothes off. When he was done he looked at her.
"You're still dressed." He commented.
"Good observation, Draco." She answered him sarcastically. She was mad at him for not trusting her and not listening to her explanations. She was also scared and didn't know how else to handle the fear.
"Big mistake." He told her before he lunged at her and pinned her to the bed. He grabbed her wrists and held them in one hand above her head. With the other hand he reached down and undid her skirt. He roughly pulled the skirt down and threw it on the floor. She was struggling but he was stronger. He tightened his grip on her hands above her head and unbuttoned her shirt. He felt her struggling against him. She bucked her torso trying to throw his weight off her. He was too strong and she couldn't move him an inch.
Ginny was terrified as Draco roughly grabbed her chin, forcing her to look at him.
"So this is what you like? How many guys can you juggle at once?" He bent his head and savagely kissed her. His teeth knocked hers and she cringed in pain.
"Do you like it when he kisses you? Touches you like this?" Draco grabbed Ginny's breast through her bra and squeezed it tightly. Ginny gasped at the pain and bucked her body again trying to dislodge him. She couldn't of course because he was way to heavy for her.
Ginny was beginning to realize Draco was serious. He was truly upset and was going to rape her. Draco had never cared about anyone the way he cared about her. He didn't know how to deal with the betrayal he thought she'd committed.
Ginny understood that he was only doing this out of pain and anger, so she stopped struggling. She let her body go completely limp and just laid there. She wasn't able to stop the tears that formed in her eyes and trailed a path down her cheeks. They began falling uncontrollably as she silently suffered.
Draco had seen the expressions flitter across Ginny's face. Fear being the most prominent, but there was also understanding and acceptance. He almost convinced himself that he could take Ginny, that he could rape her...Ginny, the only girl he'd ever love.
He looked down at her eyes and the tears that were escaping them. Regret filled his mind; suddenly he knew he was wrong. The scene from earlier in the hallway with Jake replayed in his mind. This time when he was clear of jealousy he could see Ginny was struggling with Jake. Remorse gave way to self-hatred as he looked down at Ginny's body. She lay beneath him wearing only a bra and underwear. Her arm bruised from where he'd dragged her up to his room. She looked so pale and defenseless lying there that he wanted to die. He brought her to this state. He released her wrists and his head hung down in shame. He couldn't look at her when he spoke.
"Ginny, I'm so sorry. I have no words to tell you how sorry I am."
The tortured sound of his voice stirred something inside Ginny. She knew she should get up and run away from him as soon as possible but she couldn't. She couldn't for the simple reason that she loved him. Against all rhyme and reason, she loved him with a pure self-sacrificing love. Ginny instinctively knew that this was a turning point. One choice would lead to one life and the other choice would lead to another life. For Ginny it was an easy choice, she knew she loved Draco and needed him in her life. For Draco, her choice could result in him becoming either good or evil. It was simple really and she did the only thing she could think of, and the only thing she even wanted to do.
Ginny lifted her hand and softly cupped Draco's cheek. Slowly, with gentle urging he lifted his head to look at her. The look of complete and utter despair in Draco's eyes cemented Ginny's already solid decision.
"Draco, if you don't have the words, show me." She told him gently while stroking his cheek. His eyes flared when he realized what she was saying. He stayed in the same position, looking into her eyes for what seemed like hours. Finally he stood up off the bed and gently took her hands in his. He pulled her until she was sitting in front of him and the edge of the bed. He wrapped his arms around her body and unclasped her bra.
Draco drew in a breath at the sight that greeted him. Her breasts were beautiful. He stared at the slight bruise he'd left with his brutality earlier and Ginny followed his gaze. He slowly bent down and kissed the purple mark, trying to somehow make it disappear. He straightened and pulled Ginny off the bed until she stood in front of him. Kneeling, he slowly and leisurely pulled her panties down her legs, trailing kisses as he went.
It was odd for Ginny, the mixture of complete tenderness Draco was using was making her want him to speed his pace and move faster. A primal sort of need was building in her and he hadn't even really touched her. As he knelt in front of her she ran a hand through his hair. She loved his hair, it was uncommonly beautiful for a guy, and it felt so soft in her fingers. Draco looked up at her and rose to stand with her.
He bent to kiss her and this time instead of force her slowly kissed her. She gladly opened her mouth and accepted him. They kissed for a while like this. Draco was exploring her mouth and nipping her bottom lip. Already he knew exactly what she liked and was doing it expertly. Ginny already wanted more than just his simple kisses and she could tell he did too.
He laid them on the bed with Ginny beneath him. He didn't stop kissing her the entire time. Ginny felt dizzy with desire. A pressure, a need was coiling in her lower body and she wanted Draco to give her the release she needed. He trailed kisses down her throat until he reached her breasts. Once again he stopped when he saw the mark he'd left earlier. He ran his finger over it lightly, causing Ginny to give a little gasp. Draco smiled and kissed her breast. He took her nipple in his mouth and gently sucked it. He moved his other hand to her leg and moved it up until he found what he wanted. She was already moist and he could easily take her with minimal pain but he wasn't ready to do that yet. He plunged a finger inside Ginny and heard her give a soft moan. He wanted to hear more. He increased the pressure on her nipple and nipped it with his teeth while he plunged his fingers in again. This time Ginny gave an all out yell and Draco couldn't stop himself.
He moved over her bracing his weight on his elbows and slowly pushed himself inside her. He wanted to be careful since she was a virgin but he didn't have much control left. He continued to push and he felt a slight amount of resistance as he pushed himself all the way in. Ginny gasped in pain and grabbed onto Draco's shoulders. Draco saw the look of pain in her eyes and was about to withdraw when she leaned up and kissed him. Automatically he kissed her back until she was once again restless with need.
Draco began to thrust in and out, watching Ginny for signs of pain. All he could see was pleasure. It was written all over her face. He was about at the end of his rope and almost couldn't hold back any longer but he could tell she was about to come and he wanted her to have that. He gritted his teeth together as he gave one last final thrust that sent Ginny soaring over the edge. He came right after her, spilling himself in her.
Ginny felt like thousands of stars exploded inside her head. She had never dared to imagine it would feel like this. It was amazing and unlike anything she'd ever experienced, she doubted anything could compare to it. Draco was still lying on top of her, his breathing was shallow. Ginny could feel his heart beating; she wrapped her arms around his body and held him. Even though Draco outweighed Ginny by a good amount they fell asleep like this, him on top of her and still inside her. She wanted to stay like this forever.
A/N: See there it is! TA-DA!!! Did you like it?? I did. See Draco isn't such a brute after all he was just upset!! Yes and this chapter was longer than usual so it made up for the short one a little while ago! Anyways. Thanks for all the reviews, I get so excited when I read em! I'm like hooha someone's actually reading my story and liking it!!! Yep mmmmhmmm…that's me. So thanks people… I have to go now.
