Title: Hermionie-cutting edge Summary: Hermionies' parents are fighting a lot. One night she hears something she shouldn't have. She cuts herself. Will anyone notice before it is too late? R/R to find out! Hi people, this is my first fic so please be nice! The story is done in diary form, from Hermionies diary. Well here I go, wish me luck! ; p ========================= July 1st 2:00pm: I just got back from the train station. I miss school already. The car trip home was strange, my parents didn't talk or look at each other once. I wonder what's wrong?

2:53pm: They are shouting at each other downstairs. Its actually the first time ive heard them shouting at each other. What are they even shouting about? Probably something stupid anyway. Ohh, I forgot I have a new potions' book. I'm off to do some reading.

July 22nd 9:28pm: Do they ever arguing? I'm trying to read. SHUT UP! You think they would have a little more consideration for other people in this house than themselves!

9:42pm: It's about time!

10:00pm: Not again! How their voices are not hoarse by now is beyond me! I will have to go tell them to shut up because I want to sleep!

10:15pm: Sometimes I surprise myself. I never knew I could shout that loud. I screamed "SHUT THE FUCK UP!" so loud at them I thought all the glass would break. But it didn't.

10:16pm: It did shut them up though.

July 27th 12:30: I sent Harry a big box of sweets and a card for his birthday. Since he is never fed by his Aunt and Uncle. I thought sweets a good idea.

3:00pm: I just got a letter from Ron asking me if I want to go to the burrow for the last 2 weeks of holidays. He said Harry would be going aswell.

3:09pm: I suppose it will be fun, well more fun than listening to my parents fighting every 2 seconds! I wish I could spend more time with them, you know do family stuff. Something small, like go shopping as a family. As a happy family.

June 12th 11:25pm: I was having a lovely dream about kissing Draco, only to be woken up by my parents arguing. AGAIN!

11:31pm: Oh god, I can hear plates being smashed downstairs. I should go and stop it before anything bad happens.

11:52pm: Why? Why did I have to hear that? Oh lord, here come the tears.

Midnight: I got out of bed to stop anything bad happening. Just as I reached the bottom of the stairs, I heard my name being mentioned. I was curious to see what they were shouting about me for. So I sat on the bottom step and listened. "Why did you even have her?!" "I thought she could save our marriage, I wanted a baby" "Yeh well I didn't, you knew how I felt about us having a child, you knew it would be too big a burden! But no, you had to go and have her!" "We both agreed to her, don't give me that shit! We agreed we would both try to love her!" "Well I have tried and I cant; I don't think you can either!" There was a long pause. I crept back up to the top of the stairs. I feel numb. The words only hit me when I was back in bed.

They don't love me? My own parents. Don't love me. I wasn't wanted. They tried to love me? How could they say that? I feel sick. Toilet

12:15: I'm still in the toilet, heaving my guts up. Tears still streaming down my face. They have stopped shouting. I HATE THEM. I LOVE THEM. How could they?! All those times, those times on holiday. The fun we had together. I thought; I thought they loved me. I'm so angry at them. No. I'm angry at myself. I was blind not to see it. Its my fault.

12:17 Sharp. I need something sharp. Well there it is, please R/R! I'm currently writing the next chapter. All I will say is Hermionie is found out.... by someone unlikely.