Disclaimer: I do not own Evangelion... I wish I did.
A.N. This is a songfic about Asuka with the lyrics from Komm Susser Tod from End of Eva.
"Why do I always hurt him. That's all I ever do." Asuka thought to herself." I thought that I would never need some one else, but I've just been fooling myself." She said alone.
I know, I know i've let you down.
I've been a fool to myself.
I thought that I could live for no one else.
" It hurts so much, but I must leave. They don't need me Shinji can be happy with some one else" Asuka thought to herself." I'll just die and no one will suffer ever again."
But now though all the hurt and pain.
It's time for me to respect.
The one's you love mean more then anything.
"It's time for me to go... if only I could turn back time I would do things diffrently. Shinji is my only love."
So with sadness in my heart feel the best thing I could do is end it all and leave forever.
What's done is done it feels so bad.
Once was happy now is sad.
I'll never love again my world is ending.
I wish that I could turn back time, because now all the guilt is all mine.
Can't live without the trust from those you love.
I know we can't forget the past.
You can't forget lover and pride, because of that it's killing me inside.
"I love you Shinji I want you to know that, but I could never tell you. I'll never love another you are all I had left, but now your gone theres no point in living." Asuka whispered as she slit her wrists.
In my heart of hearts I know I know that I could never love again.
I've lost everything, everything, everything that matters to me matters in this world.
" Asuka" Shinji shouted as he found her. He quickly took off his shirt to cover the wound. "Asuka when you told me that you loved me I didn't know what to think. No one has said that to me since my mother. Don't die I need you" Shinji cried as he held her. "Shinji i'll never leave if you stay beside me." Asuka whispered as she watched him cry. "I promise to stay beside you always." Shinji cried. Then the two shared a kiss not just any kiss a kiss shared by two who a truly in love.
End
A/N. Yeah I know its a little un-Asuka but who cares PLEASE REVIEW I NEED TO KNOW IF I'M ANY GOOD AT WRITING.
A.N. This is a songfic about Asuka with the lyrics from Komm Susser Tod from End of Eva.
"Why do I always hurt him. That's all I ever do." Asuka thought to herself." I thought that I would never need some one else, but I've just been fooling myself." She said alone.
I know, I know i've let you down.
I've been a fool to myself.
I thought that I could live for no one else.
" It hurts so much, but I must leave. They don't need me Shinji can be happy with some one else" Asuka thought to herself." I'll just die and no one will suffer ever again."
But now though all the hurt and pain.
It's time for me to respect.
The one's you love mean more then anything.
"It's time for me to go... if only I could turn back time I would do things diffrently. Shinji is my only love."
So with sadness in my heart feel the best thing I could do is end it all and leave forever.
What's done is done it feels so bad.
Once was happy now is sad.
I'll never love again my world is ending.
I wish that I could turn back time, because now all the guilt is all mine.
Can't live without the trust from those you love.
I know we can't forget the past.
You can't forget lover and pride, because of that it's killing me inside.
"I love you Shinji I want you to know that, but I could never tell you. I'll never love another you are all I had left, but now your gone theres no point in living." Asuka whispered as she slit her wrists.
In my heart of hearts I know I know that I could never love again.
I've lost everything, everything, everything that matters to me matters in this world.
" Asuka" Shinji shouted as he found her. He quickly took off his shirt to cover the wound. "Asuka when you told me that you loved me I didn't know what to think. No one has said that to me since my mother. Don't die I need you" Shinji cried as he held her. "Shinji i'll never leave if you stay beside me." Asuka whispered as she watched him cry. "I promise to stay beside you always." Shinji cried. Then the two shared a kiss not just any kiss a kiss shared by two who a truly in love.
End
A/N. Yeah I know its a little un-Asuka but who cares PLEASE REVIEW I NEED TO KNOW IF I'M ANY GOOD AT WRITING.
