~*~*~*~*~A/N: Ok...First fic ever. I am actually excited to see what people think of my writing. Yea, this is a T/P, you should know from the review. I'm wondering where I should take this...any suggestions? Please review after reading! This story starts with Pan's letter she writes to Trunks, starting off the story, stating some of the plot and such. I'm trying to be different here!

Disclaimer: I don't own a damn thing. Please don't sue me...I have no money. @_@ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Prologue: Letter To Trunks

Dearest Trunks,
Why must I always be in pain? It used to be such a joy looking into your crystal blue eyes that seemed to never end, your beautiful lavender hair that flowed as you walked, and fell in your face in just the right places. My heart skipping a beat when I saw you, or even felt your ki. Everything about you I found to be beautiful.and so perfect in every way. Now my heart shatters at the thought of you as tears well in my eyes and drip to the floor in small, invisible, meaningless puddles. I had always wanted to let you know how I felt, my love.
Yes, I love you, and I thought I'd never tell you, but I cannot hide it anymore, I cannot even face you, Trunks. Why could love not find me? Why had it found you and Marron, and not you and I? I had always dreamt of you and I together, and after dreaming and dreaming, and waiting and waiting, it has never come. I am crushed. I almost hate myself for letting my feelings go so far. Why couldn't you ever look at me as something more? Why couldn't love find us?
Was I too young for you? You still think I'm a little girl, I know. Why can't you look at me as a woman Trunks Briefs? I thought love had no boundaries? What the hell happened to those meaningless sayings that once meant so much to me once I discovered my love for you? Why had you always made my love go unnoticed? I suppose I should stop asking you questions, they will never be answered.
I suppose you are wondering why I say I am in pain and such. I suppose I should inform you since this will be the last time we ever communicate. I had loved you Trunks Briefs. With all my heart. At times, when I looked at you, I felt my heart would burst from it's chest, just from looking into your never-ending sapphire eyes that always seemed to glitter with happiness. I had loved you for 2 years, hiding my feelings for the sake of friendship. And look where it got me. My heart is shattered, my world collapsed. All because of you. I could never get enough of you. You were my high, my drug. I could never get enough of you, or the feelings you gave me. I found everything about you perfect.flawless. The way your gorgeous lavender hair swayed in the wind when you flew, your amazing, glittering crystal eyes that made any woman melt, your charming smile, your toned, tanned, sexy body. Yes.no wonder I loved you. I loved you not only for your looks, though. You were always kind to me. Always listened to me when I needed someone. You were always there for me. Always in a good mood, always cheering me up when I was sad.even when I was upset about you, you'd never ask, just comfort me, make me feel better, what I needed. Sometimes I'd hope you'd ask me what was wrong so I could tell you, I am hopelessly and deeply in love with you, Trunks Briefs. Alas, you never did. And this is what came from it.
It is now a shattering, heart tearing pain just to look at your face. Now that you are engaged with Marron, and I am alone. My dreams never to come true. Now I cry tears of pain, tears of jealousy, tears of regret every night because of this. I cannot take this pain any longer. I hope you and Marron are happy, truly. I am going away...to where, I'm not yet sure. Maybe I can end my pain, start over wherever I go. I'm going to do some solo-training for awhile while I'm away. I'm not sure how long I'll be gone.maybe forever. I don't know when I can face you again, Trunks. Please don't worry about me. I will be ok. I won't hurt myself if that is what you or anyone else is scared of. I have too much pride to do so. Please tell my family I will see them again, someday, and I love them all with all my heart, and not to be hurt from my disappearance. I will always have a special place in my heart for you, Trunks, always. I will always love you. I am leaving to mend my broken heart.maybe it is forever to be broken. I will find out. I wish the best of luck to you in the future, my love. I will love you forever.
Sincerely,
Pan Son

~*~*~*~*~*~ A/N: Alright, this is my first fic, I've never tried this out, but I've wanted to for awhile. I've done writing but nothing like this. Please review, I'd like to know what everyone thinks. Likey or No Likey? I really want to know what you all think. And, should I continue with more chappies? Please opinions, I want your opinions! Help!!