Beautiful Chapter 1: The beginning Kitsune Mist

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With a gun in his hand, and a shattered spirit, a boy of 18 was ready to leave the world, and forget about all his troubles, and his screwed up life. Inu Yasha looked into the mirror. ' Where did I go wrong, why did it have to happen to me, what happened to make me want to leave this life, and go onto the next one, if there is a next life, why does no one care for me enough to see that I don't want to be here anymore, why wouldn't any one come why does no one care, why do I find myself all alone in the world, maybe its best, im just a nesciences in the lives of the people I care about, but where did I go wrong..'

Inu Yasha's mind wondered, back to when he was 16, 14, 12, 10, 9, he found it was when he was 9 years old that every thing turned bad.

~~flashback~~

" You get the Fuck out of My house, you're a fucking drunken wreck, and your scaring the children" Inu Yasha was hidden in his closed, as his parents, once again, fought, he heard silence after his mothers outrage, and quietly came out of his closet.

" You DO not talk to me that way Bitch" His father had blood shot eyes, and looked stoned, which he probably was. His father glared at his mother with sober eyes, and with a slash of his hand, Inu Yasha's whole life shattered. His father was taken away the next day, and his mother, well, his mother had ended her life, with a letter, Inu Yasha had never read the letter and had never wanted to. His father was put in prison, and he began to rebel, when he got into high school he joined a gang, and quickly became the leader. He was sent to jail for 3 months, and quit his gang, which was his only friends, and now he is alone in the world, sitting in an abandoned warehouse, all by himself, with a gun to his head. (end flash back)

His finger tapped lightly on the trigger, then pulled away, like mot suicidal people he did have his doubts, maybe he could make something of him self, or maybe not. He was to deep into thought to see a young girl run into the warehouse, her long black hair trailing behind her. . She glanced at the back of his chair and saw the gun to his head, ' what on earth is he doing, he not going to kill himself, is he?' she screamed, and this broke Inu Yasha out of his trance, as he turned around, his eyes locked with a girl about his age, she had long black hair, blue eyes and a beautiful body, but why had she screamed? His gun was lowered and at his side as he heard a bang on the warehouse door.

With a burst of rage the door was slammed open, and the girl screamed yet again. "Its ok sweetie, were not gunna hurt you, we just want to talk" the man was about 25 and was advancing on the girl, While he was alive, Inu Yasha decided to make use of himself.

" Leave her alone" his voice boomed thorough the room, and the man looked strait at him. Glaring.

" Did you just tell me what to do, young man" the man was advancing on him, Inu Yasha glanced down at his gun, and raised it to shooting view of the man's head. " Now now" Said the man, backing away " we don't want any trouble here do we." the man started to stutter as he neared the door. The girl, Kagome, had her back up against the wall looking at the show before he who was this man, and why was he helping her, boy was she glad he was here.

"Leave" Inu Yasha said with a stern voice make the hairs on the man's neck stick strait up, he ran like a school girl our the door, and Inu Yasha walked over to Kagome.

" Why did you help me?" Kagome asked, quite shaken looking into his deep purple eyes filled with sorrow, hate, and anger.

" What, would you rather me stand there and watch you get raped" he spat these words coldly at her dropped his gun, and headed to the door ' God why did she have to get in the way, I was that close to getting away from it all'

" Wait" Kagome hurried to his side, which surprised Inu Yasha very much "why are you leaving in such a hurry?" she grabbed his elbow and made him face her " Why are you so sad?"

'Why was she asking me why I was sad, why did she care, What was this feeling, what's that look in her eyes, does she feel pity towards me, why won't she just let me leave, Why does she care' questions raced through Inu Yasha's head, " Why do you care, No one else cares about me, and you don't even know me" Inu Yasha chose the question he wanted answered most.

" You look like you need a friend" Kagome's tone was sweet, and she had soft eyes, her gaze alone seemed to lighten his spirit. "Or do you have to many friends that you don't need another"

His eyes were full of confusion, " Why do you want to be my friend?" Inu Yasha's tone was curious and confused, " why would any one"

" Because by the looks of it you need one, and you can never have to many friends, but you can never have enough." She got to him this time, she really want to be his friend she really wanted to help.

"Hi im Inu Yasha" his tone was of acceptance and this relived Kagome.

" Hi im Kagome" She looked into his eyes, and he no longer wanted to kill himself right then.

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A/N: Yay im done, do you like it, huh huh, I could end it right here, if I wanted to, I want 5 reviews before I update, tell me if I should continue or just leave it as it is.

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