Disclaimer: I only own the plot, not the characters, but Lily Evans's
personality is I, Lily Barnes, so. er. yeah. ok then, onward to the
story!!!! (sorry, I've always wanted to say that, please do not ask why)
Warning! This has a *rape* dream in this so, its just a warning, so you are warned, so, don't blame my for not warning you, so pay attention to this warning. By The Way, this is the warning... *Everyone looks at Lily strangely* What?!
James and I danced a couple more times and said good bye to all of our friends. "God," I said, as we started to walk to James's flat, which was opposite the school. "Tonight was the best night of my life. Apart from the fact that I got sick all over my best dress."
"Oh, don't worry, we'll wash it, when we get home." James said.
"Thanks again. For everything, being my date and sticking up for me, when Chris." I trailed off. I felt my blood boil. God, how much I hate him!
"Oh, Lily, I'm so sorry. He's just 'Fat Bastard'. Except from the Scottish accent part," he chuckled. I let out a weak laugh. He knew that I was still upset by the vomit event, so, to comfort me, he wrapped his arm around me, "Listen, do you want to sleep round mine? We'll have a laugh, like we usually do."
I looked at him and smiled, leaning my head on his chest and hugging him, closely, feeling as safe as ever. "I'd like that," and after that, we walked to James's home, in silence. We reached the apartments a few moments later and we took the lift to his flat and walked in. I loved it here- its so modern. I called mum as James got out all the junkie food, we decided to have a pig-out.
"Mum said it was OK," I said as I walked in the living room, just to see James already half way through the crisps. "Oy!" I jumped over the sofa and sat next to him, "You could have waited for me!" I give him a playful push and snatched the crisps out of his hand. Then we talked about everything. Movies, Celebes, The Order of Phoenix, books, the future and stuff like that.
"Lil," James said, looking serious, "Do you like it here?"
"Here?"
"In my apartment, I mean."
"Oh yes, I love it here. It's the best, why you ask?"
"I-I-I," he stammered, then he took a deep breath. "I was wondering if you would like to move in with me?"
I was so happy, I thought I was gonna burst, like a balloon. "What? Live here, with you and the others?"
"Yeah. Well, you nearly already live here anyway and this way, when we go to college, we wouldn't miss each other. So, what do you think? Wanna move in?"
I just stared at him, then I hugged him tightly. "Yes, I'd love to."
"Glad to hear that because all of your stuff is already here," James said, grinning.
"What!?" I stared at him, confused and surprised at the same time.
"I asked your mum to drop all of your stuff over and put it in your room and sort it all out. Do you want to see it?"
"Hell yeah!" I jumped to my feet, whilst James laughed at me lead me to his study. Actually, it only have a desk and a lot of papers on something, I never really had a look. "Err. I'll be living in your study?"
"No, it's not a study, anymore. Let me welcome you to your brand new bedroom!" and he opened the door wide. I gasped, with my hand over my mouth. It was so. so. Lilish. It had purple and blue walls. All of my books (I noticed that there was about ten new ones as well) were in a large bookcase; my king size double bed was made with feathered full blankets and pillows. I also noticed that there was picture on the walls of my family, me, James and his parents and sister, Sophie.
"I-I- I dunno what to say," I whispered, a cheek, running down my cheek. "It's my dream room. I had a design on my dream room; Petunia had one too." We had designed BEFORE she knew I was a witch and started to act towards me like a piece of shit, I add, in my head, though, not aloud.
"Well, let's just say, I did a bit of digging," He replied, smiled mischiefly. "But I'm not done yet. Look under the bed." I looked at him, confused. "Just do it. Trust me." I nodded and reached under my bed. I found a parcel and pulled it out, and sat on the bed, next to James. I looked at him and was about to say I couldn't have to, even though I didn't know what it was, but he said, "Open it, please."
So, slowly, I opened the wrapping and it revealed a laptop. Not any laptop, but the most updated one, which cost two thousand pounds. "No way," I muttered. "I couldn't accept it. I just couldn't."
"Well, tough. It's a gift. You have to," James said, "So I take it that you like it? I'm mean the whole moving in thing and everything."
"Like it?" I gasped at him, like he was an idiot. "I love it, you idiot! Bloody, look at me. Crying." I took a little sniff and wept my eyes with the back of my hand. "Thanks, thank you. Thanks. God, can't stop saying thanks."
James hugged me and said, "Look, you've got work in the morning. Better get to sleep. See ya in the AM." He walked out, winking at me, which made me stomach flutter, and blush like a fool.
I sighed and looked around the room. This was just so.. So... WOW! I started to look through the draws to find my PJs, found them in the second draw; got dress and jumped into my new bed. It was just so perfect, life was perfect, everything was perfect..
**//Dream//**
Lily was standing there, in pitch black, wearing her blue dress, thinking what the fuck am I doing here? "Hello?" She shouted, "Is anyone there?" There was a low laughing, but from no body. "Who's there? Show yourself!" She had to admit she was getting a bit scared.
Suddenly, Chris was standing in front of her. "Hello," he said,.
"Oh, it's you, just pissed off!" Lily said, taking a step back. Chris's eyes were firing with passion, and madness.
"He hates you, James does, he'll never love you, the way that you want him to, not like me," He got closer to Lily, who tried to take a step back, but couldn't, like she was glued to the floor.
"If you get any closer, I'll scream," She spited, menacingly, narrowing her emerald eyes, and clenching her fists.
Chris held up his hands and smiled evilly, "Who'll hear? Anyway," He was just inches to lily's face, and she just realised something, she couldn't move any part of her body. She couldn't escape! "It'll be the best time of your life." and he started to undo all of her clothes. Lily struggled with all her might, but she couldn't. She started to cry.
"Please Chris, leave me alone." She whispered, tearing streaming down her rosy cheeks, but he just ignored her. She was bare to the bone now, and she was helpless, she didn't have her wand with her, nothing. Chris started to unzip his trousers and dropped them to the floor. He drew closer to Lily, his eyes fiery, with the still same passion and madness, and he slid his penis into Lily.
Lily, knowing it wouldn't help, scream at the top of her voice, praying someone would hear...
"Lil! Lily!"
**// End of Dream //**
"Lily! Lil!"
I woke up, bolting up right, tears still running down my face, screaming still. When I realised that I was awake, I started to breathe heavily. "Lil?" James was sitting on my bed. Just one look at him, and I burst into tears again. I buried my face into his shoulders, and he hugged him, and rocking me slightly, to soothe me. "Shh... Shh... It was only a dream, don't worry."
"He - He tried to.." I trembled, not even wanting to think again it.
"Don't worry, I'm here," I lifted my head. Yes, James was here, nothing was wrong now. "Listen, Sirius or Remus are back yet, so do you want me to stay here with you tonight?"
I mumbled a 'yes' and James got under my covers. I leaned on his chest, hearing his heart beat, which was faster than usual, and hugged him, all through the night, feeling like I was in heaven and fell asleep in my love's arms.
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Hi, well, thanks 2 all of my reviewas, and I no, the vomit thing was a bit gross but I hopd you lykd this chapter! The nex 1 will be in James's POV, lyk sum1 (soz, 4got ur name! SOZ!) asked 4.
LiLz-BaRneY xxx
Warning! This has a *rape* dream in this so, its just a warning, so you are warned, so, don't blame my for not warning you, so pay attention to this warning. By The Way, this is the warning... *Everyone looks at Lily strangely* What?!
James and I danced a couple more times and said good bye to all of our friends. "God," I said, as we started to walk to James's flat, which was opposite the school. "Tonight was the best night of my life. Apart from the fact that I got sick all over my best dress."
"Oh, don't worry, we'll wash it, when we get home." James said.
"Thanks again. For everything, being my date and sticking up for me, when Chris." I trailed off. I felt my blood boil. God, how much I hate him!
"Oh, Lily, I'm so sorry. He's just 'Fat Bastard'. Except from the Scottish accent part," he chuckled. I let out a weak laugh. He knew that I was still upset by the vomit event, so, to comfort me, he wrapped his arm around me, "Listen, do you want to sleep round mine? We'll have a laugh, like we usually do."
I looked at him and smiled, leaning my head on his chest and hugging him, closely, feeling as safe as ever. "I'd like that," and after that, we walked to James's home, in silence. We reached the apartments a few moments later and we took the lift to his flat and walked in. I loved it here- its so modern. I called mum as James got out all the junkie food, we decided to have a pig-out.
"Mum said it was OK," I said as I walked in the living room, just to see James already half way through the crisps. "Oy!" I jumped over the sofa and sat next to him, "You could have waited for me!" I give him a playful push and snatched the crisps out of his hand. Then we talked about everything. Movies, Celebes, The Order of Phoenix, books, the future and stuff like that.
"Lil," James said, looking serious, "Do you like it here?"
"Here?"
"In my apartment, I mean."
"Oh yes, I love it here. It's the best, why you ask?"
"I-I-I," he stammered, then he took a deep breath. "I was wondering if you would like to move in with me?"
I was so happy, I thought I was gonna burst, like a balloon. "What? Live here, with you and the others?"
"Yeah. Well, you nearly already live here anyway and this way, when we go to college, we wouldn't miss each other. So, what do you think? Wanna move in?"
I just stared at him, then I hugged him tightly. "Yes, I'd love to."
"Glad to hear that because all of your stuff is already here," James said, grinning.
"What!?" I stared at him, confused and surprised at the same time.
"I asked your mum to drop all of your stuff over and put it in your room and sort it all out. Do you want to see it?"
"Hell yeah!" I jumped to my feet, whilst James laughed at me lead me to his study. Actually, it only have a desk and a lot of papers on something, I never really had a look. "Err. I'll be living in your study?"
"No, it's not a study, anymore. Let me welcome you to your brand new bedroom!" and he opened the door wide. I gasped, with my hand over my mouth. It was so. so. Lilish. It had purple and blue walls. All of my books (I noticed that there was about ten new ones as well) were in a large bookcase; my king size double bed was made with feathered full blankets and pillows. I also noticed that there was picture on the walls of my family, me, James and his parents and sister, Sophie.
"I-I- I dunno what to say," I whispered, a cheek, running down my cheek. "It's my dream room. I had a design on my dream room; Petunia had one too." We had designed BEFORE she knew I was a witch and started to act towards me like a piece of shit, I add, in my head, though, not aloud.
"Well, let's just say, I did a bit of digging," He replied, smiled mischiefly. "But I'm not done yet. Look under the bed." I looked at him, confused. "Just do it. Trust me." I nodded and reached under my bed. I found a parcel and pulled it out, and sat on the bed, next to James. I looked at him and was about to say I couldn't have to, even though I didn't know what it was, but he said, "Open it, please."
So, slowly, I opened the wrapping and it revealed a laptop. Not any laptop, but the most updated one, which cost two thousand pounds. "No way," I muttered. "I couldn't accept it. I just couldn't."
"Well, tough. It's a gift. You have to," James said, "So I take it that you like it? I'm mean the whole moving in thing and everything."
"Like it?" I gasped at him, like he was an idiot. "I love it, you idiot! Bloody, look at me. Crying." I took a little sniff and wept my eyes with the back of my hand. "Thanks, thank you. Thanks. God, can't stop saying thanks."
James hugged me and said, "Look, you've got work in the morning. Better get to sleep. See ya in the AM." He walked out, winking at me, which made me stomach flutter, and blush like a fool.
I sighed and looked around the room. This was just so.. So... WOW! I started to look through the draws to find my PJs, found them in the second draw; got dress and jumped into my new bed. It was just so perfect, life was perfect, everything was perfect..
**//Dream//**
Lily was standing there, in pitch black, wearing her blue dress, thinking what the fuck am I doing here? "Hello?" She shouted, "Is anyone there?" There was a low laughing, but from no body. "Who's there? Show yourself!" She had to admit she was getting a bit scared.
Suddenly, Chris was standing in front of her. "Hello," he said,.
"Oh, it's you, just pissed off!" Lily said, taking a step back. Chris's eyes were firing with passion, and madness.
"He hates you, James does, he'll never love you, the way that you want him to, not like me," He got closer to Lily, who tried to take a step back, but couldn't, like she was glued to the floor.
"If you get any closer, I'll scream," She spited, menacingly, narrowing her emerald eyes, and clenching her fists.
Chris held up his hands and smiled evilly, "Who'll hear? Anyway," He was just inches to lily's face, and she just realised something, she couldn't move any part of her body. She couldn't escape! "It'll be the best time of your life." and he started to undo all of her clothes. Lily struggled with all her might, but she couldn't. She started to cry.
"Please Chris, leave me alone." She whispered, tearing streaming down her rosy cheeks, but he just ignored her. She was bare to the bone now, and she was helpless, she didn't have her wand with her, nothing. Chris started to unzip his trousers and dropped them to the floor. He drew closer to Lily, his eyes fiery, with the still same passion and madness, and he slid his penis into Lily.
Lily, knowing it wouldn't help, scream at the top of her voice, praying someone would hear...
"Lil! Lily!"
**// End of Dream //**
"Lily! Lil!"
I woke up, bolting up right, tears still running down my face, screaming still. When I realised that I was awake, I started to breathe heavily. "Lil?" James was sitting on my bed. Just one look at him, and I burst into tears again. I buried my face into his shoulders, and he hugged him, and rocking me slightly, to soothe me. "Shh... Shh... It was only a dream, don't worry."
"He - He tried to.." I trembled, not even wanting to think again it.
"Don't worry, I'm here," I lifted my head. Yes, James was here, nothing was wrong now. "Listen, Sirius or Remus are back yet, so do you want me to stay here with you tonight?"
I mumbled a 'yes' and James got under my covers. I leaned on his chest, hearing his heart beat, which was faster than usual, and hugged him, all through the night, feeling like I was in heaven and fell asleep in my love's arms.
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Hi, well, thanks 2 all of my reviewas, and I no, the vomit thing was a bit gross but I hopd you lykd this chapter! The nex 1 will be in James's POV, lyk sum1 (soz, 4got ur name! SOZ!) asked 4.
LiLz-BaRneY xxx
