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*~Five Days Later~*
Ryan had been in North Carolina with Jeff for a week. Her father was still pissed that she had decided to go to New York but he had called a few times to make sure she was ok. "Ryan, baby we need to talk." Jeff said suddenly from where he sat next to her on the couch. She looked up at him.
"OK, what's on your mind baby?"
"Well, the day you had your surgery, you had a visitor I don't think your going to be too happy about." He said a little nervously because he wasn't sure of what her reaction would be.
"And this person would be..."
"Your mom." Jeff said quietly.
"That's funny Jeff, but who really was it?" She asked with a laugh.
"I'm not kidding baby girl." He said pulling a small piece of folded white paper out of his pocket. "She asked me to give you her number. She said she's really sorry for what she did and she would really like for you to call her." He handed her the paper and she opened it and stared at the number and name printed on the paper.
"I-I...this is why my dad was so upset...isn't it?" She asked.
"Yea."
"I don't know if I can call her." She said as a tear slipped down her cheek.
"Personally I think you should. It'll make you feel so much better to finally tell her how you feel and don't even try to deny it because I know it's totally eating you a live inside." Jeff said gently pulling her closer to him.
"I guess you're right, but will you call her for me, I don't want to talk to her over the phone...it has to be face to face." She said pulling his arms around her.
"I guess I can do that...you want her to come out here?"
"Yea and as soon as possible because I'm really gonna need you with me and you leave for the road Saturday."
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*~Two Days Later~*
Ryan was sitting at the kitchen table with Amy. She was extremely nervous. They heard a car door slam, which was followed by three others. When Jeff had called Lindsay, she had asked him if she could bring her husband, son and step-son. Jeff had asked Ryan and she said that she really didn't care. So now it was the moment of truth, Ryan was going to come face to face with her mother...and meet her youngest brother. "I don't think I can do this Aimes."
"I think it's too late now chica." Amy said as the front door opened and closed. Ryan and Amy walked into the living room where Jeff was standing with her mother and three others. Ryan stood in the doorway, not moving any closer to the group. Amy walked over to Jeff and whispered something in his ear and his attention went to where Ryan was. He motioned her over and everyone else turned to look at her.
"Oh Ryan." Lindsay said running over to her. She reached out to touch her daughter but Ryan pulled away. "I guess I deserve that."
"Damn right you do." Ryan answered not looking into her mother's eyes.
"I know...Umm...Ryan this is my husband Joe Mitchell, his 16 year old son Jared, and our 7 year old son Michael." Lindsay said.
"It's nice to meet you." Ryan said looking towards the three others in the room. "Umm...Amy could you take Jared and Michael and umm...show them the backyard?"
"Oh yea sure," Amy said, "Come on guys."
"This is so freakin' cool. I meet Jeff Hardy, Lita, Ryan Morgan and get to see Jeff Hardy's back yard all in the same day." Jared said as he and Michael followed Amy. "Do have Trish Stratus' phone number by any chance?" He asked as the walked out the back door.
"Umm...would you like me to go too?" Joe asked Ryan.
"That's up to her." Ryan answered referring to Lindsay.
"You can stay." Lindsay said. "Ryan, sweetie, I'm so sorr-"
"Don't...don't even say you're sorry."
"But I am. I never meant to hurt you...or Gillian, or Josh, or Rich or your father."
"Well, you did. You really fucked up my life. It took me years to trust people...hell it almost kept Jeff and I broken up. I'm just lucky I realized how much he loved me...and how much I love him." Ryan said looking at Jeff and he gave her a reassuring look.
"If I knew how this was going to affect you I never would've left." Lindsay said softly.
"Yea well it did, but just tell me one thing...why did you leave?"
"Because...I was pregnant and I didn't want to face your father and tell him that I was in love with another man."
"So you just up and left your children...how could you?" Ryan asked as tears began to fall down her cheeks.
"I didn't want to...but at the time I felt that I had to."
"I would never do something like that to my children...no matter what." Ryan said wiping her tears.
"I made a huge mistake sweetie, but I was scared...please try and put yourself in my place." Lindsay begged.
"I can't because there is only one man I will ever love and that man is Jeff."
"Ryan, as hard as it may be for you to believe, I do love you and your brothers and sister. I always have and always will. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't wonder how the four of you are doing. And then one day Jared was watching Raw and there you were saying how you were Jeff's manager and a WWE Diva. I couldn't believe it. You know that I never liked wrestling, but I've watched every show even the ones you weren't on. I saw when you first won the Women's Title, I saw that TLC Match you had last month. I'm so happy for you and so proud of you. Then I was watching and heard that you broke your neck at a house show and I was so worried, I just couldn't stay away. I had to see how you were." Lindsay explained and somehow Ryan could tell she was telling the truth. "Ryan you're my daughter and I will always love you, even if you never want to see me again."
"God Mom, no matter how hard I try I can't hate you. As many times as I've said that I hate you...it's not true. You're my mom and I could never hate you, but that doesn't mean I'm not extremely mad, upset and hurt." Ryan said as new tears fell from her eyes.
"Please Ryan, can we start over." Lindsay begged as her own tears began to fall.
"We can't go back to being mother and daughter, but I guess we can start over as friends." Ryan said softly and Lindsay smiled.
"Is it too much to ask for a hug?" Lindsay asked hopefully.
"I guess not." Ryan said giving her mother a hug.
"Is it safe to come in yet?" Amy asked as she opened the back door.
"Umm...yea." Ryan said as Jared, Michael and Amy walked in.
"Your house is so damn cool Jeff." Jared said.
"Thanks, it's not even done yet." Jeff answered with a smile.
"I don't think it ever will be." Amy said as her cell phone rang. "Hey baby..." She said answering the phone. "Yes, I'm fine...yes the baby's fine...as far as I can see she's fine...yes Matt, I'm being careful..."
"Give me that." Jeff said taking the phone from Amy. "Listen Matt, I'm making sure she's taking care of herself like I promised...yea...yea...I know...ok here she is." He said handing the phone back to Amy.
"Matt I'll be ok, you don't have to have Jeff keeping check on me...I know you only do it cause you care...I love you too...k bye." Amy said flipping her cell shut. "Sorry about that. Matt's just a little paranoid now that I'm home while he's on the road." Amy said with a smile.
"Don't worry about it." Lindsay said.
"Are you sure you can't give me Trish's number?" Jared asked and Ryan laughed.
"Sorry to disappoint you but Trish has a boyfriend already." Ryan said.
"Damn...oh well how about Stacy or Torrie?"
"There both taken too."
"Well who isn't?"
"Let me think...Lisa Marie isn't taken yet." Ryan said with a smirk.
"Who?"
"Victoria"
"Hell no! No offense but I don't want that psycho bitch!" Everybody laughed at that.
"Do you know the Rock?" Michael asked, speaking up for the first time.
"I sure do. Maybe one day you can meet him."
"Really? That would be soooo cool!" The young boy said excitedly.
"I've gotta go and get ready to pick Matt up. He's boarding his flight from Miami now." Amy said giving Ryan and Jeff a hug. "It was nice meeting all of you." She said and with that she was gone.
"Ryan...I think we should give you and Jeff sometime together." Lindsay said.
"Thanks" Ryan said with a smile.
"Will you give me a call?"
"Yea, I will don't worry."
"Ok, thank you so much Ryan." Lindsay said quickly giving her a hug before they left.
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A/N: Ok, here ya go. I ya'll haven't forgotten about this story! I know it's been such a long time since I updated last, but I've had such a huge writers block. Sorry if this chapter sucked, but I just wanted to get the whole Ryan & her mom thing over with so I could move onto other things. I've been having so many ideas for this story but there all for chapters like really far in the future (ex-I already have ideas for Ryan's comeback to the WWE) but I have a few ideas for Ryan while she has a broken neck. Ummm...I really didn't pay any attention to quotes from Raw this week because I didn't think I was going to get to update till next week, so I can't give you one. I still have major writers block for 'Get Mine Get Yours' so I have no freakin clue when that's going to be updated next. Thanx to Alisha, Kassie, nic-002001, Dare To Be Different, Katyg-uk and Jeffs-NC-BabyGurl for reviewin! *gives everyone a hug* I luv u guyz!!!!!!!!!!!! That's all for now...as always plz review!
Luv Ya Lotz,
*~*Aimie*~*
P.S. Go read 'Exist 2 Inspire' it totally reeks of awesomeness!!!!!!!!
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*~Five Days Later~*
Ryan had been in North Carolina with Jeff for a week. Her father was still pissed that she had decided to go to New York but he had called a few times to make sure she was ok. "Ryan, baby we need to talk." Jeff said suddenly from where he sat next to her on the couch. She looked up at him.
"OK, what's on your mind baby?"
"Well, the day you had your surgery, you had a visitor I don't think your going to be too happy about." He said a little nervously because he wasn't sure of what her reaction would be.
"And this person would be..."
"Your mom." Jeff said quietly.
"That's funny Jeff, but who really was it?" She asked with a laugh.
"I'm not kidding baby girl." He said pulling a small piece of folded white paper out of his pocket. "She asked me to give you her number. She said she's really sorry for what she did and she would really like for you to call her." He handed her the paper and she opened it and stared at the number and name printed on the paper.
"I-I...this is why my dad was so upset...isn't it?" She asked.
"Yea."
"I don't know if I can call her." She said as a tear slipped down her cheek.
"Personally I think you should. It'll make you feel so much better to finally tell her how you feel and don't even try to deny it because I know it's totally eating you a live inside." Jeff said gently pulling her closer to him.
"I guess you're right, but will you call her for me, I don't want to talk to her over the phone...it has to be face to face." She said pulling his arms around her.
"I guess I can do that...you want her to come out here?"
"Yea and as soon as possible because I'm really gonna need you with me and you leave for the road Saturday."
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*~Two Days Later~*
Ryan was sitting at the kitchen table with Amy. She was extremely nervous. They heard a car door slam, which was followed by three others. When Jeff had called Lindsay, she had asked him if she could bring her husband, son and step-son. Jeff had asked Ryan and she said that she really didn't care. So now it was the moment of truth, Ryan was going to come face to face with her mother...and meet her youngest brother. "I don't think I can do this Aimes."
"I think it's too late now chica." Amy said as the front door opened and closed. Ryan and Amy walked into the living room where Jeff was standing with her mother and three others. Ryan stood in the doorway, not moving any closer to the group. Amy walked over to Jeff and whispered something in his ear and his attention went to where Ryan was. He motioned her over and everyone else turned to look at her.
"Oh Ryan." Lindsay said running over to her. She reached out to touch her daughter but Ryan pulled away. "I guess I deserve that."
"Damn right you do." Ryan answered not looking into her mother's eyes.
"I know...Umm...Ryan this is my husband Joe Mitchell, his 16 year old son Jared, and our 7 year old son Michael." Lindsay said.
"It's nice to meet you." Ryan said looking towards the three others in the room. "Umm...Amy could you take Jared and Michael and umm...show them the backyard?"
"Oh yea sure," Amy said, "Come on guys."
"This is so freakin' cool. I meet Jeff Hardy, Lita, Ryan Morgan and get to see Jeff Hardy's back yard all in the same day." Jared said as he and Michael followed Amy. "Do have Trish Stratus' phone number by any chance?" He asked as the walked out the back door.
"Umm...would you like me to go too?" Joe asked Ryan.
"That's up to her." Ryan answered referring to Lindsay.
"You can stay." Lindsay said. "Ryan, sweetie, I'm so sorr-"
"Don't...don't even say you're sorry."
"But I am. I never meant to hurt you...or Gillian, or Josh, or Rich or your father."
"Well, you did. You really fucked up my life. It took me years to trust people...hell it almost kept Jeff and I broken up. I'm just lucky I realized how much he loved me...and how much I love him." Ryan said looking at Jeff and he gave her a reassuring look.
"If I knew how this was going to affect you I never would've left." Lindsay said softly.
"Yea well it did, but just tell me one thing...why did you leave?"
"Because...I was pregnant and I didn't want to face your father and tell him that I was in love with another man."
"So you just up and left your children...how could you?" Ryan asked as tears began to fall down her cheeks.
"I didn't want to...but at the time I felt that I had to."
"I would never do something like that to my children...no matter what." Ryan said wiping her tears.
"I made a huge mistake sweetie, but I was scared...please try and put yourself in my place." Lindsay begged.
"I can't because there is only one man I will ever love and that man is Jeff."
"Ryan, as hard as it may be for you to believe, I do love you and your brothers and sister. I always have and always will. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't wonder how the four of you are doing. And then one day Jared was watching Raw and there you were saying how you were Jeff's manager and a WWE Diva. I couldn't believe it. You know that I never liked wrestling, but I've watched every show even the ones you weren't on. I saw when you first won the Women's Title, I saw that TLC Match you had last month. I'm so happy for you and so proud of you. Then I was watching and heard that you broke your neck at a house show and I was so worried, I just couldn't stay away. I had to see how you were." Lindsay explained and somehow Ryan could tell she was telling the truth. "Ryan you're my daughter and I will always love you, even if you never want to see me again."
"God Mom, no matter how hard I try I can't hate you. As many times as I've said that I hate you...it's not true. You're my mom and I could never hate you, but that doesn't mean I'm not extremely mad, upset and hurt." Ryan said as new tears fell from her eyes.
"Please Ryan, can we start over." Lindsay begged as her own tears began to fall.
"We can't go back to being mother and daughter, but I guess we can start over as friends." Ryan said softly and Lindsay smiled.
"Is it too much to ask for a hug?" Lindsay asked hopefully.
"I guess not." Ryan said giving her mother a hug.
"Is it safe to come in yet?" Amy asked as she opened the back door.
"Umm...yea." Ryan said as Jared, Michael and Amy walked in.
"Your house is so damn cool Jeff." Jared said.
"Thanks, it's not even done yet." Jeff answered with a smile.
"I don't think it ever will be." Amy said as her cell phone rang. "Hey baby..." She said answering the phone. "Yes, I'm fine...yes the baby's fine...as far as I can see she's fine...yes Matt, I'm being careful..."
"Give me that." Jeff said taking the phone from Amy. "Listen Matt, I'm making sure she's taking care of herself like I promised...yea...yea...I know...ok here she is." He said handing the phone back to Amy.
"Matt I'll be ok, you don't have to have Jeff keeping check on me...I know you only do it cause you care...I love you too...k bye." Amy said flipping her cell shut. "Sorry about that. Matt's just a little paranoid now that I'm home while he's on the road." Amy said with a smile.
"Don't worry about it." Lindsay said.
"Are you sure you can't give me Trish's number?" Jared asked and Ryan laughed.
"Sorry to disappoint you but Trish has a boyfriend already." Ryan said.
"Damn...oh well how about Stacy or Torrie?"
"There both taken too."
"Well who isn't?"
"Let me think...Lisa Marie isn't taken yet." Ryan said with a smirk.
"Who?"
"Victoria"
"Hell no! No offense but I don't want that psycho bitch!" Everybody laughed at that.
"Do you know the Rock?" Michael asked, speaking up for the first time.
"I sure do. Maybe one day you can meet him."
"Really? That would be soooo cool!" The young boy said excitedly.
"I've gotta go and get ready to pick Matt up. He's boarding his flight from Miami now." Amy said giving Ryan and Jeff a hug. "It was nice meeting all of you." She said and with that she was gone.
"Ryan...I think we should give you and Jeff sometime together." Lindsay said.
"Thanks" Ryan said with a smile.
"Will you give me a call?"
"Yea, I will don't worry."
"Ok, thank you so much Ryan." Lindsay said quickly giving her a hug before they left.
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A/N: Ok, here ya go. I ya'll haven't forgotten about this story! I know it's been such a long time since I updated last, but I've had such a huge writers block. Sorry if this chapter sucked, but I just wanted to get the whole Ryan & her mom thing over with so I could move onto other things. I've been having so many ideas for this story but there all for chapters like really far in the future (ex-I already have ideas for Ryan's comeback to the WWE) but I have a few ideas for Ryan while she has a broken neck. Ummm...I really didn't pay any attention to quotes from Raw this week because I didn't think I was going to get to update till next week, so I can't give you one. I still have major writers block for 'Get Mine Get Yours' so I have no freakin clue when that's going to be updated next. Thanx to Alisha, Kassie, nic-002001, Dare To Be Different, Katyg-uk and Jeffs-NC-BabyGurl for reviewin! *gives everyone a hug* I luv u guyz!!!!!!!!!!!! That's all for now...as always plz review!
Luv Ya Lotz,
*~*Aimie*~*
P.S. Go read 'Exist 2 Inspire' it totally reeks of awesomeness!!!!!!!!
