A/N: Here we go. The second chapter. I just finished my exam so I can sit down and write the next chapters of the story. (That stupid teacher gave me an E in English *snief*)
I'm sorry for not beginning there where the last chapter ended, but I can't just let all those things develop so fast, can I???
Disclaimer: Not mine. J.K.'s
Chapter 2: Friendship and other complications
Colin had watched her leave the Great Hall. He was wondering. Ginny had never left the Great Hall in the morning without eating. She loved this time of the day, when everybody was here. 'Something must be wrong,' Colin thought. He had seen that Snape had looked at her for a while but Ginny had never been scared of that old git, so it wasn't him. He looked at Flora questioning. She was Ginny's best friend, perhaps she would know what was wrong with her, but Flora shrugged. Colin rised from the bench to follow Gin. He was worried.
Ginny walked down the corridor. She was confused. Somehow she had the feeling that she could not stand her brother and his friends much longer. When she was in the Great Hall she felt as if she couldn't breath. 'What was that?' she had asked herself over and over again. Yesterday she had been totally happy about her life, but today…. She wanted to run away, wanted to yell at Ron for being Ron, wanted to yell at Harry, for not even mentioning her, wanted to beat Hermione up, for… she didn't even know for what she wanted to beat her up. Her emotions began to run mad. Suddenly she heard someone behind her.
"Ginny? Gin? Are you ok?" It was Colin. One of her best friends. She loved this boy. Colin would understand her. And if not, then he would listen to her, without giving her stupid advises. He would just be listening.
"No, I'm not okay. Something is really wrong. With me, with my life. Have you ever realized that I don't even have my own personality?" Ginny wondered. Where did that came from? Colin frowned.
"That is not true. I know, and I must know it, cause I am one of your real close friends.I assure you, you definetly have your own personality." He saw that something began to sparkle in her eyes. He had never seen that in her eyes. Although there was a sad expression on her face, that sparkle made her even more beautiful than she already was.
"You're so sweet Colin. Saying that to me means a lot to me, but…" She was about to say something but she was cut of by him.
"Listen to me Gin. We will go and find some place where no one can listen and then we will talk. I don't want that the most wonderful girl in the world thinks, that she does not even have her own personality." Without even waiting for her upcoming answer he took her arm and pulled her into an empty classroom.
"So sweety, what exactly is your problem? You have said that you think, that you don't even have your own personality? Why? Cause you're always following Harry? Cause you have six brothers?"
He could see the tears in her eyes. "I don't know Colin? I really don't know. I haven`t got the slightest idea where it came from." She walked towards the window and closed her eyes. "But I think the voice was right. I know that I'm the one, who is the younger sister of Ron Wesley, after all I'm the one, who opened the camber of secrets, I'm the one who has that crush on Harry Potter. What else do people know of me? Nothing. I can almost hear them: Oh, isn't she a Weasley, isn't she Rons baby sister, isn't she the one who opened the chamber of secrets? I do sense that, you know. I never mentioned, that I hear those whispers following me down the hall, after each lesson." She was crying now. "I don't think, that I can stand them any longer. I can feel, that if I don't do anything about that, if I do not begin to live my own life, then life will break me. I suppose that I can't change the facts, in fact I don't even want to change them, but I can change the way people look at me. I believe that there are hidden powers in me, all I need is someone who will help me, so that I am able to find myself."
When she said these words, she was looking straight into Colins eyes. 'She is right.' He knew what she was asking for and he was more than willing to give it to her. She wanted his friendship, she wanted him to help her, support her and in a way, she wanted him to protect her.
"You can count on me, I will help you with everything you want me to help you. You're my little angel. Flora will help too, I know."
Ginny ran into his arms and huged him. 'That`s true. I know, that I have my own life and that I have friends that I can always count on. Life may come now. I'm prepared for whatever might come towards me.'
In the Great Hall, Snape was still thinking of what he had just seen. 'I need to speak to Dumbledore about this. I think he saw it too. And if not? If it was just my stupid imagination? Or am I going insane?' Snape reflected about everything for a while. He was not willing to make a fool of himself by seeing things that were just going on in his mind. But on the other hand… a golden light that comes from the very inside of a person, must be importand after all. Wasn`t it. And with that thought in his mind he nodded a curt excuse towards Madame Hooch with whom he had been talking to face the headmaster.
"Headmaster, may I talk to you in your office?"
"Of course Severus, just follow me."
A/N: Okay… It's nearly 4 am and I am a little tired. Going to France today for a week so I will not be able to post another chapter. But I promise to think of the next chapter. Thanks for reading!
Just to mention it: Colin will not have other feelings for Ginny than friendship! May look like it, but NO! And… Draco will be in the next chapter!
'TowsS': Thank you so much! I love you, you know that, don't you???
Peaceoutgrlmehi: I know I'm evil. My friends call me that every day… just kidding. Romeo and Juliet. Let me think of that… right. There was a story I read about Draco and Ginny being Romeo and Juliet. Yeah you're right.The families are enemys…love…some problems…. Dagh?? Sounds like my 'arg'.
BlackMage: *crying* I'm doing this all for you, you know. *snieeeeef*
*smirking* But I am evil… You know… Doing it all on purpose. ;)
Laura: Du Nase du! HDLJ
