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**Stars mean thought**
After Potions was over Hermione walked to Harry and they went to Charms together, talking on the way there.
"I just need a change Harry, the world is going to see a new Hermione Granger because frankly, I'm tired of who I am now" she told him
Harry looked worried about what she said almost as if he didn't want her to change, but simply muttered "whatever you want 'mione"
Hermione simply ignored his reaction because she was going to change whether he liked it or not.
Walking into the charms classroom she noticed that Ron and Lavender were calling Harry over to sit with them. Might as well show them that she was not afraid of them and their comments, which were sure to come after the little display before potions.
"Hello Harry" Ron said and totally ignored Hermione's presence. **Fine, if that's how he was going to be good for him. Immature prat. **
"Hey Ron" Harry said "Lavender" simply acknowledging her.
No one said a word to Hermione, but she sat down anyhow. **This is my usual seat, I'm not moving for them, not yet anyways. ** She thought
"Hello everyone" Hermione said looking pointedly at Ron and Lavender who didn't even utter a word in response.
"Oh, you guys! This is absolutely ridiculous!" She shouted at them
"US?! We're ridiculous?! Hermione, I think you're off your rocker!" Ron yelled at her
Okay not exactly the response she was looking for, but you win some, you lose some.
"I don't know what you're talking about" Hermione said back, innocently.
"Oh yeah right 'mione, just pretend you never kissed Malfoy" Ron said, his voice filled with sarcasm, which was something no one was accustomed to hearing from him of all people. Malfoy on the other hand.wait a minute.forget Malfoy. Hermione scolded herself.
"What?" screeched Harry "I didn't know you kissed Malfoy! I suppose you just forgot to tell me that, didn't you?" he continued, staring at Hermione with anger.
"What does it matter if I did? Maybe I did it for a reason! Am I not allowed to have a life?" she asked them "because you guys don't let me have one. If I'm not exactly hoe you want me to be, you guys ignore me until I change back, or your bored! And even then, you monitor my every move! You guys are supposed to trust me! I am not some person for you to mold to your liking!"
By now the entire class was staring at her, Ms. Perfect Granger.
"We do not!" Harry screamed back "but honestly Hermione, Mafloy?! What were you thinking?"
"Well it's my choice!" Hermione said back, her voice getting higher, and getting angrier by the moment.
"You guys have already replaced me with her!" pointing to Lavender "but as soon as you get into trouble, you'll come to be and expect me to get you out of it!"
"That's not true!" yelled Ron, getting back into the fight "and I can see now that I made the right choice by dumping you!"
**Ouch. That hurt. I will not cry, I will not cry**. Instead she just stared at him.
"Hermione, you know that's not true, we like to have you around and I know that right now, you must be going through something difficult but - " Hermione shut Harry up
"You have no Idea what I'm going through, and it's not just Ron! What if I'm not just going through something though? What if this is me? You guys don't know me at all anymore! Something happened to me over break and I came back, changed and ever since, all you've done is distance me! It's fine if you don't like the new me, but after 5 years of friendship, you could at least have the decency to tell me instead of using me when ever you see fit, I know why you don't like me too"
"Oh, and why's that? Please, enlighten us," said Ron
"Because now, I'm my own person, and you can't handle that!" she yelled and then moved over to the other side of the room.
**So much for reconciling with Harry, but all that needed to be said. ** By the time Charms was over, Hermione was completely alone.
**Stars mean thought**
After Potions was over Hermione walked to Harry and they went to Charms together, talking on the way there.
"I just need a change Harry, the world is going to see a new Hermione Granger because frankly, I'm tired of who I am now" she told him
Harry looked worried about what she said almost as if he didn't want her to change, but simply muttered "whatever you want 'mione"
Hermione simply ignored his reaction because she was going to change whether he liked it or not.
Walking into the charms classroom she noticed that Ron and Lavender were calling Harry over to sit with them. Might as well show them that she was not afraid of them and their comments, which were sure to come after the little display before potions.
"Hello Harry" Ron said and totally ignored Hermione's presence. **Fine, if that's how he was going to be good for him. Immature prat. **
"Hey Ron" Harry said "Lavender" simply acknowledging her.
No one said a word to Hermione, but she sat down anyhow. **This is my usual seat, I'm not moving for them, not yet anyways. ** She thought
"Hello everyone" Hermione said looking pointedly at Ron and Lavender who didn't even utter a word in response.
"Oh, you guys! This is absolutely ridiculous!" She shouted at them
"US?! We're ridiculous?! Hermione, I think you're off your rocker!" Ron yelled at her
Okay not exactly the response she was looking for, but you win some, you lose some.
"I don't know what you're talking about" Hermione said back, innocently.
"Oh yeah right 'mione, just pretend you never kissed Malfoy" Ron said, his voice filled with sarcasm, which was something no one was accustomed to hearing from him of all people. Malfoy on the other hand.wait a minute.forget Malfoy. Hermione scolded herself.
"What?" screeched Harry "I didn't know you kissed Malfoy! I suppose you just forgot to tell me that, didn't you?" he continued, staring at Hermione with anger.
"What does it matter if I did? Maybe I did it for a reason! Am I not allowed to have a life?" she asked them "because you guys don't let me have one. If I'm not exactly hoe you want me to be, you guys ignore me until I change back, or your bored! And even then, you monitor my every move! You guys are supposed to trust me! I am not some person for you to mold to your liking!"
By now the entire class was staring at her, Ms. Perfect Granger.
"We do not!" Harry screamed back "but honestly Hermione, Mafloy?! What were you thinking?"
"Well it's my choice!" Hermione said back, her voice getting higher, and getting angrier by the moment.
"You guys have already replaced me with her!" pointing to Lavender "but as soon as you get into trouble, you'll come to be and expect me to get you out of it!"
"That's not true!" yelled Ron, getting back into the fight "and I can see now that I made the right choice by dumping you!"
**Ouch. That hurt. I will not cry, I will not cry**. Instead she just stared at him.
"Hermione, you know that's not true, we like to have you around and I know that right now, you must be going through something difficult but - " Hermione shut Harry up
"You have no Idea what I'm going through, and it's not just Ron! What if I'm not just going through something though? What if this is me? You guys don't know me at all anymore! Something happened to me over break and I came back, changed and ever since, all you've done is distance me! It's fine if you don't like the new me, but after 5 years of friendship, you could at least have the decency to tell me instead of using me when ever you see fit, I know why you don't like me too"
"Oh, and why's that? Please, enlighten us," said Ron
"Because now, I'm my own person, and you can't handle that!" she yelled and then moved over to the other side of the room.
**So much for reconciling with Harry, but all that needed to be said. ** By the time Charms was over, Hermione was completely alone.
