Harry arrived at potions and sat down. Snape was giving Harry one of his
death glares and Harry stared right back.
Harry tried to get threw the potions class smoothly but all together he had lost 75 house points in just one class.
Harry got threw the rest of the morning classes smoothly. He met up with Ron, Hermione and Seamus at lunch though.
"Harry, I can't believe you covered for us," said Seamus apologetically.
"Thanks a lot mate. We owe you one."
Harry said it wasn't a problem and started to eat. He couldn't help to notice that Snape's eyes were on him. Harry left quickly.
Soon before Harry knew it he had to go to Occlumency lessons. He didn't want to because he didn't want to reveal memories to Dumbledore. 'At least it was better then revealing them to Snape,' thought Harry.
"Ahh Mr. Potter, time for occlumency lesson. I am sure you know how it goes."
Dumbledore raised his wand and said the magic words.
Soon Harry began seeing all his old memories rushing back. He saw Cedric get killed, Cho kiss Harry for the first time, Snape yelling at Harry to get out, then older memories like Dudley chases Harry with a pit-bull and throwing cans at him. Soon he saw Sirius fall into the Veil. Harry forgot to try and clear his mind. His memories were taking over. Soon he opened his eyes to see that he was lying on the floor crying as Dumbledore looked down at him in sympathy.
"Well Harry, I see that you saw some of your of memories that were not so pleasant."
Harry stood up but fell back down and grabbed his stomach.
Standing up again Harry said, "I need to keep going. I need to clear my mind.
Harry, if you want to help clear your mind there is an easier way. Think of happy thoughts. They have to be very happy or else it won't work.
Harry was shocked that Snape didn't tell him this before but nodded.
"Lets continue Professor." Once again Harry was reliving a couple memories.
First he watched as he was locked in the cupboard under the stairs and being teased by Dudley. Harry thought real hard about a good though. He couldn't think of any. His mind was trying so hard to think of one really happy thought but he couldn't. Soon Harry was again opening his eyes while on the floor looking up at his Professor.
"What happened?" Dumbledore asked.
"I tried so hard to think of a happy thought or memory but I just couldn't. I don't know why."
Dumbledore frowned and looked like he was about to shed tears.
"Harry what about thinking about the girl I saw you kiss? Cho?"
Harry frowned remembering that they broke up. It was a hard breakup too.
Dumbledore realized that idea was no good. "How about thinking that Hermione and Ron will always be with you. They have always been loyal and by your side.
Harry nodded and grinned. He was ready to try again.
This time Harry had started to see Dudley and his gang chasing him but he quickly remembered his best friends. They were the trio and they always would be. They're there for each other, Always.
Harry suddenly found himself looking at Dumbledore.
"Well done Harry. I think that is enough for tonight," said Dumbledore who was truly proud.
Harry was just about to leave when he heard his professor calling him.
"Oh Harry, I forgot that I have to talk to you."
Harry turned around and sat down looking at the old man.
Harry, You have been accepted in the order of the phoenix.
Harry grew a big smile on his face. He didn't know what to say. He thought he was the order members thought that he was too young. Apparently not.
"Harry, we have meetings once a month and more if needed. You may get out of school for these and the next meeting is in 2 and a half weeks.
Harry beamed at the thought of being accepted. He could really help them out and he could do something to honor Sirius that wasn't as bad as becoming a spy.
Harry nodded not knowing what else to say. He was very happy and the Professor knew it.
A/n- I hope you like this chapter. Thank you so much ginnygal and all my other faithful reviewers. I cant thank you enough for reading my story! In the next chapter there will be a bit of humor. Note that this wont turn into a humor fic but since I love to read humor I wanted to add a little bit to Harry's sad life. The next chapter will probably be up by tonight because I want to get started on my really cool idea! hehehe
Harry tried to get threw the potions class smoothly but all together he had lost 75 house points in just one class.
Harry got threw the rest of the morning classes smoothly. He met up with Ron, Hermione and Seamus at lunch though.
"Harry, I can't believe you covered for us," said Seamus apologetically.
"Thanks a lot mate. We owe you one."
Harry said it wasn't a problem and started to eat. He couldn't help to notice that Snape's eyes were on him. Harry left quickly.
Soon before Harry knew it he had to go to Occlumency lessons. He didn't want to because he didn't want to reveal memories to Dumbledore. 'At least it was better then revealing them to Snape,' thought Harry.
"Ahh Mr. Potter, time for occlumency lesson. I am sure you know how it goes."
Dumbledore raised his wand and said the magic words.
Soon Harry began seeing all his old memories rushing back. He saw Cedric get killed, Cho kiss Harry for the first time, Snape yelling at Harry to get out, then older memories like Dudley chases Harry with a pit-bull and throwing cans at him. Soon he saw Sirius fall into the Veil. Harry forgot to try and clear his mind. His memories were taking over. Soon he opened his eyes to see that he was lying on the floor crying as Dumbledore looked down at him in sympathy.
"Well Harry, I see that you saw some of your of memories that were not so pleasant."
Harry stood up but fell back down and grabbed his stomach.
Standing up again Harry said, "I need to keep going. I need to clear my mind.
Harry, if you want to help clear your mind there is an easier way. Think of happy thoughts. They have to be very happy or else it won't work.
Harry was shocked that Snape didn't tell him this before but nodded.
"Lets continue Professor." Once again Harry was reliving a couple memories.
First he watched as he was locked in the cupboard under the stairs and being teased by Dudley. Harry thought real hard about a good though. He couldn't think of any. His mind was trying so hard to think of one really happy thought but he couldn't. Soon Harry was again opening his eyes while on the floor looking up at his Professor.
"What happened?" Dumbledore asked.
"I tried so hard to think of a happy thought or memory but I just couldn't. I don't know why."
Dumbledore frowned and looked like he was about to shed tears.
"Harry what about thinking about the girl I saw you kiss? Cho?"
Harry frowned remembering that they broke up. It was a hard breakup too.
Dumbledore realized that idea was no good. "How about thinking that Hermione and Ron will always be with you. They have always been loyal and by your side.
Harry nodded and grinned. He was ready to try again.
This time Harry had started to see Dudley and his gang chasing him but he quickly remembered his best friends. They were the trio and they always would be. They're there for each other, Always.
Harry suddenly found himself looking at Dumbledore.
"Well done Harry. I think that is enough for tonight," said Dumbledore who was truly proud.
Harry was just about to leave when he heard his professor calling him.
"Oh Harry, I forgot that I have to talk to you."
Harry turned around and sat down looking at the old man.
Harry, You have been accepted in the order of the phoenix.
Harry grew a big smile on his face. He didn't know what to say. He thought he was the order members thought that he was too young. Apparently not.
"Harry, we have meetings once a month and more if needed. You may get out of school for these and the next meeting is in 2 and a half weeks.
Harry beamed at the thought of being accepted. He could really help them out and he could do something to honor Sirius that wasn't as bad as becoming a spy.
Harry nodded not knowing what else to say. He was very happy and the Professor knew it.
A/n- I hope you like this chapter. Thank you so much ginnygal and all my other faithful reviewers. I cant thank you enough for reading my story! In the next chapter there will be a bit of humor. Note that this wont turn into a humor fic but since I love to read humor I wanted to add a little bit to Harry's sad life. The next chapter will probably be up by tonight because I want to get started on my really cool idea! hehehe
