After Hermione got cleaned up she sat at her desk and studied her already
done homework. She was fidgeting around and she couldn't get Draco off her
mind. All she could think about was that kiss they shared. She smiled to
herself at the thought of when he touched her stomach in front of Chase.
He didn't care!
What was she going to do the rest of the night? She figured that her friends weren't going to come up saying it was 11:30. She walked over to her mirror and looked at herself. She didn't think she was that pretty. She looked down at her body. At least that was a sight. She looked back up at her face. 'Maybe it's not all that bad' she thought. Although Mckell was beautiful and though she hated to admit it, she thought Pansy was pretty.
"If only I could look like Gwen Stefani or Britney Spears" she said out loud
She posed in different positions in the mirror. She finally shrugged her shoulders, disappointed at the girl standing in the mirror and went and layed down on her bed. She looked up at the ceiling. A soft knock came on her door. She quickly sat up and ran over to the door. It was Ginny.
"Hey the other girls didn't want to come but, I thought I would"
"Its fine, come in" she opened the door wider.
Ginny smiled and walked over to her bed and sat down.
"So what's the BIG news you wanted to tell us?" she rested back on her hands
"Well, guess who I kissed today!"
"YOU WHAT?" Ginny screamed
"I know I kissed Draco TODAY! Well more like he kissed me"
"This isn't good"
"What?" she frowned
"You're a pretty girl Hermione but Draco goes for beautiful girls and he isn't what you should be going after, he is a player and you're not exactly in his league."
"Am I hearing you correctly or did you tell me I wasn't good enough for him"
"No that's not what I mean, you are a good innocent little girl who needs someone who will treat you in the correct manner"
"What the hell is your problem? I am 17 years old!" "I know but your just a little girl, you have never experienced anything"
"Ginny I think you should go" she said getting tears in her eyes
"Hermione I'm sorry but you should go after someone like Ron not Draco he just isn't boyfriend material unless you're Pansy"
"RON!" she screamed
"What? What is wrong with my brother?" she stood up putting her hands on her hips
"Nothing I just don't like him like that and I never will EVER!" she screamed
"Hermione, listen we thought that is was cute that you liked Draco but all of us knew it would pass and you would realize he isn't worth it"
"So all of you think I am not good enough" she said a little shaky while tears slid down her cheeks.
"No that's not it" she put her hands on Hermione's shoulder but she pushed her away.
"GET OUT!" she screamed while pointing to the door
"I know right now you are mad and going to hate me for awhile but in the end you'll realize I was right" she walked out quickly.
Hermione started sobbing louder. What the hell was wrong with everyone? Why couldn't she be liked or like Draco for that matter? She fell on her bed and soon fell fast asleep.
~
Her eyes opened slowly as she sat up. Memories from last night came flooding in. She frowned and threw the blankets off of her. She walked over to the mirror and stared at her self.
"Fucking ugly bitch!" she said out loud and grabbed clothes and walked in to the bathroom.
She took a shower and got ready and walked down to the great hall.
~
She sat at the farthest end of the table. She stared at her food noticing out of the corner of her eye Harry, Ron, Ginny, Lavender, Parvati, and Seamus looking at her. She looked up at Draco who was talking to Crabbe and Goyle. Her eyes looked down in pain as she stood and walked out of the hall. Draco looked up and followed her out. Ginny told the girls what had happened last night and they all gave each other looks. Hermione kept walking even when Draco called after her.
"Hermione wait" he yelled
She didn't look back but kept on walking "fine fuck you then" she heard him yell but didn't turn back. More tears came down as she walked into the library. She sat down in the furthest corner hidden away from everyone.
She sat with her head in her hands and cried.
~
It was nearly dinner and she sat in the library all day. She finally got up and walked back to the great hall. Everyone looked up at her but she didn't care she just sat down. People were whispering wondering what happened. Her face was red and her make up rubbed off.
Draco watched her, everyone went silent and watched her.
She looked up "What?" everyone turned back to their seats and the hall went noisy again.
Harry and Ron walked over and sat down next to her.
"Are you ok?" Ron asked
"Fuck off" she replied not looking up
"What is wrong with you?" he hissed
"Nothing I'm fine" she started putting food on her plate
"Hermione" Harry cut in "Ginny told us you got in an argument last night
"Did she?" she still put food on her plate
"What happened?" he asked sweetly
"Nothing, but a fact has been proven that Ginny is a bitch including all the Gryffindor girls" she snapped
"Hey calm down" Ron said
"FUCK YOU" she yelled
Ron stood up and walked over to Ginny and those guys. Harry was shocked at her.
"What is wrong?" he touched her back
"Don't fucking touch me Harry I'm not in the fucking mood" she slapped him away
"What the hell?" he pushed her hair out of her face she finally looked up
"What is wrong?"
"Nothing just go over and sit with you red headed bitch and her posse" she snapped
Harry shook his head and left her. He sat down and told them what she said. Ginny's face went pink as tears came down her face. Hermione looked up at them and started laughing. All of their faces dropped which made her laugh even harder. She now knew why Draco and his friends couldn't stand them. She was laughing so hard that it caused everyone to look over at her.
"Hermione what is your problem?" Lavender yelled, everyone went silent again and stared intently.
She kept laughing and they still stared shocked at her.
"Hermione stop it" Harry yelled
She was trying to hold in her laughter. Dumbledore looked curiously at them.
"Is there something the matter Mr. Potter?" he asked
Hermione burst out laughing again.
"No sir we will take it out side" they all stood
"No please don't" Hermione stood holding up her hands "I can do it myself" and she walked out of the great hall.
Every one turned their attention to Harry and his friends.
"What are you all looking at?" he yelled
Draco almost pissed his pants he was laughing so hard. Everyone turned to him that's when Harry yelled "shut up"
"Sorry" he said during laughs "It's just that" he kept laughing harder.
"Screw you" Harry yelled while walking out of the hall. The rest of the Gryffindor gang followed him. Draco finally stopped laughing. He looked around the table. His whole group was split up. Pansy sat alone at the head of the table. Ursula ate with Crabbe, Goyle, Jamie, and Amy. And Blaise sat at the very end of the table alone. All of them were split up because of him.
~
Hermione walked into her room and sat on the bed. She stared out the balcony. No she didn't cry. She was sick of crying that's all she had done all day. Her ego was bruised. She had nothing. She was sick of her friends. Draco told her to fuck off. And like anyone else would befriend someone who laughed at the "boy who lived"
She thought it was really hot so she decided to go on a walk. She walked out of the castle and down to the lake. She didn't notice the beautiful man following her.
~
She stared down at the lake. The sky was quickly turning dark but she didn't mind. She took off her robes. She got into her bra and panties. She started to walk into the ice cold lake.
She got about have way in when someone whistled.
She turned and saw Draco smirking at her "decided to go on a little swim did you?"
"Want to join me?" she asked
What was she going to do the rest of the night? She figured that her friends weren't going to come up saying it was 11:30. She walked over to her mirror and looked at herself. She didn't think she was that pretty. She looked down at her body. At least that was a sight. She looked back up at her face. 'Maybe it's not all that bad' she thought. Although Mckell was beautiful and though she hated to admit it, she thought Pansy was pretty.
"If only I could look like Gwen Stefani or Britney Spears" she said out loud
She posed in different positions in the mirror. She finally shrugged her shoulders, disappointed at the girl standing in the mirror and went and layed down on her bed. She looked up at the ceiling. A soft knock came on her door. She quickly sat up and ran over to the door. It was Ginny.
"Hey the other girls didn't want to come but, I thought I would"
"Its fine, come in" she opened the door wider.
Ginny smiled and walked over to her bed and sat down.
"So what's the BIG news you wanted to tell us?" she rested back on her hands
"Well, guess who I kissed today!"
"YOU WHAT?" Ginny screamed
"I know I kissed Draco TODAY! Well more like he kissed me"
"This isn't good"
"What?" she frowned
"You're a pretty girl Hermione but Draco goes for beautiful girls and he isn't what you should be going after, he is a player and you're not exactly in his league."
"Am I hearing you correctly or did you tell me I wasn't good enough for him"
"No that's not what I mean, you are a good innocent little girl who needs someone who will treat you in the correct manner"
"What the hell is your problem? I am 17 years old!" "I know but your just a little girl, you have never experienced anything"
"Ginny I think you should go" she said getting tears in her eyes
"Hermione I'm sorry but you should go after someone like Ron not Draco he just isn't boyfriend material unless you're Pansy"
"RON!" she screamed
"What? What is wrong with my brother?" she stood up putting her hands on her hips
"Nothing I just don't like him like that and I never will EVER!" she screamed
"Hermione, listen we thought that is was cute that you liked Draco but all of us knew it would pass and you would realize he isn't worth it"
"So all of you think I am not good enough" she said a little shaky while tears slid down her cheeks.
"No that's not it" she put her hands on Hermione's shoulder but she pushed her away.
"GET OUT!" she screamed while pointing to the door
"I know right now you are mad and going to hate me for awhile but in the end you'll realize I was right" she walked out quickly.
Hermione started sobbing louder. What the hell was wrong with everyone? Why couldn't she be liked or like Draco for that matter? She fell on her bed and soon fell fast asleep.
~
Her eyes opened slowly as she sat up. Memories from last night came flooding in. She frowned and threw the blankets off of her. She walked over to the mirror and stared at her self.
"Fucking ugly bitch!" she said out loud and grabbed clothes and walked in to the bathroom.
She took a shower and got ready and walked down to the great hall.
~
She sat at the farthest end of the table. She stared at her food noticing out of the corner of her eye Harry, Ron, Ginny, Lavender, Parvati, and Seamus looking at her. She looked up at Draco who was talking to Crabbe and Goyle. Her eyes looked down in pain as she stood and walked out of the hall. Draco looked up and followed her out. Ginny told the girls what had happened last night and they all gave each other looks. Hermione kept walking even when Draco called after her.
"Hermione wait" he yelled
She didn't look back but kept on walking "fine fuck you then" she heard him yell but didn't turn back. More tears came down as she walked into the library. She sat down in the furthest corner hidden away from everyone.
She sat with her head in her hands and cried.
~
It was nearly dinner and she sat in the library all day. She finally got up and walked back to the great hall. Everyone looked up at her but she didn't care she just sat down. People were whispering wondering what happened. Her face was red and her make up rubbed off.
Draco watched her, everyone went silent and watched her.
She looked up "What?" everyone turned back to their seats and the hall went noisy again.
Harry and Ron walked over and sat down next to her.
"Are you ok?" Ron asked
"Fuck off" she replied not looking up
"What is wrong with you?" he hissed
"Nothing I'm fine" she started putting food on her plate
"Hermione" Harry cut in "Ginny told us you got in an argument last night
"Did she?" she still put food on her plate
"What happened?" he asked sweetly
"Nothing, but a fact has been proven that Ginny is a bitch including all the Gryffindor girls" she snapped
"Hey calm down" Ron said
"FUCK YOU" she yelled
Ron stood up and walked over to Ginny and those guys. Harry was shocked at her.
"What is wrong?" he touched her back
"Don't fucking touch me Harry I'm not in the fucking mood" she slapped him away
"What the hell?" he pushed her hair out of her face she finally looked up
"What is wrong?"
"Nothing just go over and sit with you red headed bitch and her posse" she snapped
Harry shook his head and left her. He sat down and told them what she said. Ginny's face went pink as tears came down her face. Hermione looked up at them and started laughing. All of their faces dropped which made her laugh even harder. She now knew why Draco and his friends couldn't stand them. She was laughing so hard that it caused everyone to look over at her.
"Hermione what is your problem?" Lavender yelled, everyone went silent again and stared intently.
She kept laughing and they still stared shocked at her.
"Hermione stop it" Harry yelled
She was trying to hold in her laughter. Dumbledore looked curiously at them.
"Is there something the matter Mr. Potter?" he asked
Hermione burst out laughing again.
"No sir we will take it out side" they all stood
"No please don't" Hermione stood holding up her hands "I can do it myself" and she walked out of the great hall.
Every one turned their attention to Harry and his friends.
"What are you all looking at?" he yelled
Draco almost pissed his pants he was laughing so hard. Everyone turned to him that's when Harry yelled "shut up"
"Sorry" he said during laughs "It's just that" he kept laughing harder.
"Screw you" Harry yelled while walking out of the hall. The rest of the Gryffindor gang followed him. Draco finally stopped laughing. He looked around the table. His whole group was split up. Pansy sat alone at the head of the table. Ursula ate with Crabbe, Goyle, Jamie, and Amy. And Blaise sat at the very end of the table alone. All of them were split up because of him.
~
Hermione walked into her room and sat on the bed. She stared out the balcony. No she didn't cry. She was sick of crying that's all she had done all day. Her ego was bruised. She had nothing. She was sick of her friends. Draco told her to fuck off. And like anyone else would befriend someone who laughed at the "boy who lived"
She thought it was really hot so she decided to go on a walk. She walked out of the castle and down to the lake. She didn't notice the beautiful man following her.
~
She stared down at the lake. The sky was quickly turning dark but she didn't mind. She took off her robes. She got into her bra and panties. She started to walk into the ice cold lake.
She got about have way in when someone whistled.
She turned and saw Draco smirking at her "decided to go on a little swim did you?"
"Want to join me?" she asked
